Sang Yan was in a bad mood all the way from the company to his home. His actions after entering the house were very purposeful. It was obvious that he had heard about it from someone.
Wen Yifan followed his words and stared at the wound on her leg. She stopped struggling and said, "I was pushed and scratched a tree branch. It's not serious. I have applied some medicine and it will heal soon. "
The room became quiet after she said that.
Wen Yifan licked her lips and felt a little nervous. She raised her eyes again. His eyes met Sang Yan's once again. His expression was calm, as if he was waiting for her to continue.
It lasted for a while.
Sang Yan seemed to be impatient, "Are you done?"
"… …"
Sang Yan, "Who pushed me?"
Wen Yifan told the truth, "The man who said he was my uncle."
Sang Yan asked one question after another, "How long has it been?"
Wen Yifan, "Ah?"
"How long has he been pestering you?"
"… …" Wen Yifan denied reflexively, "No."
Sang Yan acted as if he did not hear her denial and continued, "Since the last time he pestered you at 'overtime'? Or before that? "
"No, I didn't really meet him. I didn't know he was in Nanwu before. "Wen Yifan explained," And during this period of time, I didn't … "
"During this period of time?" Sang Yan interrupted her and said word by word, "So how long is it?"
"… …"
"Wen Yifan, 'Tell me if you have anything to say'," Sang Yan was so angry that he laughed, "How many times have I told you this sentence during this period of time?"
After so long, Wen Yifan was a little stunned to hear him call her by her real name again. She moved her lips and suddenly did not dare to speak. After a while, she said, "I'm sorry."
Sang Yan looked at her.
"I just feel that it's not necessary to let this kind of emotion affect our mood." Wen Yifan said, "And I don't think it's a big deal. I can solve it by myself."
"I don't think it's a big deal." Sang Yan repeated her words lightly, without any warmth in his tone. "Then what's a big deal?"
Wen Yifan could not answer.
"Must you only answer when I ask, right?" Sang Yan stared at her, his voice cold and hard. "Even if something really happens, it won't be a big deal to you, right?"
"…"
"Wen Yifan," Sang Yan's Adam's apple bobbed. "Can you consider my feelings?"
It made him feel as if the distance between the two of them had ended here.
No matter what he did.
He could not enter her heart at all.
"I understand that you have things that you don't want to talk about. It's fine. You can say it whenever you want. But you didn't even tell me this kind of thing, "Sang Yan loosened his grip on her and finished his words slowly," do you think I can't trust you? "
"That's not what I meant." Wen Yifan had seen Sang Yan angry before, but she was especially uneasy at this moment, "It's just that you're going to Yihe soon, and I'm not affected by this matter. I don't want you to worry."
Sang Yan didn't say anything else. He just looked at her.
After a long while.
The emotions in Sang Yan's eyes gradually subsided. The anger seemed to have been extinguished, and he returned to his usual unapproachable state.
He didn't continue this topic. He took out the car key from his pocket and said lightly, "I'll leave the car key here. Drive yourself to and from work for the next few days. Remember to lock the door before going to bed. "
"… …"
Sang Yan looked down and slowly pulled her trousers back to their original position. Then, he carried her down from the shoe cabinet. Everything returned to its original position, as if nothing had happened.
The argument between the two just now was like an illusion.
"I'm leaving." Sang Yan didn't look at her again and opened the door, "Go and rest."
… …
Staring at the closed door, Wen Yifan subconsciously wanted to follow him. But because of Sang Yan's tone and expression when he spoke, it seemed like he was holding something back. She slowly stopped and didn't dare to go forward.
Wen Yifan found that look familiar.
It was like the last time she saw him before they reunited.
Wen Yifan didn't know if she did something wrong.
Did she make the same mistake again?
She just wanted to be nice to him. She just wanted to keep the unbearable things in her life away from him. She just wanted him to feel relaxed and normal when he was with her. She just wanted him to be with her all the time.
But she didn't seem to have done a good job.
She seemed to have hurt Sang Yan again.
Wen Yifan stood there in a daze and suddenly turned to look at the clock on the wall.
It was almost 7: 30 pm.
