The last time Wen Yifan flew from Nanwu to Yihe was eight years ago.
The day after meeting Sang Yan in Beiyu, Wen Yifan took the high-speed rail back to Nanwu. She went to Zhao Yuandong's place to take all the money and documents that Wen Liangzhe left for her. After that, she didn't stay in these two cities.
She took the plane to Yihe alone.
At this moment, Wen Yifan's state of mind was completely different from before.
Wen Yifan sat by the window on the plane. She had nothing else to do, so she stared out of the window and thought about how to tell Sang Yan that she was here after getting off the plane.
She didn't know if it would affect him.
The sky outside was dark. She could still see the dark and thick clouds in the distance. There was a large night scene and a red band of light below. The cabin was quiet, and the light was extremely dim. He could faintly hear someone talking in a low voice.
It was like a long and endless journey.
Wen Yifan suddenly wanted to know.
What kind of mood did Sang Yan have every time he took the high-speed rail from Nanwu to Beiyu to see her?
Was it the same as her now, feeling excited and nervous?
Looking forward to the moment she saw him.
But she was afraid that he actually didn't want to see her.
The temperature of the air conditioner in the plane was a little low. Wen Yifan subconsciously pulled the blanket higher. She didn't feel safe being alone on the transportation. She didn't plan to sleep even if she had nothing to do. Wen Yifan looked out of the window again.
Perhaps she had decided to let him tell her everything, Wen Yifan's mood was calmer than ever before.
She gently pursed her lips, trying to slowly sort out everything that had happened. Gradually, she was pulled into that memory by this night and her mood. She didn't want to think about it anymore.
… …
Wen Yifan moved to Beiyu with her uncle's family in the second semester of her second year of high school.
At first, everything was no different from Nanwu. It was nothing more than moving from a familiar city to an unfamiliar city.
Wen Yifan didn't care much about this at that time.
She felt helpless, but she also knew that there was no other way. She just wanted to work hard to improve her grades and get into a better university. She also hoped that time would pass faster.
She hoped that she could take the college entrance examination sooner, become an adult sooner, and earn money with her own abilities sooner.
Hurry up and end this life.
For Wen Yifan, although those days were oppressive and painful, Wen Yifan was still able to endure it.
But she still had hope.
He felt that as long as he could endure this period of time, everything would be fine.
Everything started to change after she entered the third year of high school.
That year, Che Xingde moved from another city to North Elm. He had no job, no money, and could only rely on his sister. After that, he stayed at his uncle's house.
From the first time they met, Wen Yifan did not have a good impression of her so-called "uncle".
Wen Yifan was a very slow-witted person. Her sensitivity to various emotions was also slower than others by a beat. But she always felt that the way he looked at her was very strange, and his words were also greasy and wretched, with an extremely bad meaning.
She was not a very expressive person.
She wasn't sure if she was hallucinating.
In the beginning, Che Xingde didn't do anything too excessive.
Before he found a job, Che Xingde stayed at home almost every day. He would often sit next to Wen Yifan, or use the excuse of holding something to touch her body.
Wen Yifan could feel that it was an accident once or twice, but she felt that something was wrong after a few times.
Wen Yifan was well protected since she was a child. She had never encountered such a thing, and she knew how to deal with it. There were several times when Zhao Yuandong called her, Wen Yifan couldn't say the words that were on the tip of her tongue.
For girls of that age, this was something that was very difficult to talk about.
Fortunately, the third year of high school was very important, and the school allowed the third year students to stay in school on weekends to study.
Wen Yifan simply reduced the number of times she went home and stayed in school for a long time. If it wasn't for the holidays, she wouldn't even take the initiative to go back to her uncle's house.
After the end of the third year of high school.
Wen Yifan entered her last winter holiday of high school. It was actually less than two weeks, but it was at that time that Che Xingde's behavior became worse.
Wen Yifan couldn't stand it anymore, and had to mention it to Che Yanqin.
Che Yanqin didn't take it to heart at all. She only said that she was too sensitive, and told her not to think about irrelevant things, and not to make a fuss over it.
Before she mentioned it, Wen Yifan didn't think that Che Yanqin would be on her side. She simply mentioned it to Zhao Yuandong again, and the general meaning was that she wanted to rent an apartment outside.
Zhao Yuandong was also worried when he heard it, but he didn't feel comfortable letting her live alone outside. In the end, she only told Wen Yifan that she would mention it to Che Yanqin again.
