Sensing her tone, Sang Yan moved closer, reached out his hand to pinch her chin, and lifted it up. His eyes were dark as if he didn't understand what she said, "When?" "The National College Entrance Examination results came out," Wen Yifan looked into his eyes and said softly and slowly, "The day you came to Beiyu to find me."
"…" Sang Yan didn't expect such an answer. His expression didn't show any emotion. After a few seconds, he twitched his lips and said lazily, "It rained that day?"
Wen Yifan didn't say anything and just nodded.
"It's fine. Why are you apologizing?" Sang Yan moved his hand away and pinched her face. He didn't seem to take it seriously. He raised his eyebrows, "What's wrong with a man like me getting drenched in the rain? I'm not that delicate. "
Wen Yifan's throat was dry as she looked at him quietly.
Sang Yan said casually, "Why do you always think of your partner as a delicate flower?"
"…"
"Let's go," Sang Yan didn't continue this topic. He opened the umbrella and asked, "Have you had dinner?"
Wen Yifan followed him, "I had an in-flight meal."
"Is that enough?" Sang Yan said, "I'll eat some later."
"Okay."
The two didn't contact each other for the past two days. The only conversation they had was through WeChat. In addition, their last conversation wasn't pleasant. The atmosphere was a little uncomfortable.
Wen Yifan couldn't help but peek at him, "Are we going to Yi University now?"
Sang Yan nodded.
Wen Yifan had stayed in this city for six years, including university and work.
Although she had left for two years, she was still familiar with the city, "We can take the airport bus there. There's a direct bus. But for the two of us, the price of taking a taxi to Yi University is … "
Before she finished speaking, Wen Yifan noticed that Sang Yan was leading the way. She paused and said, "Oh, you just came from there, you should know the way …"
Sang Yan, "Well, let's get a taxi."
Wen Yifan, "Okay."
The two got on a taxi parked at the airport.
Wen Yifan got on the car first and sat in the inner seat. She told the driver "Yihe University". The next moment, Sang Yan also got into the car. After glancing at her, he habitually leaned over to help her fasten her seatbelt.
After that, he sat back down.
Wen Yifan looked in his direction.
Sang Yan seemed to have noticed her gaze, so he quickly pulled over his seatbelt and fastened it for himself.
Seeing this, Wen Yifan recalled the conversation they had in the car the day she got drunk. She licked her lower lip and took the initiative to chat with him. "How's Yihe?"
These words seemed to make Sang Yan think of something. His voice was cold. "Not bad."
Wen Yifan asked with concern, "Have you reconciled with her?"
Wen Yifan overheard Sang Yan talking to Sang Zhi on the phone.
The general content of the conversation was that Sang Zhi had found a postgraduate boyfriend in Yihe and had stayed in school for the summer because of him. Because of this, the two of them quarreled for a while. After that, they had a long cold war.
"What about her boyfriend?" Wen Yifan was a little curious and asked, "Have you seen him?"
"…" After a long time, Sang Yan finally said, "I saw it."
Wen Yifan asked, "How is he?"
Sang Yan, "You've seen his photo."
The light in the car was dim, Wen Yifan couldn't see Sang Yan's expression clearly. She had never seen Sang Yan take the initiative to show her a photo of a man. She was a little confused, "When?"
This time, Sang Yan directly said the name, "Duan Jiaxu."
"… …" After a long time, Wen Yifan seemed to have understood something and came to a conclusion, "Is Yihe's dating your university roommate? That rumored girl of yours. "
Sang Yan casually nodded.
Wen Yifan asked again, "So your roommate is now a postgraduate student at Yihe University?"
Sang Yan sneered.
"I remember," Wen Yifan remembered that he had called Duan Jiaxu a few times at home, "Didn't you ask him to help you take care of your sister?"
This was like a continuous stab to Sang Yan's chest. He didn't say anything and looked at her again.
Wen Yifan didn't quite understand and looked back at him blankly. Not long after, she gradually figured out the situation, "Didn't they tell you? You only realized it when you came over. "
Sang Yan was still looking at her.
Wen Yifan thought of the reason why they quarreled before he came to Yihe.
