Lin Huayin's unusual attitude caught Xiao Zheng off guard. Even his normal logic began to be lacking. He didn't understand why Lin Huayin could accept himself who was full of sins. Except for the shock and panic at the beginning, Lin Huayin didn't care about his past at all. To Xiao Zheng, this was truly inconceivable. He had to re-evaluate Lin Huayin.
What kind of woman was she?
"Is there any more beer?" Lin Huayin put down the empty glass and looked up to ask.
"Yes." Xiao Zheng got up to get the beer. When he came back, he found that Lin Huayin was adjusting her breathing in a very cute way. It seemed that her mind was not as calm as she looked.
"The beer is here." Xiao Zheng greeted in advance.
Lin Huayin returned to her original appearance. She nodded indifferently and took the beer.
After Xiao Zheng sat down, there was a meaningful smile in his eyes. He pursed his lips and asked, "Are you afraid?"
"What am I afraid of?" Lin Huayin took a sip of the beer. It seemed that she was using alcohol to numb herself.
"Afraid of me." Xiao Zheng smiled.
"For a murderous maniac like me, except for the female devil Tina, even Bai Yujiao can't be completely fearless."
Lin Huayin heard it and didn't answer directly. Instead, she continued to drink a few more mouthfuls of beer. Then she slowly put down the glass and stared at Xiao Zheng. She asked, "If I hurt you, will you kill me?"
Xiao Zheng was slightly stunned. His eyes involuntarily slid over Lin Huayin's lower abdomen. "Even if you want to kill me, I won't resist."
"Then why should I be afraid of you?" Lin Huayin said lightly. "You have killed people, but you did it for your brother and for Little Builder Lin. Not for yourself. Why do you think I should be afraid of you? "
There was a subtle palpitation in Xiao Zheng's eyes. He pursed his lips.
This was the first time Xiao Zheng felt that he had integrated into the world of ordinary people after returning to the country. Even if it was limited, it was impossible to expand infinitely. But to him, it was already a great encouragement.
"Although I'm not afraid of you, I hope that you won't do such a thing in the future." Lin Huayin tried to calm herself down and said word by word. "This is not the life that Xiao Zhu and I yearn for, nor is it the life that we would like."
Xiao Zheng nodded. "Understood."
"Do you really understand?" Lin Huayin stared at Xiao Zheng meticulously. "What you killed was a human, not a chicken or a duck, not a cat or a dog, but a living human."
Even if the person you killed has committed a heinous crime and cannot be tolerated by the law, you shouldn't be the one to do it!
"I really understand." Xiao Zheng nodded with a smile. "I yearn for a peaceful life more than anyone else."
This was the truth, and it was also Xiao Zheng's heartfelt words. Otherwise, he would not have left his brothers and sisters overseas, returned to Pearl City alone, and lived this kind of life without three meals, no dignity, and no personality. He just wanted to find a peace and enjoy a peaceful life.
"Yes." Lin Huayin nodded gently and got up. "I'm full."
Then, without waiting for Xiao Zheng's response, she went straight to the second floor.
Click.
When Lin Huayin returned to the room and closed the door, her body seemed to be hollowed out, and she leaned against the door softly.
Yes.
She was scared!
The man who just chatted with her while eating hotpot was a man whose hands were stained with blood!
He had mercilessly taken other people's lives. Even if there were thousands of reasons, in Lin Huayin's sound three views, it was not understood!
But she understood!
She was afraid of his past, but she accepted his present!
She would try to forget Xiao Zheng's terrible past, to accept him now, and to welcome him in the future.
Why did she do that? Why did she not even want to show the most basic fear and uneasiness in front of Xiao Zheng?
She asked herself, such a man, is he someone she can coexist with?
The minute Xiao Zheng went to get the beer, she thought it through and agreed with him.
Yes. She was selfish. For herself, she had abandoned her morals and values for many years. Because Xiao Zheng's appearance filled the gap in her heart, she had a psychological dependence that was not very healthy. Once upon a time, she believed that her father could do anything for her, including murder and arson. But her father destroyed the family with his own hands for a woman. It also destroyed all the admiration she had for her father.
She became self-reliant and independent, but deep in her heart, there was a lack of dependence. A dependence that she enjoyed in her childhood.
Now, Xiao Zheng had given her this dependence. Even if it was dangerous, and even in the eyes of the rational Lin Huayin, she did not want to let go, nor did she intend to let go of Xiao Zheng.
In this world, how many people could commit murder and arson for her, become the target of public criticism, and become the sinner of all living beings? Xiao Zheng could, and he did so.
If a man could kill for you, even if he was condemned by the whole world, you would be willing to accept him and understand him. Even if the process was scary and dangerous — — there was no fear.
This was Lin Huayin's current state of mind, and it was also the reason why she tried not to let her reaction hurt Xiao Zheng. She minded that Xiao Zheng killed people, and even hated it. But she did not hate what Xiao Zheng did for her at all.
Selfish?
No one had ever thought that Lin Huayin should be so magnanimous as to care about the world. Who was not selfish? Which woman could distinguish between public and private interests?
She enjoyed this dependence, and even if she was afraid, she was willing to bear it.
She did not want to let Xiao Zheng go. Even if she was uneasy, she was not afraid of the challenge.
Who said that the man beside me, Lin Huayin, must be talented, have a good family background, and be a gentleman?
I wanted to find a sinful man who had been in the underworld and whose hands were stained with blood! He could offend the Han family for me, who could? He dared to kill for my sister, who dared to?
He has done much more than you have! Lin Chaotian!
The family accident when she was a child created Lin Huayin's seemingly healthy, but in fact, she was extreme and eccentric. In the past, she had the three views cultivated by society like all normal women. But at some point, the rebellion in her bones would turn her into a woman who wanted to do what others didn't dare to do. Perhaps it was this kind of character that created the present Lin Huayin, the iceberg goddess most admired and worshipped by Xin Ao.
Lin Huayin, whose mind was in chaos, did not know that ordinary contact did not make her have any impression on Xiao Zheng. Even if it was very likely that she was pregnant with Xiao Zheng's child, it could not change her firm character. On the contrary, after learning about Xiao Zheng's past and knowing that she killed people for Lin Xiaozhu, her emotions came out like a tide. Her emotions surged out like a tidal wave. She was both afraid of Xiao Zheng and unwilling to let him go.
But she did not know that love and hate were just a thought. Whether it was love or hate, the first thing to do was to put the other party in the heart.
Tonight, Lin Huayin finally opened her heart and quietly put the man who had no possibility with her in the heart.
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