I suddenly realized that the soft body next to me was definitely Su Qiao who got on my bed in the middle of the night — — what's going on? Does Su Qiao need a pillow to sleep? Does she have to use me as a pillow to sleep!
"Ye Lin, you're … awake?" Su Qiao's hesitant voice sounded in the darkness.
I didn't know how to answer because I didn't know what Su Qiao wanted to do or her current state.
When Su Qiao was released, Ai ShuQiao didn't return her luggage to her. Although it wasn't worth much, it also meant Su Qiao didn't have any underwear or outerwear to change into.
At this moment, what Su Qiao was wearing when she went to sleep after showering was a big question mark in my mind. It can't be that she was wearing a sweaty underwear again, right? Was she wrapped in a towel or was she completely naked?
In order to prepare for any unexpected events, I was sleeping with my clothes on. But I could clearly feel Su Qiao's soft breasts pressing against me with my back. It gave me an incomparable feeling of comfort and tickling.
Was it my imagination? Su Qiao's breasts seem to be bigger than two months ago? Or is it that as a 17 year old adult, her body is more mature than a middle school student?
"Why are you on my bed?" After a long while, I finally replied Su Qiao with a question in reply.
"Do you hate me?" It was pitch black in the room and I had my back to Su Qiao, so I couldn't see her expression.
"It's not a question of whether I hate you or not …" I pretended to be calm, but I didn't dare move my arms or turn over in fear that I would touch Su Qiao's naked body.
"No matter how you look at me, I don't blame you. After all, I deserved it."
Su Qiao was a lot more daring than usual when we couldn't see each other. It was as if she was the night itself as she spoke next to my ear:
"When I first came to Dong Shan city as an extra, I was unfamiliar with the place and suffered a lot. At the time, I had to go through the head of the extra actors to get a role. I was once pinched by the head of the extra actors for the role of a village girl, and I could only swallow my tears …"
"My luck finally took a turn for the better. I was picked into the Americans' film crew and got a cameo role as a golden-armored warrior. In the end, I was teased by Miss Ai Mi. If you didn't help me out, I really don't know what would have happened."
Su Qiao, who was revealing her true feelings, pressed even closer and the tip of her nose touched the back of my neck. It was strangely ticklish, like a kitten or puppy was kissing me.
Su Qiao's following words were filled with self-blame:
"I'm not a pure girl. I wouldn't sleep with you just to get screen time. I would sneak marijuana into your backpack just to get screen time. You could have easily taken me, but you didn't. You could have easily punished me, but you didn't either. You are the most gentle man I've ever met."
My throat felt dry and I didn't know how to respond. I could only wait for Su Qiao to continue.
"When Ms. Ai ShuQiao asked me to be her daughter-in-law, I did have an unrealistic dream of marrying into a rich family. I'm so vulgar and cheap. I don't think I'm qualified to like you, right?"
Su Qiao let out a self-deprecating laugh in the darkness.
"During the two months I was imprisoned, whenever I was being tortured, I couldn't help but think of you. I would reflect on my mistakes and regret betraying you …"
"I'm not afraid of you laughing at me, but a lot of times, I imagined Miss Marian to be you. I imagined you were the one whipping me in order to punish me. That's why I was able to grit my teeth and not have a mental breakdown …"
Damn it! Su Qiao, you're really a masochist! You actually didn't imagine that I would step on the five-colored auspicious cloud to save you, but imagined that I would raise the Nine-tailed Whip to whip you, and that's why you persevered!
But her ambiguous confession successfully evoked my imagination: Su Qiao, who was tied up in a shameful position in order to train jiu-jitsu, imagined me as the one waving the whip when she was whipped — — what a terrible image!
I couldn't calm down, but I forced myself to calm down:
"You still haven't told me why you came to my bed."
"I had a nightmare." Su Qiao replied quickly.
"I dreamt that I was taken back to the bunker and was subjected to unprecedented and even more severe abuse. I couldn't sleep after I woke up. In order to make myself feel at ease, I secretly climbed onto your bed and wanted to sleep next to you … but I woke you up. "
I wanted to ask Su Qiao if she was wearing any clothes to decide if I could turn on the bedside lamp, but I didn't dare to ask. I was afraid if I asked, I would be unable to stop the wildfire.
Who would have thought Su Qiao would guess what I was thinking and admitted:
"My underwear wasn't dry yet. I only wore a towel after showering, and now the towel is below my waist."
Hey! You've always been shy, why did you suddenly become so bold! What do you want to do tonight!