But there was no follow-up.
He seemed to be aware of Wen Yifan's avoidance and forbearance.
Che Xingde was extremely rampant. He began to try to pick the lock of her room in the middle of the night. Occasionally, he would use his drunken state to knock on her door, pretending that he had entered the wrong room.
Wen Yifan warned him several times, but it was to no avail.
All she got in return was his increasingly arrogant knocking on the door.
Whenever something like this happened.
Wen Yifan only looked forward to the arrival of three in the morning.
Wen Liangxian and Che Yanqin opened a barbecue stall together. It was open until 2: 30 in the morning every night, and it took half an hour to walk home. They would arrive home at about three in the morning every day.
Che Xingde was afraid of Wen Liangxian.
With Wen Liangxian around, he would be more restrained, and he wouldn't dare to do things so blatantly.
Although there was a lock on the door, and although Wen Yifan would put the desk in front of the door after returning to her room, she still felt insecure. She began to hide scissors and a utility knife under her pillow. When she was at home, she didn't dare to sleep until three in the morning.
She was afraid that Che Xingde would break in when she wasn't paying attention.
Such days continued until the end of the college entrance examination.
During this period, Wen Yifan called Zhao Yuandong a few more times. Zhao Yuandong had been expressing that Zhang Kejia had gradually accepted her, and she should be able to persuade Wen Yifan to move back in after some time.
After the results came out.
When Wen Yifan was preparing to fill in her application form, Zhao Yuandong also requested her to fill in Nanwu University.
He wanted Wen Yifan to stay closer to him so that he could take care of her in the future.
Although Zhao Yuandong temporarily placed her at her uncle's house because of the new family. But Wen Yifan still relied on him for many things. She just wanted to get out of her current life, and quickly let such days become a thing of the past.
She also wanted to try to get along with her new family.
Therefore, Wen Yifan agreed to Zhao Yuandong's request.
Because for her.
Except for the city of Beiyu, the rest of the places were the same to her.
Plus.
Wen Yifan thought that Sang Yan was also in Nanwu.
He might want to stay in this city.
The week she started filling in her application form.
Sang Yan sent her a few text messages in succession, all asking her about her application form.
Wen Yifan was afraid that he would choose a school that he didn't want to because of her. She tried to ask him which school he wanted to apply for, but he never mentioned it. In the end, she could only tell him clearly that she would apply for Nanwu University.
She would return to Nanwu.
She would treat the pain of the past two years as a fleeting cloud.
They didn't need to be separated by two cities anymore.
Wen Yifan didn't need him to travel across a city to find her.
After that, they could see each other every day.
They could go back to how they were in high school.
All the days seemed to be getting better.
Until the deadline for the college entrance examination application form.
That morning, Wen Yifan was the only one at home. During that time, Che Xingde found a job and was not at home for several days a week. She didn't know Che Xingde's working hours, and she wasn't sure if he would come back today.
Wen Yifan didn't dare to sleep until three o 'clock.
Wen Yifan texted Sang Yan on her phone while paying attention to the alarm clock on the bedside table.
Sang Yan: I'll come to see you tomorrow, okay?
Wen Yifan thought for a while and replied: I'm going to Nanwu in a while, don't come over.
Sang Yan: [When?]
Wen Yifan: When the admission notice arrives, we have to go back to school to get it.
Sang Yan: It's already July.
After a while.
Sang Yan sent another text: I'll go over on the day the admission results are out.
Che Xingde didn't come back until 1: 30 in the morning.
Wen Yifan felt that Che Xingde might not come back, but she was a little uneasy, as if a storm was coming. She laid on the bed and started to feel sleepy while chatting with Sang Yan.
She forced her eyes open and wanted to sleep until 3 in the morning, but she couldn't overcome the drowsiness.
It was already this late.
Big Uncle should be home in a while.
After that, Wen Yifan was awakened by the sound of the door opening.
This time, it wasn't the sound of metal being pried open, but the sound of a key being unlocked. She opened her eyes and saw the desk in front of the door falling down due to the opening of the door in the darkness.
Wen Yifan raised her eyes and looked at Che Xingde's face.
Che Xingde shook the key in his hand with one finger. His laughter was wretched and scary. He was a little fat, he threw the key away as soon as he came in and pressed himself on her. He reeked of sweat and alcohol.