Wen Yifan was afraid that he wouldn't be able to hail a taxi. She collected her thoughts, took the car key, opened the door and walked out. She took out her phone and sent a message to Sang Yan: I'll send you there, it's not easy to hail a taxi at this time.
Wen Yifan hesitated and typed: Let's talk about it when you come back, okay?
Before she could send it, Sang Yan replied: No need.
Sang Yan: I'm getting in the car.
Her fingertips paused for a moment, and her footsteps also stopped. After a long while, Wen Yifan deleted the words in the input box and typed again: [Then be careful on the road.]
Wen Yifan looked down: Let me know when you arrive.
Wen Yifan didn't know if he could catch the plane from the city to the airport at this time. She didn't have the mood to do anything else, so she calculated the time and asked: Have you arrived at the airport?
Sang Yan answered almost every question.
But the number of words in each answer was very small, as if he didn't have the patience to type. It wasn't much different from usual. But in the past, he would directly send a voice message after typing a few sentences.
Words couldn't tell a person's emotions.
It was as if it could widen the distance between the two of them invisibly.
Because of his coldness, Wen Yifan didn't dare to ask too often. She only relaxed when she confirmed that he had boarded the plane. She returned to her room, feeling a little tired. She lay on the bed and didn't want to move at all.
But when she thought of the wound on her leg, Wen Yifan got up to take a shower. She avoided the wound on her leg and simply washed her body. Then she sat on the bed and began to apply medicine.
Wen Yifan used a cotton swab to wipe away the water that she accidentally got on her body, and carefully treated the wound.
Everything around her was silent.
Gradually, a strong sense of loneliness swallowed her whole.
Wen Yifan's hand that was holding the cotton swab gradually tightened. Her mind gradually came to the night after the two of them were together.
"Will you still help me apply medicine tomorrow?"
"Come and find me after you take a shower."
The red marks in front of her gradually turned into a paste, and she couldn't see anything clearly.
Wen Yifan continued to apply medicine on herself. She was silent and extremely quiet. She blinked her eyes hard, and her tears fell on the wound, bringing with them a sharp pain.
She came back to her senses, awkwardly wiped the tears with the back of her hand, and wiped the water stains with the cotton swab again.
… …
The next afternoon, Wen Yifan received a call from the police station again, asking her to go over and record some statements. It was common for reporters to go to the police station. She finished the draft at hand, then packed her things and left the unit.
This time, it was mainly to ask Wen Yifan about Che Xingde's continuous harassment.
The police station checked the station's surveillance footage, and indeed, Che Xingde appeared outside Nanwu SARFT almost every day. But he didn't do any substantial harm to Wen Yifan, nor did he do anything extreme.
Che Xingde failed to rob her, and he didn't escape after he was discovered, so the situation wasn't serious. Che Yanqin approached Wen Yifan to reconcile, and after being rejected, he clamored to hire a lawyer.
Wen Yifan didn't know what the outcome would be.
She was absent-minded the whole day, she didn't have the mood to work, and she was too lazy to care about these things. She only did what she had to do, and she didn't have the energy to think about the rest.
Gan Hongyuan noticed Wen Yifan's state, and thought she was affected by Che Xingde's matter. Moreover, there were several days off previously, and she had to rush to the company to work overtime because of the unexpected incident. So, he simply gave her three days off to deal with these matters.
Wen Yifan wasn't as happy as she imagined when she got the leave. She even wanted to ask Gan Hongyuan if the three days off could be postponed to a week later.
After all, Wen Yifan had nothing to do at home.
Wen Yifan wanted to wait for Sang Yan to come back, and then she would take the three days off. But she was worried that if she mentioned it, Gan Hongyuan would think that there was nothing wrong with her, and he would change his mind and take back the leave.
After Gan Hongyuan approved the leave, Wen Yifan didn't go home immediately. She stayed in the company until six o 'clock. She turned off the computer, opened WeChat out of habit, and sent a message to Sang Yan: [Have you eaten?]
Her fingertips paused on the send button, and her palm clenched. After a few seconds, she pressed down.
This time, Sang Yan didn't reply immediately like before.
Wen Yifan waited for a while, silently put the phone back into her pocket, and got up to leave the company. When she got home, she opened the door with the key and stared at the shoe cabinet for a while. She thought of the quarrel between the two of them last night.
