"I... don't know how to get along with this world."
"Too many things make me feel nervous,
Confused,
Once I show my nervousness and confusion,
I will be laughed at. "
"I'm a loser. I don't have a job, I don't have friends,
I don't have any specialties,
When I was in school, my grades weren't good,
I learned the pronunciation of the word loser from Baidu translation for ten minutes. "
"But..,
If I stay by myself..,
I'm not a loser. "
"I'm just myself."
The executive director finished reading the narration and created the atmosphere,
The camera panned to Ren Xuanyu.
Ren Xuanyu sat on a messy patch of grass. The sea breeze blew gently, carrying the laughter of the tourists. The bikini beauty emerged from the water dripping wet, and the children and puppies chased around the sand castle. He squinted against the sun, his face full of stubble,
His expression was raw and enjoyable,
There was a kind of clumsy peace in the picture,
Suddenly, a buzzing machine came in from the side. A lawnmower as tall as a person was pushed to Ren Xuanyu's side,
He almost rolled and crawled up,
When he stood up, he casually pulled up his loose pants that did not fit,
The sanitation worker who was mowing the grass cursed,
Saying that he affected the city's appearance. Today, the higher-ups said that the grass should be trimmed, and tomorrow, all the tramps should be locked up.
The camera quickly pulled away. The place where Ren Xuanyu was sitting was not a leisurely seaside, but a safe island in the middle of the road. The fragrance of coconuts and the beach were in the distance, surrounded by rows of sea view hotels. Ren Xuanyu was just sitting on the safe island where cars came and went, and he was enjoying the bustle of the world with the smell of exhaust.
“Cut！”
Wei Kun waved his hand, and this shot was considered over. Pan Qi and the makeup teacher rushed to the safe island. Pan Qi handed Ren Xuanyu ice water, and the makeup teacher took oil absorbent paper to touch up Ren Xuanyu's makeup.
The island in the middle of winter was still very hot. There weren't many outdoor scenes in this movie, and all of them had to be shot today. It was the time when the sun was at its hottest. Ren Xuanyu's face was red, and he was a little dizzy from the sun.
Just now, in front of the camera, his cowardice of a nobody had faded away. His expression was cold and indifferent. His sloppy appearance was supposed to make people laugh, but now it made him look like someone not to be trifled with.
"Where's your phone?" he asked Pan Qi.
Pan Qi looked at him worriedly. "No new news."
Ren Xuanyu lowered his eyes and said nothing.
He was driven out of Shen Huai's house by Shen Huai. He even forgot to change his shoes. He only took his cell phone and walked for a long time before he returned to his house, which he hadn't been back to even once in 800 years. When he reached the door, he remembered that he didn't bring the key with him. In the middle of the night, he woke up Pan Qi to give him the key. Pan Qi arrived in a hurry. He was almost scared to death when he saw Ren Xuanyu's appearance.
His face was pale and his eyes were unfocused. He stood upright and stared at the peephole on his door as if he was possessed.
Ren Xuanyu stayed in the house and was depressed until the movie started. During those days, Pan Qi took care of him. Whether he was eating or sleeping, Ren Xuanyu was holding his cell phone. He was either waiting or typing. Just by listening to the sound, Pan Qi estimated that Ren Xuanyu was about to type a book of "Dream of the Red Chamber". Then one day, Ren Xuanyu stared at his cell phone for a long time. He slowly put it down and buried his head in the pillow for a long time. Later, Pan Qi went to wake him up for dinner and found that the pillow was wet. Although Pan Qi could guess who he was sending the message to, he still found an opportunity to take a peek. To his surprise, there were only a few messages in the chat interface. Pan Qi understood that he had written, deleted, and written.
Even with such restraint, when Ren Xuanyu sent the last message, he received a notification that he had been blocked.
Pan Qi, the coward, also felt angry and felt indignant for Ren Xuanyu.
Fortunately, although Ren Xuanyu looked like he was on the verge of death, he did not delay his work. He flew to the set on time. Coincidentally, the character he was going to play was emaciated and looked pathetic. He also had untrimmed stubble on his face. When Director Wei Kun saw his appearance, he was quite satisfied and thought that Ren Xuanyu had specially prepared himself.
