If there's any match in this "Underground Fighting Competition" that fits my expectations, it would definitely be the match that I'll personally participate in.
All my dissatisfaction towards the farce from before, as well as my hatred towards the rapists, were all vented out.
When I regained my senses, I was already dragged by Peng TouSi and pinned to the side of the stage.
The scene was a mess. Huang San's nose was bleeding like a splash of ink and it left a few streaks on the stage. I couldn't help but think of Stephen Chow's "God of Food" where Stephen Chow was beaten up by the Shaolin Temple's Eighteen Bronzes and then dragged by his feet.
"Lin, calm down!" Peng TouSi said loudly next to my ear, "You're going to beat someone to death!"
"Hahahaha, isn't that how underground matches should be?" I have to admit, even though I had just left berserker mode, I still felt great satisfaction and pleasure when I saw blood.
Huang San's dad was stunned speechless when he saw me, a "outwardly strong but inwardly weak actor", suddenly explode in rage and beat up his son. Then he grabbed onto the host and said with bloodshot eyes:
"You guys are so ruthless! It doesn't matter if they're big or small, they're all monsters that can fight! Hurry up and save my son! "
"Don't worry, don't worry!" The host said in a panic, "The paramedics are already here, and they weren't hired by us!"
"Not good! The police are here! "A security guard who was standing by the window suddenly yelled.
Did they find out? Although Dong Shan city is a third-tier city, it's not as sensitive as Beijing, but it's only a matter of time before the police notice what you're doing!
"Oh my god!" Old Mao's voice sounded especially ear-piercing in the midst of the complaints and curses, "I can't be arrested, or else my meeting with the client tomorrow will be ruined!"
The other audience members were like Old Mao and quietly retreated through the underground tunnel under the organizers' arrangements. Huang Wuye and his gang of hoodlums rushed ahead, probably because they had criminal records and were especially afraid of being questioned by the police.
Looking at everyone running for their lives in panic, like Cao Cao cutting off his beard and throwing away his robe. Huang San, who had been half-crippled by me, was also dragged away by his father. I couldn't help but laugh a few times, as if I was the one who had brought about this unforeseen event. Moreover, I admired the result of the chaos.
I don't remember how I was taken away by Peng TouSi and how I returned safely in Ai Mi's Batmobile.
The Berserker mode really did have the side effect of lowering one's intelligence and destroying one's memory. I had once made up my mind to use it as little as possible, but once my anger reached my heart, I still couldn't control myself.
Peng TouSi held the steering wheel and drove the car steadily on the highway. I didn't know how long he had been silent, but he seemed to be waiting for me to wake up.
I suddenly realized that this was the first time I used Berserker mode in front of Peng TouSi. He must be shocked, right?
"Actually …" Peng TouSi pondered for a moment before saying, "I've met an opponent similar to you in a deathmatch."
Eh? I was actually surprised. So someone as stupid as me … no, someone as cool as me had also used it before?
"'Crazy Clown' was his nickname in the ring. No one knew his real name, but it was said that he was once a good family man …"
"Once?" I vaguely felt that Peng TouSi was talking about a tragedy.
"Yes, the Crazy Clown was a retired special forces member. In order to treat his wife's illness, he was attracted by the high reward of the underground fighting tournament and joined us. In order to hide his identity, he would always use camouflage paint to make his face look like a clown. Also, he had a quiet personality and in order to please the audience, he gradually developed his second personality. "
"Second personality?"
"Yes, a second personality. In order to deal with special situations, many people will create a personality armor to adapt to the environment. People who have participated in cruel wars will often change their personality. The reason is that they can't take off their personality armor."
It was the first time I heard someone describe a personality as an armor.
"Although the Crazy Clown wanted the reward, he was disgusted by the underground fighting tournament without any rules. In order to relieve the pressure, he developed a second personality that was only used for fighting — — a guy who was obsessed with fighting, enjoyed fighting, and liked to abuse his opponents — — he called this instant personality change 'Demon Possession'."
"Was it effective?" I couldn't help but feel that the Crazy Clown's method was similar to mine.
"Yes, it was very effective. At the time, he was a strong fighter with a very close payout to me. The boss behind the scenes always avoided me from fighting him. He hoped to wait until one of us was in a bad condition and then use an unparalleled battle to squeeze out all our value."
"Unfortunately, the Crazy Clown went crazy before that day came. He really went crazy."
Although the car didn't have the air conditioning on, I still felt a chill from Peng TouSi's words. Peng TouSi seemed to be warning me very seriously.
"Lin, it's very dangerous to develop a second personality. Your performance today was also a 'Demon Possession' to a certain extent. I hope you won't use it again."
"Why?" I was a bit unconvinced, "It can increase my combat ability. Sometimes I can't even feel pain. Isn't that very convenient?"