It was also because they didn't tell him anything and kept him in the dark. As a result, he flew for a few hours to Yihe and received the same treatment from his roommate and sister … …
She immediately kept quiet.
The car fell into silence again.
After a while, Sang Yan took the initiative, "Pick a hotel."
Wen Yifan looked up.
Sang Yan, "Didn't you pick a few hotels for me before?"
"… …" This was what Wen Yifan said to Sang Yan in the car. She thought he didn't listen to her at all. She quickly nodded and took out her phone from her pocket, "Then, take a look at which hotel you like."
Sang Yan flipped through his favorites folder, randomly picked a hotel and returned the phone to her.
Wen Yifan, "Is it this hotel?"
Sang Yan, "Yes."
Wen Yifan hesitated for a long time before choosing a standard room with two beds, "Then, I'll book a room?"
Sang Yan immediately looked at her.
Wen Yifan was afraid that he wouldn't be happy, so she added, "Two beds."
Sang Yan's eyes were meaningful, after a while, he replied, "Okay."
After booking a hotel, Wen Yifan told the driver the name of the hotel and asked him to drive the car directly to the hotel.
Sang Yan tilted his head and looked down at her thigh that was covered by her trousers, "Did you bring medicine?"
Wen Yifan didn't react, "What medicine?"
"Leg injury."
Wen Yifan mumbled, "I forgot."
Sang Yan nodded and didn't say anything.
When they were near the destination, Sang Yan looked out of the window and suddenly asked the driver to stop the car. Then, they got out of the car. Wen Yifan was a little confused, "Why are we getting out of the car?"
Sang Yan opened his umbrella and signaled with his eyes, "Go buy medicine."
Wen Yifan followed his gaze and noticed that there was a pharmacy next to them.
They walked side by side towards the hotel after leaving the pharmacy.
Wen Yifan looked down and stared at her empty hands. She wasn't used to this situation, so she slightly clenched her palms and opened them again, "Sang Yan."
Sang Yan looked ahead, "Hmm?"
Wen Yifan whispered, "Why aren't you holding my hand?"
"......" Sang Yan stopped and looked at her, "I'm carrying my luggage and umbrella, I don't have my hands."
"Then I'll carry my luggage, okay?" Wen Yifan said seriously, "I want you to hold my hand."
Sang Yan stared at her, and after three seconds of silence, he suddenly lowered his head and laughed. His eyebrows relaxed, and the dimples on his lips were faintly discernible, "Wen Shuangjiang, why are you acting coquettishly?"
The stiff atmosphere seemed to have disappeared along with her words, and everything returned to normal.
Wen Yifan was stunned. She realized that she was acting coquettishly, and her face was a little hot and nervous. She maintained a calm appearance and pretended that her request was reasonable.
"Oh." Sang Yan raised his eyebrows and said in a slightly annoying tone, "So you came to Yihe to hold my hand."
"......"
Sang Yan handed her the umbrella as he said, "Hold it."
Wen Yifan subconsciously took it.
Sang Yan reminded, "Use that hand to hold it, otherwise, how can I hold your hand?"
Wen Yifan obediently changed her hand.
The next moment, Sang Yan held her hand and squeezed it in his palm. His palm was wide and warm, and he used a lot of strength to hold her hand, but it didn't make her feel pain. She just felt very safe.
Wen Yifan was a head shorter than him, so it was a little difficult for her to hold the umbrella in this posture. She paid attention to Sang Yan's expression and secretly thought that he seemed to like her acting coquettishly.
Fortunately, the pharmacy was not far from the hotel that they had booked, and they arrived in less than five minutes' walk. The two entered the entrance at nine o 'clock, took out their IDs, and went to the front desk to check in.
During this time, Sang Yan suddenly asked, "Why didn't you tell me before you came?"
Wen Yifan answered honestly, "I was afraid that you wouldn't let me come."
"......" Sang Yan looked at her.
"I was afraid that you don't want to see me now."
Sang Yan squeezed her hand hard, "Say something that people can hear."
After thinking for a while, Wen Yifan asked politely, "Then why did you suddenly want to go back?"
Sang Yan, "Because you didn't reply to my message."
Wen Yifan was a little stunned, "Because I was on the plane …"
"I know, remember to tell me next time." Sang Yan rubbed her head hard and said slowly, "Otherwise, if you call me later, I'll be on the plane back to Nanwu."
