Chapter 775
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"I'm willing to be alone. Even if I have to lose my life, even if I have to give up everything, I only wish for her to live a beautiful and clean life in the world.
"That night, I overheard her phone conversation with Qin Yinan. They were going to try on the dress the next day, and my mind was filled with the image of her in the wedding dress at Red Garden. At 3 am, I was so depressed that I ran into her when I went downstairs to take my medicine. I panicked, and when I tried to talk to her, I stumbled over a simple question about water. In the end, I came up with an excuse and left in a hurry. I heard her say good night to me, and I wanted to say good night back. Night was the night of the world, and good night was for her alone, but in the end, I could only say 'good night'.
"When I returned to my room, even the large amount of tranquilizers couldn't calm me down. The lights in the room were all on, and the light hurt my eyes, but I felt like the world was filled with darkness and despair. There will never be a ray of light that shone into my life again like on October 8th, 1996. There will never be a ray of light that shone into my life again …
There will never be a ray of light that shone into my life again like on October 8th, 1996.
There will never be a ray of light that shone into my life again …
It was as if a knife had pierced into Song Qingchun's heart, and her whole body suddenly felt chilled to the bone.
Her hands that held the diary were shaking uncontrollably. Drop after drop of tears fell from the corner of her eyes and landed on the diary, dyeing Su Zhinian's handwriting that had just been completed that morning.
From the moment she knew he loved her, she had never doubted his love, but she had no idea he loved her to this extent.
All this time, she had felt like she had suffered a lot because of his love for her, but now she realized that her suffering was nothing compared to him.
She had once hated him for rejecting her confession, hated him for forcing her to take the morning-after pill, hated him for humiliating her at the office … It was not until now that she realized that before he hurt her, he had hurt himself first …
He was a liar, an out-and-out big liar. He had been lying to her from the beginning until the end, but she couldn't hate him at all. All she felt was heartache …
She was his light … She was his light … She was his light … He clearly knew that he couldn't leave her, but he still tried his best to pretend that he was doing well in front of her so that she could live a good life in this world. As for him, no one knew that he was struggling in the dark abyss alone, in despair and madness …
She had always thought that the month she had been back from Hainan had been very painful, but she had never imagined that the man who had always seemed indifferent and cold was actually dead inside … dead … dead …
He had once said that he had loved her for his entire youth, but that was not true. He had used his entire life to love her …
The diary fell from Song Qingchun's fingers and landed heavily on the floor.
Song Qingchun could not stop crying. Her body slid off the leather sofa. She sat on the cold floor and cried her heart out.
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