146. Was it Qin Yang?
This secret exploded in Mother He's heart like a bomb. It was the first time Mother He heard what He Jin yelled at Father He. She didn't expect her well-behaved and obedient son to have such a violent side. It was just like when he ran away from home in a fit of anger after his helmet was smashed. It made her feel uneasy.
"… I also want to find a better girl and be with her peacefully. I want to start a family and make you happy. But why is it so difficult …" This sentence surfaced in Mama He's mind again. She suddenly understood why He Jin went to drink and why he was in so much pain. It was because he did not like women!
She stood up anxiously and wanted to knock on He Jin's door!
"Bi Qin!" Papa He grabbed her hand tightly. "What are you going to do? Didn't you promise me to calm down?"
Mama He said agitatedly, "I want to pull him up and interrogate him!"
Papa He was agitated too, but he was afraid of disturbing He Jin, so he tried his best to lower his voice. "What do you want to ask? It's all over. You saw how he was just now. Do you really want to talk to him now?"
Mama He trembled all over. Yes, it had been three years. He Jin had severed ties with that person and returned to their side. He had even obediently gone on a blind date. There was nothing wrong with what he had done in the past three years. What else could she ask?
But why did it turn out like this? Why were both brothers like this? Was the He family cursed?
Mama He covered her face and sobbed. "What did I do? Why did it turn out like this …"
Papa He hugged her tightly and sighed deeply. His eyes were also red.
If He Jin had just discovered that he liked men, she might have gone crazy and begged him to change. But it had been three years since the incident. It was not that He Jin did not want to change. He wanted to change too! What he had done in the past three years was the best proof. But he could not change. This was the source of his pain.
Mama He leaned in Papa He's arms and cried so hard that she could not breathe. He Jin's actions shocked her more than a direct confrontation. It also showed that reality could not be changed. This feeling of despair was too much.
"Do you think our He Jin still remembers that man?" Mama He suddenly asked.
Papa He lowered his eyes and said worriedly, "I asked him about this a few days ago. At first, he didn't seem willing to talk to me about this person. He only said a few words later."
Mother He asked nervously, "What did he say?"
Father He looked up at Mother He and said, "He said that person treats him very well."
Mother He choked. Tears welled up in her eyes again. She shook her head unwillingly and murmured, "Even if he can't change, I can't let him be with a man and be criticized for the rest of his life …"
Father He frowned. "Even if he won't be happy with a woman for the rest of his life, you still want to force him like this?"
Mrs. He: "What can I do? We are doing this for his own good! "
Papa He: "Is this really for his own good, or do you think it's good? I told you just now what He Jin said to me when we quarreled three years ago. He said that we don't understand him at all and have never cared about what he wants or doesn't want. This is the truth. After all these years, have you ever asked him what he likes? If you hadn't been sick at that time, he wouldn't have come back at all with your attitude! "
Mother He's eyes were red as she interrupted him and said agitatedly, "So you agree with him finding a man to live with?!"
Papa He stood there in a daze with his mouth agape. He was clearly against it. This kind of relationship that went against human ethics was unacceptable to his generation. But he didn't seem to realize that he was already standing on his son's side and speaking up for him …
Papa He was stunned for a long time. He said softly, "Bi Qin, we're all people with one leg in the coffin. We can't control He Jin for the rest of his life, nor can we accompany him for the rest of his life." Papa He wiped away the tears at the corner of his eyes and said, "I just want him … to choose his own happiness."
Mother He's lips moved a few times. Suddenly, she lost all her strength and the whole living room was filled with silent sobs.
He Jin was completely unaware of what his parents were saying outside. He lay in bed in a daze the whole morning. He had a hangover and there was still a wound on his lower body. As expected, he had a fever again. As it was nearing noon, He Jin could vaguely hear his mother calling him for lunch. His body ached so much that he could not get up at all.
Mother He hid her emotions and pushed the door open. She was about to reprimand him when she saw her son's complexion. She quickly placed her hand on his forehead and said in a panic, "Why is it so hot? You have a fever! "
Mother He wanted to pull He Jin up to go to the hospital for a saline drip. He Jin thought of the marks on his body and was afraid that the doctor would be able to tell if he went to the hospital. He rejected her in a hoarse voice. "No, I'm not going. I'll be fine after taking some medicine."
Looking at such a fragile son, Mother He felt a pang in her heart. She could no longer harden her heart. Her doubts, prejudices, and negative emotions about her son being gay were suppressed at this moment.
"Then I'll get you some antipyretics. Sigh, you …" Mother He's eyes were red as she went to get a thermometer. She measured the temperature and fed him the antipyretics. Seeing that He Jin was sweating profusely, Mother He went to get a hot towel to wipe He Jin's body.