He was extremely domineering and suppressed her with the disparity of strength between a man and a woman.
Wen Yifan instantly woke up and could feel him pulling the quilt off her body. His intention was very obvious. He pulled her hair with one hand and tried to pull down her pants with the other.
She screamed uncontrollably and began to struggle for help.
Wen Yifan felt as if she was separated from her body at that moment and became a bystander. She saw herself resisting frantically. She took the scissors from under the pillow and stabbed Che Xingde without reason.
Che Xingde retreated in pain, but he quickly pounced on her again and snatched the scissors from her hand.
"Motherf * cker."
Wen Yifan's eyes were red. She stepped back and took the utility knife from under the pillow again. Her body tensed up to the extreme, and she was completely on guard. She controlled the trembling in her voice and said word by word, "You'll go to jail if you do this."
Che Xingde laughed, "Do you dare to call the police?"
"… …"
"Let others know that you're slept with by your uncle?" Che Xingde spat, "Shuangjiang, how are you going to get married if others know about this? It's a very shameful and shameful thing, do you know that? "
Wen Yifan stared at him without blinking as if she didn't hear him.
She was afraid that he would come forward again.
The girl's hair was messy, her skin was fair and her lips were red. Her facial features were extremely gorgeous. Her limbs were fair and slender. Her body was extremely soft as her movements outlined her curves. She was curled up in the corner like a kitten with thorns.
Because of her appearance, Che Xingde's unabated desire surged again, "It's okay, uncle will marry you. Don't go to college, Shuangjiang. Come and be uncle's wife … … "
Che Xingde once again pressed on Wen Yifan's body.
This time, he seemed to be aware of it. He quickly grabbed the utility knife from her hand. He pulled her pants down again. His heavy breath sprayed on her body again and again.
Wen Yifan struggled with all her strength.
It was the moment when she felt the most broken, powerless, and desperate.
It was also the moment when she felt the dirtiest and wanted to die the most.
The room was extremely dark.
The curtains were half open, but at that moment, Wen Yifan felt that she could no longer see the light.
She hoped that she could die immediately.
If she had to endure this kind of thing in this world.
She would rather not live.
When Che Xinde pressed her hands down and pushed her clothes up, Gu Yusheng saw Che Xinde pushing her clothes up.
There was a sound of movement at the entrance.
Wen Yifan's eyes were filled with tears. She seemed to have realized something. She turned her head and stared at the clock on the bedside table.
Three o 'clock in the morning.
Wen Yifan's hollow eyes gradually lit up, and she began to ask for help again. Because of the long period of shouting, her voice became hoarse and she was crying, "Uncle! Help me! "
Che Xingde stopped what he was doing and cursed under his breath.
Then, the lights in the living room were turned on.
Wen Liangxian's voice was heard, "What's going on?"
Che Yanqin also said, "Shuangjiang, why are you shouting so late at night … …"
Che Yanqin instantly stopped talking when she saw the scene in the room.
Wen Liangxian had been dissatisfied with Che Xingde for a long time. He was instantly furious when he saw the situation. He walked over and pulled Che Xingde off the bed and shouted, "What kind of animal are you doing? Don't you know how old this child is?! "
After escaping from hell, Wen Yifan immediately wrapped her body with the quilt. She lowered her head and stared at the blood on her hand. It was stained when she cut Che Xingde's hand with a pair of scissors.
She used all her strength to hold back her tears.
She would never shed a tear for such a scumbag.
Absolutely not.
"No, brother-in-law." Che Xingde explained, "I drank too much. I haven't done anything since I just came in … …"
Che Yanqin breathed a sigh of relief and came over to comfort him, "Hubby, nothing happened, right? You don't have to be so angry. Xingde was just drunk and couldn't see things clearly … … "
Before she could finish, Wen Yifan said, "I want to call the police."
"… …"
"What are you talking about? Why call the police?! "Che Yanqin frowned," Your uncle was drunk. Look at you, aren't you still wearing your clothes? It would be embarrassing if the neighbors heard about it. "
Wen Liangxian was very concerned about his reputation. He was afraid that others would know that he took care of his niece like this, "Jiang, it's fine as long as it's okay. Uncle will give you an explanation, but there's no need to bring this matter to the public. "
Wen Yifan looked up.
