This time, Gu Mang was unconscious for five or six days before he woke up. During these five or six days, he vaguely felt that he was lying in the horse carriage. The sunlight shone through the light green curtains and Mo Xi was guarding beside him tiredly.
Then, he recalled some scattered memories. Some of them were related to Mo Xi, while others were blurry faces from the army. He laughed and joked around. Wine cups clinked together and wine splashed everywhere.
From time to time, he would hear the words "Marshal Gu". Then, he would hear Mo Xi's soft sigh and call him "Senior Martial Brother".
In his dreams, the soul-summoning sacrificial song sung by Nuo Nuo floated in his mind. Once upon a time, a man passed away with a sword in his arms. His jade-colored blood sank into the sand and his bones were hard to return. This skeleton was still as beautiful as ever. This body had laughed and chatted last night …
Yes, those bones by the Wuding River seemed to have gathered around him yesterday. They watched him point out the rivers and mountains, listened to his passionate words, listened to him say that slaves could also have ambitions and a future.
Those reverent, passionate, and trusting faces … Why couldn't he remember them clearly? Those names that he had tried so hard to engrave in his heart. Those names that no one would pay attention to in a sea of people. Why couldn't he remember them?
He had forgotten everything.
But the guilt could not be erased. It was almost draining his heart dry.
Jun Yi's loyal heart, Jun Yi's noble spirit, Jun Yi's heroic spirit, Jun Yi's heroic spirit, The day when the heroic spirit returns to its homeland …
He did not dare to continue listening.
The day when the heroic spirit returns to its homeland … But he himself could not come back. His brothers could not come back. They were all nameless wandering ghosts. Their heads were cut off and they could not find their way home.
His chest hurt so badly that he could not breathe. Those brothers that he had tried so hard to remember were squeezed into his chest. His heart was about to be torn apart and he was about to be driven crazy by them.
He was like a person who was about to drown in a pile of dead souls. He curled up and choked with sobs.
Don't hate me … I tried my best … I really … I really tried my best …
I beg you.
I beg you to forgive me … I beg you to not join the army in your next life. I hope you will be born in a royal family and spend your life fighting cocks and riding horses … I beg you to not work under a general like me in your next life … I am too cowardly, too naive, too stupid, I am really too stupid. It is I who caused you to die in vain. It is I who was not strong enough and caused you to die … I beg you …
I beg you.
He wept at the moving shadows in his dream, and in those shadows, he suddenly saw the figure of a person.
Tall, flamboyant, rebellious, and always brilliant.
She turned around and smiled at him.
Gu Mang's heart suddenly burned, and a forgotten name suddenly floated up from his throat. He knelt in the dreamland of heaven and earth and shouted at his dead brother.
"Zhan Xing!"
Lu Zhanxing smiled and didn't say anything. He only winked at him, turned around and disappeared into the rushing crowd. Gu Mang wanted to catch up with him. He wanted to hold him back. He wanted to talk to him a lot.
But like every dead soul, Lu Zhanxing also disappeared in the end. A large expanse of gloomy darkness poured down. In this overwhelming night, the Chong Hua's soul-calling song was softly sung, mourning for the souls that would never come back.
In the past, there was a man who passed away with a sword. His blood was deep in the sand and his bones were hard to return. This skeleton is still as beautiful as jade. This body used to laugh last night …
Gu Mang knelt on the ground in his dream, curled up into a ball, and his throat was a hoarse call. He was calling for his friends, his army, and his determination and enthusiasm when he was young.
In a trance, someone held his hand, touched his hair, sighed softly to comfort him, and whispered in his ear, "Don't cry, Gu Mang, don't cry."
He didn't know who that person was, but he felt that the hand was so warm and so strong.
Holding him, it was as if he wanted to swim ashore from the dead sea of his soul.
Gu Mang choked. He held the hand and vaguely felt that the light breath of the skin was so familiar. It was enough for him to trust.
So he held the hand tightly, clasped the five fingers tightly, and cried, "They can't come back, they can't come back."
Because of his background.
His people, his soldiers, in the end, they couldn't wait for a word.
The day when the heroic souls returned to their hometown, there was no place in the world that was not green.
They couldn't come back.
"Why did you leave me alone …" Gu Mang cried bitterly. He held the hand as if he was holding a life-saving floating grass. He sobbed, "Why did you force me to this step … Why … Why …"
In a trance, that person also held his hand tightly.
