I stared at her and didn't know how to continue the conversation.
"So, do you believe I'm a girl? You don't need to confirm and you believe me? "
"Confirm? How do I confirm? "
I asked in annoyance.
"It's good that you believe me. If you still don't believe me, then I'll let you … touch … touch … my newly grown breasts …"
It was as if she was talking about a newborn kitten or puppy.
Because their pets had given birth, they had to show it off to others and let them praise it, such as "so cute" and "so cute".
How much common sense does she have? Doesn't she understand that you can't talk about such dangerous topics in front of the opposite sex?
"Huh? You think it's amazing that you grew breasts? "
"Yeah …"
She admitted it without any shame.
Seeing the disgust on my face, she quickly lowered her head and apologized:
"I'm sorry, I'll reflect! I bullied you like a demon for years, but now I'm shamelessly growing something like this … You hate me! "
No, speaking of which, my feeling towards you isn't disgust. It's more like 'hatred', right?
Especially now that you've become a girl, I don't even have the motivation to take revenge. What was all that hard work and hard work for?
Frustration and endless emptiness completely surrounded me.
"Forget it, as long as you return Brother Optimus Prime, no, that big red truck robot, to me, then we'll write off our debt!"
Her face showed a dazed expression. Could it be that even such generous conditions could not satisfy her?
"Can you give me a bit more time?" She begged with a pitiful look.
"Actually, I have a lot to tell you today … Don't worry, I've kept all the toys I stole from you. If you're willing to listen to me, I'll return them all to you!"
I was relieved when I heard brother Optimus Prime was safe and sound.
Since I wouldn't lose anything if I listened to her, I nodded even though I had such childish thoughts at the time.
She smiled like a prisoner on death row getting a reprieve, and tears of joy even hung from the corners of her eyes.
"Thank you. I'm really sorry. I was rambling … After I received your letter, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep for the whole night …"
There were indeed thin dark circles under her eyes.
"Happy? Based on your situation, shouldn't you be afraid? Aren't you worried that I'll press you to the ground, beat you black and blue, and even your mother won't be able to recognize you? "
"No, the Ye Lin I know wouldn't do that. But … even if I'm really treated like this, there's nothing I can do about it. At that time, I'll close my eyes and not resist. It'll be my atonement for my past sins … "
What? Close your eyes and lie on the ground for me to beat you up? Is this the soul-stirring final battle with the Little Tyrant that I have rehearsed countless times in my head? Why did he feel so sad? Why do I have an urge to cry? Bastard!
"I know it's useless no matter how many times I apologize … But at that time, because of my genes, I was tall and strong, not like a girl at all. Because I wasn't popular among the girls, I pretended to be a guy and went crazy with you guys … At that time, I used my physical advantage to bully a lot of people, especially you who lived next door, so … I'm sorry, I'm sorry! "
Just by looking at her apologetic posture, it seems very sincere.
"Forget it, you don't have to apologize to me anymore. Anyways, if you return the toy to me, we'll be even. Why do you need me to forgive you?"
"No, you have to forgive me!" Her tone became firm again.
"Because … because I have an important request for you. If you don't agree, my illness can't be cured!"
"Cure? What's wrong? "
I was surprised that I actually cared so much about her body.
"Um … You know, because I was a boy for too long and I don't have any feminine features, I once doubted my own gender. I even had the idea of spending my life as a boy. At that time, I was really happy when I played with you guys. Because boys sometimes play despicable games like monkey steals peaches, I was afraid of being exposed, so I even stuffed socks in my underwear … In the end, the breasts that I thought would never grow, actually grew … "
"Don't talk about underwear and breasts anymore! I'm embarrassed for you! Hurry up and tell me, what kind of illness do you have? "
"Okay … Okay, after I grew breasts, I had doubts about my own gender, to the extent that I can't show my face to others. If it was as a boy, I feel like I already understand men better than I can, but once I change back to a girl, I suddenly find that I don't know how to get along with men of the same age … The doctor said that if I continue like this, I have the risk of developing a gender recognition disorder … "
"Where did you see a quack doctor! You've been suffering from gender recognition disorder for a long time! You've been suffering from this illness since you stole my tanghulu when you were six years old! "
Um, so it's gender recognition disorder? I thought it was some kind of terrifying terminal illness! By the way, why am I being so kind and worrying about this guy's health?