Her gaze swept across Che Yanqin and Wen Liangxian's faces, and then fixed on Che Xingde's slightly proud face. She remembered what he said just now. She was very calm and her body was still trembling. She repeated, "I want to call the police."
"… …"
"Do you have a conscience?! Do you want your uncle to go to jail?! "Che Yanqin was furious," He was drunk and went to the wrong room. Also, are you afraid that people won't gossip about you in the future … … "
Wen Yifan interrupted her, "Whatever."
"… …"
"I don't care what others say." Wen Yifan took out her phone from the side and dialed 110 while speaking. Her actions were stiff and mechanical, "I don't care what others say, I just want to call the police."
Hearing this, Che Xingde wanted to snatch her phone, but the call had already been connected.
Wen Yifan sat on the bed, her body was trembling uncontrollably. She tried to calm herself down and told the truth about the situation.
Che Xingde immediately looked at Che Yanqin with a panicked expression.
Che Yanqin comforted him, "It's okay."
After that, Wen Yifan no longer looked at the other three people. Her hands were still trembling as she started to call Zhao Yuandong.
Maybe he was still sleeping, Zhao Yuandong picked up the phone after half a minute.
"Jiang?"
Wen Yifan felt a lump in her throat. The tears that she was trying to hold back finally fell down when she heard her voice. Before she could say anything, Che Yanqin had already come over and snatched her phone away. She sneered, "Zhao Yuandong, look at the good daughter you brought up!"
"… …"
"I worked hard to bring up the child for you, but look at the result! Now, she wants to put my brother in prison. I'm telling you, if you don't solve this problem for me today, don't even think about living a good life! "Che Yanqin said," What did my brother do? He was drunk and walked into the wrong room! He didn't do anything! Your daughter wants to pin the crime of rape on him! How evil she is! "
Che Yanqin seemed to be extremely annoyed and scolded her for a while.
Wen Yifan didn't have the strength to snatch the phone back.
After a long while, Che Yanqin threw the phone back to her.
Wen Yifan stared at the screen that was still in the middle of a call. She suddenly didn't dare to listen. She thought of the last time when she wanted to ask Zhao Yuandong to pick her up. She didn't even listen to her and hung up.
She clenched her fists and slowly put the phone to her ear.
Please, mom.
I beg of you.
I'm begging you.
Please save me.
Don't leave me alone again.
The next moment, Zhao Yuandong's extremely embarrassed voice came from the other side of the phone again, "Jiang, is there any misunderstanding? Your aunt said that her brother is not that kind of person … Don't think too much, mom will come in two days … "
Wen Yifan didn't listen anymore and directly hung up the phone.
It was hard to describe Wen Yifan's feelings at that moment.
She didn't know that she had such a side to her.
At that moment.
She only hoped that the whole world would die.
…
In the early morning of that chaotic war.
Wen Yifan and Che Xingde were taken away by the police. She recounted the whole night and everything that happened in the past year. After that, she didn't go back to her uncle's house. She stayed at a policewoman's house.
The policewoman sympathized with her experience and gave her psychological counseling. She also let her stay as long as she wanted.
The policewoman had a daughter named Chen Xi, who happened to be Wen Yifan's classmate. The two of them didn't interact much in school, but Chen Xi's character was very easy to get along with. She didn't mention these things that happened to her.
She just talked to her about all kinds of messy topics.
At night, Chen Xi suddenly jumped up and ran to her room while talking to her, "Oh right, I want to change my major. I don't want to choose human resources anymore! Damn, what time is it now! "
Wen Yifan's eyelids moved when she heard the word "major".
She remembered that she chose Nanwu University because of Zhao Yuandong's suggestion.
She also remembered what Zhao Yuandong said on the phone not long ago.
She lowered her head and looked at the red marks on her hand caused by Che Xingde. She was stunned.
Not long after, Wen Yifan also got up and entered Chen Xi's room.
At this time, Chen Xi was sitting in front of the table and had just turned on the computer. She noticed Wen Yifan's figure from the corner of her eyes. She turned her head and asked with a smile, "What's wrong?"
Wen Yifan stared at the computer screen, "Chen Xi, can I use your computer?"
"Sure." Chen Xi said readily, "What do you want?"
The room was quiet for a few seconds.
The light in Wen Yifan's eyes seemed to have disappeared, she said softly, "I want to change my major."
… …
For the next period of time, Wen Yifan stayed at Chen Xi's house.
