Yuan Han received a call from Shen Huai during his break at work,
He looked at the caller ID and could hardly believe it,
He was so excited that his palms were sweating like a young boy,
He almost couldn't press the answer button.
Shen Huai's voice sounded gloomy,
He apologized first,
Then he asked if he had time to meet. Yuan Han would not refuse. After some consideration,
He pointed out an izakaya owned by a friend to Shen Huai,
It was convenient to take care of him. Then, for the first time, he urged the staff to finish their work hastily, put on his hat and mask, and left.
Yuan Han rushed over,
He saw Shen Huai sitting in the dark, gloomy, almost melting into the corner. Yuan Han had not seen Shen Huai for a long time. Ever since the last time,
He had found all kinds of opportunities and excuses,
Shen Huai had not said a single word to him.
Yuan Han had lost more than ten kilograms in the past two months and could hardly work normally. His agent had a gloomy personality. He said that he wanted to kidnap Shen Huai and make soup for him,
Yuan Han was not sure if his agent was really going to cause trouble,
He could only persuade him, "What's wrong with him?
In the end, it's my fault for taking one wrong step. "
This cliché line went around in his mouth again and again. He finally accepted his fate.
After a round of skinning and pulling out of his bones, it was not easy for him to endure. Just as he decided to give up, Shen Huai appeared in front of him again. Like a red bean picked up from a pile of ashes, he was overturned by this person and all his previous efforts were in vain.
Yuan Han restrained himself and walked over slowly. Shen Huai raised his head. His wanton and flamboyant peach blossom eyes seemed to be stuck by something. The corners of his eyes drooped, and his eyes were pitch black without any light.
"Sorry to call you out so late." Shen Huai got up and pulled out a chair for him, but his movements were a little slow. After pulling out the chair, he pressed the back of the chair and raised his head to look at him. There was suddenly a hint of coldness in his eyes.
Yuan Han was very sensitive. At this moment, he almost guessed the reason for this meeting that made him so excited.
He smiled bitterly to himself and sat down.
Shen Huai was used to being a gentleman. Even when meeting with such a complicated and awkward person, he was still meticulous and considerate. He ordered, poured wine, and smeared a plate of wasabi for Yuan Han. Yuan Han looked at his well-defined and elegant hands, supported his head with one hand, and said with a smile,
"If you don't want to flirt around anymore, don't be so nice to everyone in the future."
Shen Huai paused for a moment.
"All right," he said.
He didn't bother with pleasantries and said directly, "I came to find you because I want to ask about Ren Kengyu."
Although Yuan Han had already guessed it, he still felt a pain in his heart.
Then, Shen Huai seemed to be stuck. His hand holding the chopsticks stopped in mid-air for a long time before he gave up and knocked it on the bowl. "I don't know where to start."
Yuan Han didn't speak anymore and ate slowly. He wanted to sit with Shen Huai for a while longer, numb himself, and imagine that this was an ordinary date. Coincidentally, Shen Huai also seemed to have given up on his goal. He drank cup after cup of sake. He was so depressed that he didn't look like the Shen Huai who exuded charm even when he was depressed.
It would be a pity for an otherworldly fairy to fall into the mortal world, but it was not so pleasant to see the devil incarnate being bound by true love.
The despicable idea that he had resisted but could always find a chance to appear rose in Yuan Hou's mind again.
As long as he asks again, I will …
"When did you two meet?" Shen Huai tilted his head to look at him. Finally, he made up his mind. His eyes flashed with some kind of expectation that made Yuan Han grit his teeth.
What are you still looking forward to? Are you hoping that your guess is wrong? Are you hoping that the complete liar will give you pure love and courage?
"Shen Huai." Yuan Han's eyes were a little moist and fierce. "Lin Xiu grew up with you and didn't dare to confess to you for decades. What about me? If I die before I succeed, I can only run away. There are so many people around you. Don't they love you? Many people loved you, but they were pushed away by you because you liked the new and hated the old. They were fooled by you. You have never belonged to anyone. If anyone really wants to catch you, they are either a useless person with nothing to lose, or … "He paused almost viciously." Or they are acting. "
Pure love and courage, Shen Huai, why do you believe you can get it?
Yuan Han couldn't tell who he was angry with. He hated Shen Huai for being a playboy, hated Ren Xuanyu for getting the person he dreamed of by deceiving, and hated himself for being cowardly and despicable. In the end, he still couldn't give his blessing.
Last time, he told Shen Huai that he would peel crabs for Shen Huai in the future, but at that meal, Shen Huai didn't eat the crab meat he picked out. The last thing Shen Huai said to him was:
"Then I won't eat crabs in the future."
***
Shen Huai collapsed on the sofa. The room was so quiet that a pin drop could be heard.
Ren Xuanyu was gone. He was driven away by him.
After coming out of the performance class, he hesitated for a long time and still called Yuan Han. After waiting in the izakaya for two hours, his anger subsided a lot.
In any case, no matter what Ren Xuanyu thought about him and how troublesome he was now, he still believed that Ren Xuanyu liked him now.
As long as the current love was real, he could still bear those messy reasons.
After seeing Yuan Han, Shen Huai even wanted to run away and bury his head in the soil like an ostrich. He simply didn't care about it. But Yuan Han's eyes were so clear, as if he knew why he came to find him, what he wanted to ask, and everything. Shen Huai couldn't resist the temptation of sitting beside him with all the answers, so he asked.
Then, the unimaginable shock, anger, and disappointment swept over him.
He suddenly understood that the most terrible thing was not that Ren Xuanyu used to approach him with impure purposes, nor was it that Ren Xuanyu carefully pretended to love him, but he himself. He didn't have the qualification for Ren Xuanyu to fall in love with him bravely. The precious feelings he accidentally got were an illusion maintained by Ren Xuanyu in fear.
"I did use some tricks on you, but what does it matter?"
When Ren Xuanyu said this, he felt that everything went black in front of him. Something pulled him from behind, and he fell down. He didn't have the strength to stand up again.
He felt sick. He seemed to be regarded as some kind of thoughtless and emotionless, like a king who was deceived in a fable, such a ridiculous symbol. He suddenly thought of Ren Fengyu standing under the sunlight with her dazzling armor. That moment that moved him the most and made him feel at ease might also be fake.
He had lived a carefree and carefree life for so many years. Suddenly, he tasted a soul-stirring passion and an airtight obsession. Now, he had completely retracted it. He even said matter-of-factly, "You're the one who doesn't deserve it."
Don't deserve it.
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