"......"
After the two got the room card, they took the elevator back to their room.
Sang Yan put down the luggage and glanced at the time on his watch, "Do you want to eat out or order takeout?"
As soon as they entered the room, Wen Yifan didn't want to move, "Let's order takeout."
"Okay." Sang Yan handed the phone to her and turned on the air conditioner, "After ordering, go take a shower. It's time to apply the medicine."
Wen Yifan listened to Sang Yan's suggestion and ordered two meals. Then, she opened the luggage bag and took out her change of clothes. She walked into the toilet and gradually began to daydream. She remembered the purpose of her visit.
She had dragged it on the whole journey and hadn't mentioned it until now.
She just mentioned it in the beginning, but in the end, he changed the topic.
From last night until now, Wen Yifan had been thinking about how to tell him. After the topic was changed, she didn't know how to mention it again. She just felt that it wasn't something that would make people feel happy.
It would make the atmosphere heavy no matter what she said.
She sighed, and she became more and more nervous and perturbed.
Wen Yifan didn't know how Sang Yan would react if he knew.
But she knew.
Sang Yan was different from others.
He must be different.
… …
When Wen Yifan came out of the bathroom, the takeout had arrived.
At this time, Sang Yan was sitting on one of the beds with a medicine bag in his hand, "Come here, apply the medicine before eating."
Wen Yifan walked over and sat next to him. She watched him take out a bottle and a cotton swab from the medicine bag. She looked down and stared at the red string on his right wrist and the small snowflake pendant on it.
She was a little absent-minded.
She recalled Sang Yan's words again.
"Wen Yifan, can you consider my feelings?"
"Do you think I don't trust you?"
She thought of how Sang Yan tidied up her trousers in silence. He lowered his head, his back was slightly bent, and his expression was extremely calm, but it made people feel his deep sense of powerlessness. It was completely different from his usual arrogant look.
Sang Yan held her calf and stared at the wound on her leg. He frowned, "Did it touch the water again?"
Wen Yifan came back to her senses, "Ah, I accidentally got it just now."
Sang Yan's tone was not very good, "Don't wash it tomorrow."
"… …"
Then, Sang Yan picked up the cotton swab and wiped the water off her wound again and again. His lips were straight, he was obviously not in a good mood, but his actions were extremely gentle.
It was as if he was afraid that she would be hurt if he used any more force.
Wen Yifan stared at his slightly lowered head, her palms gradually tightened, she plucked up her courage and said, "Sang Yan, this wound was made a few days ago. I met Che Xinde in the parking lot that day, he was the person who said he was my uncle. "
Hearing this, Sang Yan raised his eyes, "Yes."
"In Nanwu, I first met him before the New Year. I worked overtime in the middle of the night. "Wen Yifan said," He was involved in a drunk driving accident. But nothing happened at that time, I only met him when I 'worked overtime' with you. "
"Then, he probably knew that I was working at Nanwu SARFT, so he started to wait for me downstairs, but I only met him a few times."
"That day, he wanted me to give him 10,000 yuan, I ignored him, so he snatched my bag and pushed me." Wen Yifan's tone was very calm when she said these things, "After that, I called the police, nothing serious happened."
Sang Yan listened quietly, his hands did not stop moving, he gently helped her apply the medicine.
After a long while.
"I didn't tell you the truth before." Wen Yifan rarely confided in others, she spoke very slowly, "After my father passed away, my stepsister didn't like me very much. After that, my mother sent me to my grandmother's place to be raised. "
"But later, my grandmother's health deteriorated, so I was sent to my uncle's." Wen Yifan whispered, "My uncle's family also didn't like me very much."
"When we were in high school, our parents were called for the second time because of puppy love, it was my uncle. I was in a bad mood after I went home that day, so I lost my temper with you over the phone. " Wen Yifan pursed her lips and dared not look at him, "I'm sorry, but I didn't mean what I said, I didn't think you were annoying."
Sang Yan stopped what he was doing.
"After I moved to Beiyu, Che Xingde moved in when I was in my third year of high school." Wen Yifan's tone became a little difficult when she mentioned this, "Yes, he has been harassing me."