She squeezed his hand so tightly and forcefully.
It was as if he was using this power to whisper something that he could never talk about again.
You still have me.
You still have me …
I'll be with you.
In this way, Gu Mang was in a daze until the fifth day, when he struggled to wake up from the wet dream.
His eyelashes fluttered, and he slowly opened his eyes. They had returned from the Soul-summoning Abyss, and the Tail Sacrifice was over.
He was lying on a big bed covered with a thick fox fur blanket. Separated by a thin layer of ink-colored cloud-patterned gauze curtain, he could see the lush sky outside and the crackling charcoal fire in the room.
It was Xi He's Mansion.
He had returned to Xi He's Mansion.
Gu Mang got up, raised his hand to lift the curtain, and sat on the big bed in a daze for a while. He was sweating, and the sad feeling in the dream had not dissipated. He stared straight at the burning charcoal fire, murmuring the name that he recalled.
Zhanxing.
Lu Zhanxing.
He remembered that it was his brother, but he couldn't remember anything else, such as how they met, or how Lu Zhanxing left in the end. His brain was like a cotton yarn that had been drained of water, and nothing could be squeezed out. And the figures in the dream.
His army.
He used to have an army, didn't he?
Gu Mang held his broken head and sat on the edge of the bed. For the first time, he felt so confused and depressed.
While he was in a daze, the door of the side room was suddenly pushed open with a creak.
Li Wei came in with medicine and snacks. When he saw Gu Mang holding his head and sitting in a daze, he said in surprise, "Oh, you're awake."
Gu Mang whispered, "Yes."
"Since you're awake, drink the medicine." Li Wei came to his side with a wooden tray, "Here, two bowls, one for fever reduction, and one for heart calming."
Gu Mang glanced at the two bowls of thick medicine, but his attention was attracted by a small celadon plate beside the medicine bowl.
There were two pieces of pink flower cakes in the porcelain plate. The rose glutinous rice flour and the skin were sparkling and soft, wrapping the bean paste filling inside.
Li Wei saw him staring at the two flower cakes and said with a smile, "Master ordered me to prepare these for you. Your body has been too weak these past few days, and you vomit every time you drink the medicine. Take the flower cakes to get rid of the bitterness, and you can still drink them. "
"Master?" Gu Mang was startled, "… Mo Xi?"
Li Wei's smile disappeared, and he stared at him, "Impudent. How dare you say Master's name?" Then he said, "Come, take the medicine."
Gu Mang didn't have much energy to bargain with him, and his dream hadn't dissipated. His heart was in a mess, so he obediently took the medicine. One bowl was extremely bitter, and the other bowl was extremely spicy. He pinched his nose and drank them all. When he finished, he smacked his lips and stuffed a flower cake into his mouth.
Probably to make it easier for him to swallow in his daze, the flower cakes were unusually soft, like snow. They melted easily in his mouth without chewing.
Gu Mang ate one, licked his lips, and raised his head to ask, "Where is he?"
Li Wei was startled, "Who?"
"He's not here?"
Li Wei finally realized that Gu Mang was asking about Mo Xi's whereabouts. He couldn't help but feel angry and amused, and scolded, "What do you mean 'he' or 'him'? Call him Master, or Lord Xi He. How many times have I taught you the rules? "He paused, and asked curiously," Why are you asking if Master is here? Are you looking for him? "
Gu Mang nodded, "I'll give him half of the flower cakes."
Li Wei laughed, "Master doesn't want to eat this kind of thing. Why do you want to give him half? "
"I …" Gu Mang thought for a while. Ever since he recalled the ceremony, he thought of Mo Xi, and there was always an inexplicable feeling in his heart. Gu Mang said, "I'm staying at his place, so I'll give him what he deserves."
Li Wei rubbed his chin and muttered with interest, "How strange, could this be caused by the wolf pack's hierarchy? Are the wolves trying to curry favor with the Alpha? "
Before he could finish muttering, he heard a cold voice behind him. "What alpha wolf?"
Li Wei turned around and saw Mo Xi, dressed in a black military uniform, push open the door and walk in.
Li Wei immediately said guiltily, "Ah ha, ah ha ha ha, nothing. Master is back from the morning assembly? So early today. "
"It's almost New Year's Eve, so it's still quite leisurely." Mo Xi glanced at Gu Mang, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, and said to Li Wei without turning his head, "Go out, I want to talk to him alone for a while."
The carved wooden door opened and closed, and Li Wei went out.