The next moment, the phone's ringtone interrupted her thoughts.
Wen Yifan immediately picked up the phone from her pocket and picked it up. Zhong Siqiao's voice came from the other end, and she said with a cheeky smile, "How are you? Do you feel that the world is a lot more relaxed without your boyfriend by your side?"
"…" Wen Yifan retracted her gaze and walked towards the direction of the sofa. She just smiled.
"Let's go out for dinner when you're off. Isn't Sang Yan going for a week?" Zhong Siqiao said, "Sigh, after you fell in love, all your time was taken up by him. I haven't seen you for a long time. "
Wen Yifan whispered, "Okay."
"What's wrong with your tone?" Zhong Siqiao joked, "Sang Yan just left for a day, and you already miss him. Why didn't I see how clingy you were before?"
Wen Yifan still smiled and didn't speak.
Soon, Zhong Siqiao felt that something was wrong and asked, "Hey, what's wrong? Usually, when I mention Sang Yan to you, you would say a few more words. Why didn't you say anything today? Did you quarrel with him? "
Wen Yifan was silent for a while, but she didn't admit it. She just said, "He thinks that I don't say anything to him."
"Ah, you do have a serious problem. You keep everything in your heart." Zhong Siqiao said, "But you can't get along with each other like this, Diandian. It's okay if this kind of thing happens once or twice, but if it happens more often, you two will start to have estrangement. "
"…" Wen Yifan said blankly, "But I don't say nothing to him."
"Ah?"
Wen Yifan said seriously, "I just don't tell him bad things."
Zhong Siqiao smiled, "That's the same."
"…"
"If you don't tell him, he won't know why you don't tell him. He will only think that maybe the relationship between the two of you hasn't reached the point where you can be honest with him about everything. "Zhong Siqiao said," If he finds out from someone else in the end, he might be disappointed. "
There was a moment of silence.
Wen Yifan's voice was a little faint, "Qiao Qiao, maybe I've been with Sang Yan for a long time. Recently, I keep thinking of something from the past. "
"What?"
Wen Yifan said very slowly, "Didn't I tell you that I wanted to apply to Nanjing University?"
Zhong Siqiao didn't know why she mentioned this. She was stunned for a moment, "Yeah, I was wondering why you went to Yi University in the end. I thought that we could go to the same school again."
"When I applied for the application, Sang Yan came to ask me. I promised him that I would apply to Nanjing University. " Wen Yifan never dared to mention this to anyone, not even in front of Sang Yan, "But I …"
"What's wrong?"
Wen Yifan was a little embarrassed, "I changed my application in the end."
"…"
Wen Yifan said softly, "I was very worried that he would care about this matter."
It was as if once there was something that one cared about, one would start to become weak.
One would be overcautious in everything they did.
"So I didn't dare to mention this matter to him again. I also wanted to accommodate him as much as possible and not cause him any trouble," Wen Yifan asked slowly, "Did I do something wrong?"
After a while, Zhong Siqiao asked, "… So why did you change your application?"
Wen Yifan didn't answer.
Knowing that it might not be a good thing, Zhong Siqiao didn't ask further, "You didn't tell him either?"
She softly said "Hmm".
"Then I still say the same thing. No matter what the reason is, if you want to continue to be with him, you have to mention it to him," Zhong Siqiao said, "Otherwise, it will be a thorn in both of you."
"…"
"Dian Dian, you can't only cause harm by talking about it," Zhong Siqiao said seriously, "You can also avoid talking about it."
There was silence on the phone.
A few seconds later, Zhong Siqiao sighed, "Don't make the same mistake again."
The next day, eight o 'clock in the evening, Yihe City.
After eating with Sang Zhi and Duan Jiaxu, Sang Yan originally wanted to go back to Duan Jiaxu's house to sleep. He didn't want to stay with the couple who were so lovey-dovey.
Who knew that Sang Zhi would drag him along and even arranged him and Duan Jiaxu to be lovers.
Sang Yan felt impatient and ridiculous, so he directly asked Duan Jiaxu to leave and then leaned against his seat to look at his phone.