"But … The doctor said that if I can't cure my illness, I might not be able to accept my true gender in the future, and I might find a woman to marry …"
"What kind of doctor is this! China doesn't allow same-sex marriages! Don't make such an irresponsible prophecy! "
"Um, in order to not violate the country's laws in the future, I've decided to actively treat my illness from now on."
"Treatment? How? "
"My … main symptom is that I'm afraid of boys of the same age, but there's one person I'm not afraid of …"
Is she talking about me? Is she not afraid because she's always stepped on me?
"But because I haven't seen him for a few years, I thought he forgot about me … but I received a letter from him yesterday …"
"I'm really … really happy …"
Without any warning, she suddenly rushed towards me with an expression as if she was gathering all her courage.
I was scared to death, I subconsciously thought she was going to hit my eyes, so I hurriedly covered my face, but she unexpectedly hugged my waist.
Under the effect of inertia, my back hit the rough old banyan tree.
"You … what are you doing?"
I looked down and saw that her face seemed to be on fire, it couldn't get any redder.
"Ye Lin, please be my boyfriend!!"
"This is my lifetime request!!"
She looked at me like Bambi, waiting for my reply.
I was inconsolable and almost bit my tongue to commit suicide.
I struggled to break free from her hug, but I didn't succeed. With her current size, she was using all her strength.
"What kind of joke is this! I don't even know your name! "
"My name is Ren XiaoQin! Qin from stir-fried celery with meat! Now you know! Hurry up and reply! I won't let go if you don't reply! "
She buried her head in the folds of my clothes and gripped me tightly.
"Don't tease me okay! Do you want to say that you bullied me before because you like me? "
"Yes! That's it! I'm a bad girl who bullies the boys I like! Hurry up and reply! "
What the fuck is this development! It was supposed to be an earth-shattering duel. How did it turn into a romantic soap opera?
"Hurry, hurry up and let go! It'll be bad if someone sees! "
"I'm not afraid of being seen! In order to say those words, I've already used up all the courage in my life! "
Xiao Qin tightly held onto the front of my shirt. Her body was trembling violently.
She seemed to be very, very afraid. I've never seen a person be afraid to this extent.
Like a frightened bunny, crying red eyes, throwing herself into your arms, begging for your protection.
I almost couldn't help but immediately agree to her request.
Sure enough, it's a man's instinct, right? I have no resistance to a girl's tears or something.
"It's not impossible to be your boyfriend …"
I originally wanted to answer like this.
But halfway through the sentence, I recalled the resentment accumulated in my heart for many years, the humiliation I suffered — — I was kicked into the river and turned into a drowned rat, my chair was pulled away and my butt was smashed in half, brother Optimus Prime that I bought with great difficulty was snatched away with an evil smile …
So the sentence became, "Yes.
"Being your boyfriend — — is absolutely impossible!"
"Why, why?" Xiao Qin had a look of despair.
"No reason! It's because I don't like you! "In order to make her give up, I emphasized the disgust in my tone.
Xiao Qin's trembling disappeared, she moved away from me lifelessly, her movements were sluggish, and her eyes were dark and gloomy.
It was as if today was the day she was going to be executed.
I couldn't bear it and wanted to change my words, but in the end, I hardened my heart and put on a cold face.
"I've already worked very hard for this day …" Xiao Qin muttered in a daze, "I completely forbade violence, stayed at home for three years, studied thousands of shoujo manga in order to learn how to be a girl …"
Hey, hey, hey, your research direction is wrong! It's as tragic as a leftover woman who wants to get married but studies Korean dramas every day! It might be more effective to spend that time shopping!
"Why … why do you still hate me? I was willing to do anything to not be hated … "
"You can hit me, kick me, or even spit on me … Can't you do what I did to you in the past to me?"
No, you don't have to go that far, please let me go! The situation is too awkward!
Xiao Qin's shoulders began to shake more and more, she finally turned her head and burst into tears.
"So it's because — — I'm not a real girl!"
She ran away from me while crying.
I couldn't describe how I felt as I watched her disappear behind the morning mist.
It turns out my mortal enemy wasn't called Ren WoXing.
There was a girl named Xiao Qin who was hurt because of my rejection. She cried all the way home, she might even have tears rolling down her cheeks in her sleep.
Why do I feel such a strong sense of guilt?
She's the Little Tyrant! The evil tyrant, the root of all evil, the baddie who would torture me in my nightmares!
Will I see her again in the future?
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