Unexpectedly, when Mother He moved closer, He Jin was so scared that he shrank into the quilt. He had a fever and his mind was a little muddled. He said in horror, "Don't, don't touch me!"
Mother He was stunned. She did not think that He Jin was resisting her because he was afraid of being seen. She did not know much about "homosexuality." She only thought that He Jin subconsciously did not like being touched by women.
"Mom, I'll do it myself …" He Jin came to his senses and snatched the towel from Mother He's hands in guilt and embarrassment.
This sentence further confirmed Mother He's suspicions. Her heart was broken … Yes, he was not a seven or eight-year-old child after all.
"… Mom will cook some porridge for you." Mother He walked out with rare consideration. As soon as she left the room, her eyes became moist again.
He Jin buttoned his pajamas tightly. He ate some porridge at noon and couldn't sleep in the afternoon. He repeatedly thought about what had happened last night. He was completely drunk and could only remember a few words. That person's voice seemed to be very similar to Qin Yang's … But "I hope that person is Qin Yang" was just a fluke. What if it wasn't?
Thinking of He Lin's experience, He Jin suddenly felt cold all over. Ignoring the pain, he sat up in bed. There were wounds on his body, and they were bleeding …
He Jin flipped open the text message interface in his bracelet. The unknown number had not sent him any other messages besides "rest well."
He typed three words: "Who are you?" He Jin hesitated for a whole minute before gritting his teeth and sending it.
He waited for a long time for a reply. He Jin went online to search for the hotel Qin Yang had stayed in last night in Q City. He couldn't find it. Well, the hotel information of celebrities was confidential. Otherwise, fans would have come to surround them!
He Jin was about to call his professional contacts to find out more when his bracelet suddenly vibrated.
The unknown number: "… What do you think?"
He Jin: "…"
Qin Yang was so angry that his teeth were about to shatter. They had done it so many times last night and had even given him sobriety pills. This guy actually didn't know who he had slept with! Did he think he had been f * cked by another man? Are you f * cking kidding me?!
He Jin was still trying to figure out the meaning of this "What do you think?" The other party would ask this question in return. They must have thought that he knew him. Could it really be Qin Yang?
But he didn't dare to directly ask if it was Qin Yang. If it wasn't, wouldn't it expose his relationship with a big celebrity?
He Jin thought about it and typed the initials of the other party's name. "QY?"
When Qin Yang received this text message, the muscles on his face were finally no longer tense. However, his expression was still gloomy. He wished he could directly call He Jin and ask if he felt good after being f * cked last night.
"Mr. Qin! You can enter the studio now. Get ready! "A staff member called out from nearby. Qin Yang exited the interface and took off his bracelet to put it in his pocket.
He Jin didn't wait for a reply. He repeatedly switched his bracelet on and off, feeling uneasy the entire afternoon.
At night, He Jin's fever subsided a little. He got out of bed and went to the living room to eat dinner with his parents. His bracelet suddenly vibrated. He stiffened and ate two mouthfuls of rice before pretending to be calm and looking at his text message.
The unknown number: "I was busy with work just now."
He Jin's heart warmed. Although the other party didn't directly admit it, he didn't deny it either, so he could basically confirm it.
His tense heart was miraculously healed by a simple "schedule report" from the other party. But after confirming the truth, He Jin became even more apprehensive. How did Qin Yang know he was at the bar? And he even brought him back to the hotel to do that kind of thing? Could it be that he still hadn't forgotten about him?
He Jin's heart beat wildly. He hurriedly ate two mouthfuls of rice and got up. "Mom, Dad, I'm done eating. I'll go back to my room first."
"If you're not feeling well, rest early." Father He gave Mother He a look. Mother He wanted to say something but stopped. She had been observing He Jin since the beginning and wanted to chat with him.
He Jin carefully closed the door to his room. He supported his still sore waist as he lay on the bed and unlocked his wristband.
He stared at the latest message, his heart alternating between sadness and joy. He had many things he wanted to say to Qin Yang, but suddenly, he couldn't say a word …
He Jin sighed deeply. As if he had made up his mind, he deleted the message from the unknown number. Then, he steeled his heart and dragged the number into the blacklist.
That's right. Since they had already broken up, why continue pestering him? A broken lotus root would only cause both of them to suffer.
Especially Qin Yang. His career was developing so well now. He shouldn't have come looking for him … They wouldn't end up together.
Because he had been too harsh on himself, He Jin's heart instantly ached. It was as if he had drunk a bottle of concentrated sulfuric acid. When the "roots" in his body were destroyed, his internal organs were also completely corroded.
…
After enduring for a while, He Jin felt his vision darken and it was difficult to breathe. With trembling hands, he unblocked the number from the blacklist. Trembling, he sent a text message: "Tell me if you're Qin Yang!"
A few seconds later, his wristband vibrated. The unknown number replied: "Yes."
He Jin stared at the word and burst into tears.
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