Although she was away from Che Xingde, Wen Yifan still couldn't fall asleep until three o 'clock in the morning. She was extremely insecure. She would always wake up when she fell asleep, she would feel that someone was pressing on her.
She felt out of breath every day.
Wen Yifan didn't want to contact anyone. She hid in her shell every day and only listened to the policewoman's instructions. She would only go out when she had to go to the police station to record a statement.
However, there were no traces of sexual assault on Wen Yifan's body and there was no evidence. In addition, Wen Liangxian and Che Yanqin were speaking up for Che Xingde. In the end, Che Xingde didn't receive much punishment. He was only detained for a few days.
This matter caused an uproar in the Northern Elm district.
There was a rumor that an uncle had raped his niece.
Wen Yifan stayed at Chen Xi's house every day, she didn't know about these things. She couldn't eat or sleep. She felt that the days were painful and unbearable. She was losing weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.
She felt that this sign was very wrong.
Wen Yifan didn't want to care about these things anymore.
She didn't want to stay in this place anymore, and she didn't want to think about anything else.
She just wanted to wait for the admission results to come out as soon as possible. She wanted to leave the city after getting the admission letter.
She wanted to stay away from these things.
During that period of time, Wen Yifan was muddle-headed.
She didn't communicate with the outside world. Her phone was switched off for a long time. The thing she did the most every day was to stare blankly in a corner.
Wen Yifan felt that she was very strange.
She thought that the dawn was near some time ago.
Previously, he had thought that life was progressing in a good direction.
But now, she couldn't control her negative energy at all.
Every day, she thought about the thought that came to her mind when Che Xingde was on top of her.
Every day, she thought about death.
It drizzled for a few days in Beiyu the week the admission results came out.
That day, Chen Xi was extremely happy after checking the admission results. She hugged her excitedly, "Great, my boyfriend and I are admitted to the same school. We can go to the same university!"
At that moment.
Wen Yifan's thoughts broke free from the darkness.
She suddenly remembered that she had forgotten something during this period of time.
She had an appointment with Sang Yan to go to the same university.
But she forgot.
She changed her choice.
She didn't tell Sang Yan.
Wen Yifan's mood was still very calm when this thought came to her mind. She felt that this should be a natural result. After a long while, she stood up and took out her phone that she hadn't taken out all this time. She pressed the power button.
A lot of unread messages and calls popped up.
Sang Yan had sent her dozens of messages during this period of time.
The latest message was sent an hour ago.
Sang Yan: I'll go look for you.
Wen Yifan stared at it for a long time.
Chen Xi noticed that she was absent-minded and interrupted her attention, "What's wrong?"
Wen Yifan looked up, "I'm going out."
"Ah?" This was the first time Wen Yifan took the initiative to go out in the past half a month. Chen Xi was a little surprised, "What's wrong? Where are you going? Do you want me to go with you? "
Wen Yifan smiled, "No, I'm going to meet a friend."
Chen Xi, "Okay."
Wen Yifan got up and walked to the porch. She opened the door and Chen Xi's voice came from behind, "Hey! By the way, Yifan, it's raining outside. Bring an umbrella with you! "
Chen Xi ran over and stuffed an umbrella into her hand as she spoke.
She looked at Chen Xi and whispered, "Thank you."
"Don't mention it!" Chen Xi smiled, "Have fun with your friend."
Wen Yifan was silent for a few seconds when she heard this, then she said, "Okay."
Wen Yifan went out the door.
It was already dark outside. The rain was not heavy, it was like fine needles. Even when it landed, it did not make a sound. The fog in front of her was very heavy, and the cement ground was also deep and shallow.
Wen Yifan thought about the place where Sang Yan usually got off the bus and walked towards her uncle's house.
Wen Yifan bumped into Che Xinde again when she reached the alley. He was stunned for a moment as if he didn't expect to bump into her. Then, he grabbed her arm again like a successful villain, "Yo, Shuangjiang."
"… …" Wen Yifan felt pain again and struggled to break free from his hand.
"You want to call the police? Who do you think will lose more if you call the police? I'm fine, but what about the rumors about you? " Perhaps it was because he had been locked up in the detention center for a few days, Che Xinde's eyes gradually became sinister, "Also, you can't blame me for this, right? You look like a slut, you wear short-sleeved shirts and shorts at home every day, you just want to seduce — — "
Before he could finish his words, Sang Yan suddenly appeared behind Che Xinde and was pulled away by his hand.