Sang Yan put down the cotton swab in his hand when he heard this. His Adam's apple moved slightly, and his voice sounded hoarse, "Wen Shuangjiang, let's not talk about it if you don't want to talk about it."
"It's not that I don't want to talk about it." Wen Yifan shook her head and continued, "During the week when I was filling in the application form, he entered my room one night …"
Wen Yifan lowered her head, her eyes were a little empty, she skipped this part, "But nothing serious happened. Because my uncle and the others came back at three o 'clock in the morning every night, they came back on time that day. "
Sang Yan closed his eyes and hugged her in his arms, he couldn't say a word.
He didn't dare to think about it at all.
He didn't dare to think about how she survived that period of time.
The girl who had no temper, a soft personality, and was extremely gentle to everyone.
How did she survive after encountering such a thing?
"I really applied for Nanjing University at first. I wanted to go to the same university as you. I didn't lie to you." Wen Yifan's eyes gradually turned red, and she began to speak incoherently, "But, something bad happened."
"I did, I didn't know what to do at that time, no one helped me."
Wen Yifan held back her tears, "Sang Yan, no one stood on my side."
She didn't want to cry at all.
She only felt that she shouldn't cry.
Because even if she was treated badly, it wasn't a reason for her to hurt Sang Yan.
"I didn't think about anything at that time, I just didn't want to stay in Beiyu and Nanwu anymore. I just wanted to go to a place further away. "Wen Yifan said," I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you. "
"…"
"I'm sorry, I said so many unpleasant things to you."
So many years.
She never thought about what happened at that time.
She only remembered that her tone was very harsh, and she said many unpleasant things to Sang Yan.
But as time passed, she gradually forgot about it.
She thought about it deeply today.
She remembered it.
She said such words.
She had actually said such a terrible thing.
Sang Yan increased his strength and carried her on his lap. His voice was hoarse, and he caressed the corner of her red eyes. His tone seemed serious and careless, "Do you remember what I said to you at that time?"
Wen Yifan looked up, "What?"
At this moment, it was as if he had returned to that dark alley.
The two stood under the dark curtain of rain, covered by a small umbrella, and the distance between them was very close. Everything around them was getting further away, the sound of the rain was rustling, and the darkness was also disappearing.
The face of the young man in front of her grew up, and his facial features were more mature than before. He repeated in a low voice.
"Don't you have anything to say to me?"
That year, the girl who shut herself in silence and did not give any answer.
At that time, she also gave a different answer.
"… Yes."
Sang Yan raised the corner of his lips, "Then say it now."
Wen Yifan sniffed, "I like it when you come to Beiyu to find me. I don't think it's annoying to see you outside."
Sang Yan, "Well. Anything else? "
"I just feel that I changed my major. I didn't do it well, and I forgot to tell you." Wen Yifan said, "And Yihe is very far from Nanwu, I don't want you to keep coming to find me like when you were in high school."
"What else?"
"I didn't make an appointment with anyone else, I only made an appointment with you."
"Well."
"I think," Wen Yifan looked at his eyebrows, and finally couldn't hold back her tears, "I don't deserve you."
Sang Yan wiped away her tears, "Take that back."
"…"
"Wen Shuangjiang, why do you think I haven't found a partner for so many years?" Sang Yan stared at her, and his tone was arrogant, "I only like the best, understand?"
"…"
Wen Yifan looked at him blankly, and her mind was occupied by the words "the best". She continued to say all the words she wanted to say, "I didn't treat you as a spare tire."
"Well."
"For so many years, I haven't liked anyone except you."
"Well."
"I'm sorry, Sang Yan." As if a stone that had been accumulated in her chest for many years was removed, Wen Yifan slowly, holding back her sobs, and finished the last sentence, "I stood you up."
Sang Yan looked down at her, "Well."
In the extremely quiet room.
The light was bright, and the rain outside the window was getting heavier, but it couldn't affect them at all.
That piercing rainy night, the time covered by mud and bottomless darkness, the past that neither of them wanted to mention. At this moment, it was finally in the past.
After a while.
Wen Yifan felt something warm fall on her forehead. Sang Yan's solemn and clear words came out of his mouth.
"I forgive you."
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