"I'm … unreasonable and shameless, right?" Su Qiao's breath blew into my ears along with her words.
"After I found out I was going to be given to a mafia godfather to be his lifelong plaything, the thing I regret the most is betraying you. The second thing I regret the most is not … not giving my first night to you … Now that I've finally regained my freedom, I don't know how long it can last, so I made up my mind. If you wake up, I'll …"
"That's a special way of thinking during a special time!" I tried to persuade Su Qiao to stop.
Su Qiao shook her head silently. The rubbing of her nose against the back of my neck told me she was shaking her head.
"It wasn't a whim, it was a true thought from the depths of my soul, I'm absolutely sure of that! It's already impossible to erase the stain of betraying you, but I can at least lessen my future regrets, which is to immediately give my body to you while my grandmother hasn't seen me yet … "
Hey! You unfilial granddaughter! And you're putting me in an unrighteous position! As long as I get through tonight, bringing you back to Grandma Su would be considered a perfect return, why can't you just sleep for one night?
"I'm too tired, let's do it tomorrow." I imitated the husband in TV dramas and planned to stall for time.
Even though my body was actually roaring: "What do you mean wait for tomorrow! It's now! I can't wait another second! "
Out of all the things I hate, the thing I hate the most is being controlled by others. Su Qiao's abnormal behavior may have already been predicted by Ai ShuQiao, I don't want to follow her script.
"Do you dislike me?" Su Qiao's voice was filled with disappointment and inferiority.
"I never said I dislike you …"
"But you think so in your heart, right?" Su Qiao, who was fighting with her life on the line, said everything in her heart, "I'm not as pretty as your classmate, my character isn't good, and I'm older than you by three years …"
"Even if I said I wanted to give my first night to you, I might not have any proof. I broke my hymen when I was young because I was practicing splits. If you accuse me of having other men before, I can't refute that …"
As if she was her enemy, Su Qiao listed a lot of facts that were unfavorable to her, as if she was using an invisible whip to whip her heart.
"Even so." She used these four words to gather a bit of courage, "Even so, I still want to like you. I want to let my insignificant self occupy a little bit of your life — — can't you even give me this chance?"
More than one classic said that a man's pity towards a woman could turn into love. I was currently facing this danger.
As for Su Qiao, I never imagined anything would happen between the two of us. I always sympathized with her as a girl with a rough fate.
But tonight, after she escaped from the devil's den, she couldn't hide her excitement and uneasiness. She hugged me naked and confessed, which made me waver.
I can't stand a girl's tears, nor can I listen to a girl's pleas. At this moment, I hated myself for not being able to harden my heart, but there was a part of my body that couldn't soften.
"Can you just treat it like you're pitying me?" Su Qiao's lips were almost on my neck as she murmured.
"You don't have to feel any psychological pressure, I won't make you take responsibility after this. Can you just treat it as fulfilling one of my willful wishes?"
She continued to plead with me and rubbed her slender fingers up and down my back.
"If I'm not charming enough to make you hate me … then just punish me! Treat it as my punishment for betraying you! "
I could feel Su Qiao's entire body tense up after she said those two words.
"When I was suffering in the bunker, I thought it was heaven's punishment for betraying you, so I was willing to accept it … But you saved me! So I was gravely mistaken. Since the punishment didn't come from you, I won't be able to feel at ease no matter what! "
The room was still dark, but I seemed to be able to see pink flesh through her voice.
"Punish me! Treat me cruelly! You can twist me into any shape you want! I'll be fine! "
Su Qiao, who was already in a trance, made a very provocative declaration.
Are you trying to kill me? You're definitely trying to kill me? I'm going to take you to see Grandma Su tomorrow. If I play S&M with you tonight and your grandma finds out tomorrow, are you going to say you were beaten up by Ai ShuQiao's subordinates?
Moreover, my viral heart disease hasn't fully recovered. In this case, even if my sperm goes to my brain and I make love with you, the final result may not be any sexual pleasure. Instead, I'll die under a peony flower at a young age in a miserable wind and rain!
"Wear the qipao." I suddenly thought of an idea while my life was in danger.
"Qipao?" Su Qiao, who had her hands wrapped around my neck, didn't understand.
"Yes, the qipao!" I pretended to be rude, "Who allowed you to take it off all at once! It's a pleasure for men to take off a woman's clothes piece by piece! Even if you wash your underwear, at least put on the qipao! Then I'll take it off! "
"Okay, okay." Su Qiao was already used to being ordered around by me, so she was even more obedient.
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