Peng TouSi said in an even more unyielding tone, "When the Crazy Clown was fighting, he even ignored the fractures caused by reverse joint techniques and turned the tables to kill his opponent. His' Demon Possession ', compared to yours … Oh right, what do you call your second personality?"
"Berserker mode …" I replied a bit embarrassedly.
"Lin, please permanently seal your berserker mode."
"Permanently seal? Is it that serious? "
"The Crazy Clown didn't just go crazy." Peng TouSi said word by word, "In his daily life, he also completely changed his appearance on the ring. He even killed his wife and child with his own hands and was finally shot dead by the police — — I don't want you to become like that."
"I … How did I become like that …"
Peng TouSi threw his triple-proof phone to me across the seat. I caught it in my hand in confusion.
"I took a picture of your ferocious expression on the ring. You can enjoy it yourself."
I unlocked the phone screen and immediately saw a shocking scene.
Why the fuck did you use my photo as the home screen! I shivered when I saw it!
But Peng TouSi was right, this was the first time I saw my expression in berserker mode.
It really was like I was possessed by a demon.
No wonder the class leader was so worried when I used berserker mode in front of Li Lao Er and Zhao GuangTou.
Anyone who saw my face at the time would think I would kill everyone in my way.
What was even scarier was that I really did think that way. At least in berserker mode, I was extremely heavy handed and didn't care about my opponent's life at all.
"Peng TouSi, do you think …" I asked hesitantly. "In the long run, I won't be able to control my 'Berserker Mode'. It might suddenly activate in my daily life, just like how Lelouch couldn't control his' Chicken and Duck Death 'ability?"
"It's the 'Geass' ability, right?" Peng TouSi smiled at me in the rearview mirror, "Ai Mi and I watched the cartoon 'Rebellious Lelouch' a few days ago when she was doing the body-shaping exercise. But we both agreed that the second one wasn't as good as the first one."
I only started to feel the pain when I saw the bruises on my hands from hitting hard objects.
I can't even remember how the bruises came about. I only remember grabbing Huang San's hair, but I can't remember much else.
It seems like I really overdid it! If it was as simple as "borrowing one's appearance", imagining that there was a leopard chasing after me, so that I could run even faster, then I shouldn't have lost my memory. In that case, did my Berserker mode really create a dangerous second personality?
The entrance to berserker mode is anger. If I accidentally triggered berserker mode in my daily life, wouldn't I be harming the people around me?
Xiao Qin wasn't afraid because of her high martial arts, but it would be dangerous for anyone below the class leader.
Especially Ai Mi, Ai Mi's small body bones, if I, as her brother, suddenly go crazy, it is possible to remove her empty-handed.
Did I accidentally create such a scary thing? After Peng TouSi's reminder, I'm scared!
It's true that entering berserker mode is getting easier and more frequent, but the amount of time I lose my memory is also increasing. This is a sign of danger, I have to make a decision.
Although there was a precedent of entering berserker mode with a clear mind while wearing my sister's underwear on my head, that situation can't be repeated. I can't bring my sister's underwear with me in an emergency (even if it's for the sake of justice).
"I understand." As someone who doesn't want to hurt innocent people, especially as a brother, I promised, "I won't use berserker mode anymore. I'll try my best to suppress it, I won't end up like the Crazy Clown!"
"Do your best to suppress it." Although Peng TouSi was pleased with my answer, he wasn't too optimistic about my battle with my second personality.
"The Crazy Clown also tried to defeat himself, but he failed in the end. I hope you can rein yourself in before it's too late."
It might be the mentality of young people, but I was optimistic about my battle to unify my personality.
"Don't worry, it'll be fine!"
While talking, I fiddled with my phone and deleted the photo Peng TouSi had taken.
"Why did you delete it!" Peng TouSi said regretfully, "If I knew earlier, I wouldn't have given the phone to you!"
"Of course! Only a gay guy would be happy that a man set my photo as his phone's home page! "
After Peng TouSi sent me home, I had a good night's sleep.
Although I had to say goodbye to the berserker mode that accompanied me for many years, I wasn't too sad. In fact, Yin Yang Sanshou increased my strength by a lot, and it didn't have any of the side effects of the berserker mode.
Also, I haven't learned Yin Yang Sanshou yet. I only learned Hua Jin, I haven't learned Fa Jin yet. If I learned Fa Jin, I could completely offset the loss of the berserker mode.
But gramps Ren didn't want to teach me Fa Jin. He was afraid I wouldn't be able to control it well and would make me comprehend it on my own … only a ghost would comprehend it!
Don't tell me that I have to beg her to teach me how to exert force on her birthday tomorrow? That would have a high chance of success, but wouldn't I be admitting defeat if I learned from the Little Tyrant who bullied me for many years?
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