Chapter 774
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"2017, February 19th. My condition is far more serious than I imagined. All my senses are gradually fading. I can't laugh, cry, or feel pain. I'm like a walking corpse. The tranquilizer has increased from four tablets at a time to eight tablets at a time."
"2017, February 21st. When I ate today, I couldn't taste anything. More importantly, when I was in a meeting today, the simple word 'adjourned' lingered on the tip of my tongue for a long time. I couldn't even say it. After losing my sense of taste, am I going to have aphasia?"
"2017, February 23rd. I'm very afraid that I'll suddenly collapse. I won't be able to hold on until she gets married, until Song Menghwa dies, or until I leave Beijing. I've increased the dosage of tranquilizer, but even so, I still feel very anxious and frustrated. I actually tore up a contract worth tens of millions of dollars. Even I feel like I'm not myself. I agreed to Song Menghwa's suggestion to meet a girl for the second time because I want her to know that I'm really trying my best to fulfill the promise I made to her.
"2017, February 25th. Today, I couldn't say a single word. When I got home at night, I tried my best to talk to myself. I was really afraid that I would suddenly lose the ability to speak. I realized the words' Tingting 'and' Qingchun 'were as smooth as ever. I took more sedatives than usual that night, and I fell into a deep sleep. I know it wasn't a deep sleep but a coma.
"2017, February 27th. I'm immersed in the dream that I've already woken up from. I refuse to wake up. I want to sleep like this forever because only in this dream can I love her.
"2017, March 3rd. I found a lawyer to split the shares in my name into two. I gave her thirty percent and left the rest for my mother and Song Menghwa. After the lawyer left, I stared out the window for a long time. I knew I would lose her one day, even though I never had her. However, the closer I got to her wedding, the closer I got to losing her, the closer I realized I'm not as strong as I thought I was. So, that night at Hai Nan, I gave her a sweet dream, a confession, and when I said goodbye, Su Zhinian had already died at the beach that night."
Liar, big liar … He was the one who suggested that they leave each other a sweet dream after a date, but in the end, he was the one who betrayed her.
He always lied to her like this, but she always fooled him like a fool.
Liar, liar …
Song Qingchun sobbed as she turned the page. There was only one entry left.
"2017, March 5th. I brought the girl that I've met three times back to the Song family. Tingting was at home as well. She and the girl got along really well. Now that I think about it, I didn't even get to say a complete sentence to the girl. Actually, I really didn't want to smile at the girl, but I forced myself to smile at her because I wanted Tingting to see it. I promised to come over and let go of this ill-fated relationship and start a normal life. Therefore, I wanted to show it to her, even if it was just a pretense, because I wanted her to marry Qin Yinan without worry.
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