His face was full of hostility, and he punched Che Xinde's face hard. Then, Sang Yan pressed his knee against Che Xinde's stomach as if he had lost his mind.
There was a loud sound of collision.
Che Xinde had no room to fight back, he started to beg for mercy.
Wen Yifan came back to her senses. She didn't want Sang Yan to get involved in these things, and she didn't want him to get into trouble because of her. She immediately grabbed his wrist and walked in the other direction.
Sang Yan followed her, "Who is that person?"
Wen Yifan didn't look back, "I don't know him."
The two continued to walk forward.
Sang Yan asked again, "Are you okay?"
Wen Yifan responded softly.
"Wen Shuangjiang, don't come down early if it's so late next time." Sang Yan couldn't help but say because of the man just now, "I'll go straight to your house to find you."
Wen Yifan didn't say anything.
"Are you busy these days?" Sang Yan noticed that something was wrong with her, he paused for two seconds, "I couldn't contact you, what happened?"
"No, my phone is broken." Wen Yifan raised the umbrella higher to shelter him from the rain, "Why are you here?"
"Ah." Sang Yan took the umbrella from her hand and said naturally, "Didn't we agree before that I'll come over when the admission results are out?"
"… …"
Unknowingly, the two of them walked into the alley.
There was no one inside, the street lights were dim, and they could faintly see a few flying ants flying in front of them. The pitter-patter of the rain seemed to bring with it a bit of coolness in this hot and dry summer.
Sang Yan was more talkative than usual, maybe he felt that the man just now affected her mood, "My admission results are out, software engineering at Nanshan University. Your results are slightly lower than mine, but it should be more than enough for your major … "
Wen Yifan looked at the young man in front of her, as if she heard what he said, but also as if she didn't.
Che Xingde's words echoed in her mind over and over again.
"This is very shameful, very shameful, you know?"
She thought of it over and over again.
Whore.
Slut.
These words.
Wen Yifan couldn't remember how she felt at that time.
She only remembered that she didn't mind letting anyone know about it, no matter how others spread it.
But she didn't want Sang Yan to know.
Not even a little bit.
She didn't want to reveal the slightest flaw.
She didn't know how to explain it, so that he wouldn't have the slightest doubt.
She could only think of using harsh words to break him down.
Wen Yifan also didn't want Sang Yan to be like this.
He had to spend time and travel so far just to see her.
This was her fault.
No matter what the reason was.
At the end of the day, it was just that she forgot.
There was no need for Sang Yan to bear this responsibility.
People like her couldn't afford to be treated like this by him.
They should have broken up earlier.
Last time, when she told him to stop bothering her on the phone, they should have ended it.
They should have ended long ago.
Wen Yifan suddenly interrupted him, "Sang Yan."
"Yes?"
"I didn't apply to Nanjing University."
Hearing this, Sang Yan's gaze froze. As if he didn't understand what she said, he smiled after a few seconds. "You're kidding me."
Wen Yifan's tone was very serious. "No."
"…"
After observing Wen Yifan's expression for a long time, Sang Yan realized that she was telling the truth. The smile on his face gradually disappeared. After a while, he asked, "What did you apply to?"
Wen Yifan honestly said, "Yi University."
"Why?"
"…"
Sang Yan stared at her, his Adam's apple moved slowly, and his tone was a little difficult. "Why did you apply to Yi University?"
Wen Yifan forced herself to look at him. At that moment, she couldn't think of other reasons to change her major, so she randomly made up an excuse. "I have an appointment with someone else."
"What about me?" Sang Yan seemed to think that it was ridiculous. He looked at her and asked, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
Wen Yifan pursed her lips and didn't say anything.
The alley was too quiet.
Sang Yan looked at her in silence, as if waiting for her answer. After a while, he gently closed his eyes, and for the first time, he used the term of address to distance the two of them, "Wen Yifan, am I your spare tire?"
"You can think of it that way." Wen Yifan raised her head. She only felt that the young man in front of her was extremely clean, and he shouldn't mix with people like her at all. "The admission results are out. It's good for you to stay in Nanwu."
"If you don't want to, you can tell me directly." Sang Yan's voice was very soft. "There's no need to use this method."
"Then I'll be straightforward. Sang Yan, I really hate it," Wen Yifan said calmly. "I don't like that you keep coming to Beiyu to look for me, and I'm very annoyed that I have to meet you every time."