Mo Xi walked to Gu Mang's bedside, pulled a chair over, and sat down.
Gu Mang opened his mouth hesitantly, "You …"
Before he could finish, Mo Xi raised his hand and touched his forehead. It was really strange, he had a lot of physical contact with this man before, pinching his chin, pushing him against the wall, and pushing him on the floor. Touching his head was nothing. Why did he suddenly feel the organ in his chest tremble violently?
He was actually a little flustered.
"It's not burning anymore." Mo Xi did not notice Gu Mang's slight abnormality. He put his hand down, and his expression was as cold and indifferent as before, "Say it. What did you think of these past few days? "
Gu Mang said uncertainly, "I didn't …"
"You better not lie in front of me." Mo Xi said. At this time, Gu Mang noticed some dark circles under Mo Xi's eyes, obviously caused by staying up too late. "I've been by your side for the past few days. I more or less heard a little of your sleep talk. "
"…"
After Mo Xi finished speaking, he turned his cold and white face expressionlessly to the side, waiting for Gu Mang's answer.
Gu Mang thought for a while and said, "I don't know. It's just some trivial things. "
Mo Xi did not say a word. He seemed to be trying his best to restrain and suppress something, but this restraint and suppression had reached a critical point, and suddenly he could not suppress it anymore.
He suddenly raised his eyes, and his sharp gaze pierced Gu Mang's heart and lungs, as if he wanted to peel off this person's bones and flesh and lay him out in front of his eyes. He stared at Gu Mang like a hunter for a while, and suddenly gritted his teeth and said,
"I heard you call his name."
Gu Mang, "…"
Mo Xi's next sentence was almost squeezed out from his molars, with an indescribable unwillingness and hatred.
Gu Mang did not know if it was an illusion, but there was a hint of jealousy.
Mo Xi said gloomily, "You still can't forget him, you still can't forget Lu Zhanxing. Am I right? "
Sister Extinguish: You still can't forget him, you still can't forget Lu Zhanxing.
Gu Mang: No, wasn't the first thing I thought of related to you?
Sister Extinguish: You still can't forget him, you still can't forget Lu Zhanxing.
Gu Mang: … The first thing I thought of was related to you, okay!!
Sister Extinguish: You still can't forget him, you still can't forget Lu Zhanxing.
Gu Mang: F * ck!!! That's my friend, okay?! You don't allow me to remember other people???
Sister Extinguish: You still can't forget him, you still can't forget Lu Zhanxing.
Gu Mang: … Fine, forget it. Human nature is a repeater.
Gu Mang: Crab crab "Autumn doesn't eat fart peach", "Enter river Yan Yan" landmine x2 "Shimada Naruto Scroll", "Xie Su" landmine x2 "Shimada Naruto Scroll", "Dill", "Falling into river" landmine x2 "Wazhou", "Wuluqi", "Bandits", "Qi Yichen", "Linko" landmine x3 "Sweetie's PE Representative", "Bao Holding Hotpot", "Crazy", "Neglecting You", "Linchan", "Fumi", "Bilgewater", "It's a little gorilla", "Yu Sheng Yan" landmine x2 "Spicy Crayfish", "Back Time Sou Sauce", "Vic Nanci" landmine x2 "Hua Jiu", "Throw a landmine".
"35839910", "Send Yearning." "It's Shamaness", "False", "Shen Yan", "Autumn doesn't eat fart peach".
Da Gouzi: Thank you, "Hua Jiu", "Chen Gui", "Freedom in the End", "Eternal Life", "Miriel", "Pufferbone Ramen", "Meow Ben", "Difficult to Calm Down", "Mua Mua", "Take a Deep Breath on Wanning's Shoulder", "Promithews", "I Don't Eat Corn", "Asky °", "Chiba Lixiao", "End End End End", "Sesame Sesame You Don't Bloom", "Taorancys", "Fox Talk", "Lingchi", "Black Pomelo", "Mosquito Brother", "Please shut up", "Cangcang Cangyun", "Linko", "Crazy Words", "Hometown Search", "Nickname Is Not Important", "Autumn Wind Listens to the Rain", "Qi Ji", "Yuanshu Li", "Xiao Chen", "Antagonist", "Shen Yan", "Baobun's Wife", "Vixen Return My Grandfather", "Greedy for Pleasure", "Tea Polyphenol Pickled Chicken", "Irrigation Nutrient Solution"
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