Sang Yan didn't catch the flight the day before yesterday. He could only buy a flight for the next afternoon, but he didn't mention it to Wen Yifan. When Wen Yifan sent him a message last night, he was still on the plane.
After getting off the plane, Sang Yan only saw the message. After replying, he only received a message asking him to sleep early. After that, there was no other activity on his phone for the whole night.
Even when it was time for dinner, Sang Yan didn't receive any messages from Wen Yifan.
He stared at the chat interface between the two of them.
He remembered the anger he threw at her before he came to Yihe.
Sang Yan's fingertips moved and he typed: [Are you home?]
There was no reply.
Coincidentally, the movie started.
Sang Yan waited for a while before he threw his phone aside and stared at the screen in front of him. He had no interest in watching the movie and couldn't concentrate at all. After a while, he realized that it was a 3D movie.
But he was too lazy to put on his 3D glasses.
The sound in the cinema was extremely loud, causing his ears to hurt. Sang Yan wasn't affected at all. He inexplicably felt a little tired, and his eyelids gradually drooped.
Sleepiness swept over him, accompanied by an extremely gloomy dream.
Sang Yan dreamed of Wen Yifan when she was seventeen years old.
In the dream, Wen Yifan was wearing Beiyu's high school uniform, walking alone in the alley that they had passed many times. She didn't know who was following her, but her expression was filled with fear and helplessness.
The next moment, someone pulled her from behind.
She looked at the extremely wretched smile of her "uncle."
She looked defensive and subconsciously wanted to break free.
But she couldn't break free at all.
The surrounding was terrifyingly quiet. There was no one else in the world except for the two of them. It was as if no matter how much she called for help, the current situation would only be maintained, and no one would come to help her.
The scene changed.
Wen Yifan was sitting alone on the bed, and the light was extremely dim. It was just like how she looked when she was alone in the living room after sleepwalking. She wrapped herself in the quilt and lowered her eyes, with tears falling down one by one.
The door was slammed heavily from the outside, making a loud crashing sound.
…
The next moment, Sang Yan was suddenly woken up by someone.
He slowly opened his eyes and looked at Sang Zhi's slightly unnatural face, "Brother, let's go."
Sang Yan subconsciously lit up his phone to take a look, but there was still no reply. He was still in a trance. He casually responded with a 'hmm' and stood up.
The three of them got into the car again.
Sang Yan sat in the back seat and looked out of the window. His thoughts were completely occupied by the dream just now. Although he could gradually come up with an answer based on the various traces during this period of time.
But he didn't want to believe it at all.
In that memory, Sang Yan remembered the most clearly the harsh words that Wen Yifan said at the last moment.
Those words completely trampled on his self-esteem.
He never thought that there would be another reason.
But he would rather not have it.
He would rather not have it.
The girl that he liked for so many years, at that time, just because she couldn't stand his entanglement, just because of this reason, she used all kinds of methods to stay away from him.
It was just that she didn't like him.
He didn't want it to be another reason.
He didn't want it to be that she didn't have a good life during those years.
The car unknowingly drove to the entrance of Yihe University.
Sang Yan looked sideways, staring at the familiar school gate, he slowly lost his mind. He remembered what she said when she knew he was coming to see Sang Zhi some time ago.
"It's really worrying for her to be alone there."
Sang Yan unconsciously murmured, "I'd better go back."
Sang Zhi didn't hear it clearly, he turned around and asked, "What?"
"You two go on your date," Sang Yan looked at his phone again and said lightly, "I'm going back to Nanwu."
It was almost ten o 'clock when he arrived at the airport.
Sang Yan went to the ticket counter and was about to ask if there were any tickets back to Nanwu when his phone suddenly rang. He paused, took out his phone from his pocket and saw the caller ID was "Wen Shuangjiang".
He was obviously relieved, walked out of the line and picked up the phone.
"You're home?"
"Yeah," Wen Yifan said softly, "Not yet."
"When do you get off work?"
"… …"
There was a moment of silence.
Wen Yifan suddenly asked, "Sang Yan, are you free now?"
"Hmm?"
"Can I find you? I just got off the plane, "Wen Yifan paused for a few seconds and added," At Yihe Airport. "
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