"…"
"Beiyu is closer to Nanwu, so I'll go to a place further, okay?" Wen Yifan said everything without blinking, "I hope you won't come to look for me again when I'm in Yihe."
That was probably the most ruthless thing Wen Yifan had ever said to someone else in her life.
She never thought that her target would be Sang Yan.
Sang Yan's eyelashes and hair were stained with water droplets, and most of his shirt was wet. His eyes were dark and emotionless. His lips moved, but he didn't say a word.
She didn't know where the sound of water droplets came from.
Splat.
It sounded like the sound of tears falling.
She didn't know how long had passed.
Sang Yan seemed to have guessed something, the corner of his lips twitched, "So that's why you didn't reply to my messages all this time?"
Wen Yifan, "Yes."
"Wen Yifan." Sang Yan called her for the last time. His Adam's apple moved again, as if he was restraining his emotions. He slowly lowered his head and said in a self-deprecating manner, "I'm not that bad, am I?"
Wen Yifan's throat was dry, she looked away and no longer looked at him.
After a few seconds.
Sang Yan smiled as if he wanted to maintain his last dignity, "Don't worry, I won't pester you anymore."
After that, the two of them didn't talk anymore.
As usual, Sang Yan continued to send her downstairs. He handed the umbrella back to Wen Yifan's hand, he seemed to want to say something, but he didn't. He looked at her and said softly, "I'm leaving."
Wen Yifan nodded.
He took a few steps.
Then, he turned back, "Goodbye."
After that, Sang Yan turned around and walked in the direction of the alley.
His back was thin and tall, and his spine was straight when he walked, as if he had never bent down for anyone before.
He never turned back again.
Just like the young man who stood beside the water dispenser and arrogantly called her "junior".
Wen Yifan stood quietly in the same place, watching him come here from another city full of expectations, but he left her sight in such a manner.
In a trance, Wen Yifan had an illusion.
The rain seemed to have an invisible force, it smashed on his body bit by bit, and it also extinguished the pride in his bones inch by inch.
She was a little stunned, she stared at the umbrella in her hand and uncontrollably took a step forward.
Then, Wen Yifan saw him completely disappear in the rain.
In that long and dark alleyway that seemed to have no end.
Wen Yifan stopped, her eyes gradually turned red, she softly said, "Goodbye."
Goodbye.
My dear young man.
I hope that you will have a smooth life.
I also hope that you will never meet someone like me again.
From then on.
He was still that high-spirited, proud and dazzling young man.
Wen Yifan took her luggage and got off the plane.
Wen Yifan found him at the exit according to the location Sang Yan told her on the phone. She became nervous at this moment, she walked over, "Why are you at the airport?"
Sang Yan took the luggage from her hand and said casually, "I was going to go back."
"… …"
"Let's go." Sang Yan walked forward, "Let's find a hotel first."
Wen Yifan followed him and stared at his empty hand. She hesitantly reached out and held his hand.
Sang Yan looked at her and held her hand back.
"I checked the trunk of the car yesterday and saw that you didn't take your luggage." Wen Yifan licked her lips and explained in a low voice, "My director just gave me a three-day leave, so I came over and brought you your clothes."
Sang Yan nodded softly.
After they left the airport.
Sang Yan then realized that it had started to drizzle outside. He paused and looked at Wen Yifan, "Wait here, I'll go inside and buy an umbrella."
Wen Yifan nodded.
She stared at Sang Yan's back for a while before looking away.
Then, Wen Yifan looked at the scattered rain outside. Not long after, she noticed a tall and thin man wearing a black t-shirt. He ignored the rain and went straight to the direction of the airport bus.
Wen Yifan was in a trance when she recalled that memory again. She subconsciously wanted to follow him.
The next moment, Sang Yan pulled her back from behind, "Where are you going?"
Wen Yifan came back to her senses and looked at him.
Sang Yan frowned, "I told you to wait for me here."
Wen Yifan was stunned and called him, "Sang Yan."
Sang Yan, "What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry." Wen Yifan looked at him. After so many years, she once again brought up the past, "I should have given you the umbrella at that time."
Sang Yan didn't react, "What?"
The regret that came late drilled into her bones. Wen Yifan lowered her head and finished her sentence while trembling.
"… I shouldn't have let you go back in the rain."
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