"2007, May 14th, sunny. She went shopping with her friends. She said she liked a necklace at the counter, but she didn't buy it. After she left, I went to the counter. The price of the necklace was a bit scary. I went to work as a waitress at a nightclub. The place reeked of perfume and rouge, and there were too many women swaying before me.
"2007, June 15th, cloudy. Missed the high school entrance exam, had to repeat a year. My salary from the nightclub was paid, and I barely had enough to buy that necklace. I didn't have to go to that disgusting place anymore. I lost two kilograms in one month.
"2007, June 28th, sunny. I finally managed to sneak the necklace into her bag. That afternoon, I saw her go to the bathroom with the necklace, and I was very happy.
"2007, August 31st, sunny. Mother ran into an old friend, and the friend promised to take care of me. Actually, I didn't need anyone to take care of me, but when I found out the friend's name was Song Menghwa, I agreed because Song Menghwa's daughter is called Song Qingchun.
"2007, September 23rd, cloudy. I moved into the Song family for twenty days. She doesn't seem to like me anymore; she likes Qin Yinan.
"2007, November 23rd, sunny. There was still one month until Christmas, and she had already started to prepare a present for Qin Yinan. I wanted to spend more time with her, so I accompanied her to pick out the present, but she kept saying that she couldn't leave Qin Yinan. She was jealous, angry, and left. I couldn't sleep at night because of the guilt.
"2007, December 14th, light snow. She hasn't talked to me for a long time, and she doesn't even look me in the eye. I really want to apologize to her, but she won't even give me the chance. Every time she sees me, she will turn and leave with a cold huff.
"2007, December 25th, Christmas. She went to find Qin Yinan. Her parents weren't home. I received a call from her in the middle of the night. She said she had lost her wallet, and she was crying alone at the airport. I went to pick her up. That was the first time I felt so happy since I moved into the Song family.
"2008, January 5th, my mood is getting better because my relationship with her is getting better.
"2008, May 7th, the first time I had the urge to kill someone. Be it Tang Nuan or the gangsters at the nightclub, I will not allow anyone to take advantage of the beauty in my hands!
"2008, May 23rd, my birthday. I made an appointment to have dinner with her."
"2008, May 24th. Last night, she stood me up. I got drunk and forced myself on her … I've been looking for her all day, but I can't find her …"
"2008, May 25th. I sold all the figurines I had collected, as well as the in-game account that I had been using for a long time. I used all the savings in the card to buy a diamond ring. As long as she is willing to see me, I will propose to her. Whether she is willing or not, I will try my best to make her agree."
Song Qingchun's fingers that were flipping through the diary started to shake.
So, after he forced himself on her, he bought a ring and even wanted to propose to her …
"2008, May 27th, the most unforgettable day of my life, the most despairing day of my life. I found out a secret, and my dreams were completely shattered."
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