In the first few days of filming, Ren Xuanyu was indeed not in a good state. Most of the time, he was acting alone. Without anyone reminding him, he could wander in front of the camera, and it was difficult for him to control his emotions. Wei Kun could see the seriousness of the problem, so he dragged him to the room and talked to him through the night. After that, he asked him to rest for two days and shoot other people's scenes. When Ren Xuanyu came back, he finally managed to adjust himself.
Ren Xuanyu did not try to contact Shen Huai in any other way. He only looked at his phone when he was resting in Ichio. He looked through his chat history with Shen Huai and a few photos of Shen Huai that he had secretly taken. He regretted that he did not take a photo with Shen Huai.
After filming for more than half a month, Ren Xuanyu finally recovered from the pain. During this period of time, he felt very divided. In order not to delay his work and get into character as soon as possible, Ren Xuanyu used the two days of rest to try his best to get into character. Just like what his acting teacher had said, he was a person who lacked the ability to control his emotions. He was a complete experiencer. However, this time, the way he acted had more or less helped him. When he was immersed in character, at least his mind was not filled with Shen Huai.
His acting teacher had once said that actors like him, who relied on being completely immersed in character to stir up emotions, were either useless or crazy. That was because the acting teacher had missed the possibility that he was a freak. He was not just good-looking and talented.
Yuan Han was a typical method actor. His talent lay in the refinement and observation of details, striving for authenticity. On the other hand, Ren Xuanyu's talent lay in the fact that he was born to be an actor. Everyone had to learn to "empty out" before learning to act, but Ren Xuanyu did not need to "empty out". He was originally empty.
There were countless boring and boring people in this world, but not everyone could become a vessel to store other people's lives and personalities. Ren Xuanyu was blessed by nature. If he wandered the world in a boring and desireless way, it was very likely that he would also waste his time like this. However, he accidentally saw the outline of his dream and opened the door that should be opened the most.
The kind of role he played, the kind of role he put into his arms. When he was filled with the role, he could feel the joy of life. He did not want to miss the role too much, and he could easily empty out the role as easily as he put it in. Because he was an empty bottle, his body would not have chemical reactions with external substances, so it was easier for him to get into and out of the role than other actors. Naturally, he would not be wasted or crazy.
However, in the past half a month, he was muddle-headed. When he faced the camera, he would think of Shen Huai and the chat interface that did not receive any new messages. After filming, he would panic like a snail whose shell was about to be taken away. If he was not the weary young man called Bian Shan in the movie, he would have to face the pain of Ren Xuanyu alone. He began to lose the distinction between being in and out of the role, and he was in extreme pain every day.
"Ren Xuanyu."
When Ren Xuanyu heard Wei Kun calling him, he came back to his senses. The whole crew had moved to the next shooting location. Pan Qi was standing at the edge of the set and looking at him worriedly.
Ren Kengyu swallowed his saliva with difficulty and gestured to indicate that he was ready. Wei Kun's face was full of dissatisfaction. He glanced at him, stared at the monitor, and explained the details to pay attention to in this shot. Then he shouted, "Action!"
The camera was pointed at him at a very close distance, trying to capture the expression on his face clearly. His eyes flashed, the corners of his mouth turned down, and the ends of his eyebrows twitched slightly.
In the past, these things could have been easily done.
However, his mind was thinking about Shen Huai, thinking about the big teardrop that rolled down from Shen Huai's eyes, thinking about how he lied to him, and how he was hated by him. He thought about how he left, and how Shen Huai sat alone in that cold room.
That night, or every night after that, would Shen Huai find someone else to accompany him?
Ren Xuanyu suddenly raised his hand and covered his eyes.
Everyone was stunned for a moment. They did not know whether it was a mistake or an improvisation. Pan Qi even thought that there was sand in Ren Xuanyu's eyes.
Then Wei Kun suddenly stood up from behind the monitor and stared at Ren Xuanyu angrily. His chest heaved a few times. He wanted to say something, but he held it back.
Wei Kun saw it clearly in the monitor. The others were slower than him.
This scene was supposed to let Ren Xuanyu act expectant and curious, but he covered his eyes and cried silently.
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