As if to make his definition more convincing, Xiao Zheng expressionlessly lit another cigarette and said unhurriedly: "The night I killed Guo Jianglong, I used up the three knives I had prepared in advance. The first knife cut into the leg bone of one of his lackeys, but I couldn't pull it out in time. The second knife, because I used too much force, was cut off by me. The third knife, I directly stabbed into Guo Jianglong's heart. It made a big hole in his chest. Blood flowed all over the ground. "
Xiao Zheng slowly raised his head and looked at Lin Huayin, whose pupils contracted violently, and said: "This is my past."
Lin Huayin was completely stunned.
Her pupils flashed with countless colors, extremely chaotic.
Her hands held the glass of wine tightly, not daring to loosen even an inch. Her throat seemed to be convulsing, her stomach was in turmoil, her delicate body was oozing fine beads of sweat, and her breathing was disorderly and rapid.
She received a frank answer from Xiao Zheng, but she was not satisfied at all. At this moment, she would rather not have asked and Xiao Zheng did not answer.
Because Xiao Zheng's answer was not something she could accept at all!
She shakily raised the glass, wanting to take a sip of beer to moisten her throat and dry her bitter mouth. But when she hurriedly took a sip of beer, she sprayed it all out. She did not have a ladylike image, and it was not in line with her usual style of doing things.
Puff!
A mouthful of foamy beer sprayed onto Xiao Zheng's face, wet his hair, and extinguished his cigarette. The atmosphere was extremely depressing.
"I'm sorry — —" Lin Huayin never thought that she would do such an indecent act, and quickly apologized to Xiao Zheng. "I didn't mean it."
"I understand." Xiao Zheng wiped the water stains off his face and grinned. "This is just your normal reaction."
Lin Huayin's expression was complicated, and she was speechless.
Yes.
Sitting in front of her was a heinous murderer, an executioner whose hands were stained with blood. No matter how rich and calm she was, she was still a woman in an ordinary world. How could she maintain her composure in front of such a man?
At this moment, she was restless and her expression was different from usual. Her bright red lips were gently pursed as she tried hard to control her slightly stiff delicate body. She calmly asked, "You're good at studying, and you're also very outstanding as a soldier. You can even make a name for yourself in the underworld. Why do you want to ruin your future again and again? "
This time, it was Xiao Zheng's turn to be surprised.
He thought that Lin Huayin, like Lin Xiaozhu, would be afraid of what he had done, escape, or even condemn him. But she didn't. She only used an extremely serious attitude to ask him why he had to give up his great piety and give it up again and again.
Don't tell me you don't cherish what you have?
Xiao Zheng took a puff of his cigarette and said with a grave expression, "What is a future? What could he use to prove his future? Wealth? Status? Or, women? "
Xiao Zheng smiled and said casually, "Maybe I don't have much ambition. I have a full mouth to eat and a place to sleep, so I won't deliberately pursue more things. For me, money and status are far less tempting than a bowl of braised pork. Of course, if you think I've given up a better future and a better future, I won't agree. Because so far, I'm very satisfied with the state of my life. Maybe I've given up the opportunity to be a doctor or a lawyer, but I've experienced two years in the army. In the army, I've learned self-improvement, learned what is called courage, and also learned to take responsibility. Of course, I'm not sad that I was fired from the army on impulse. If I hadn't left the army, if I hadn't killed people, I wouldn't have gone across the sea to a completely unfamiliar city. I might have been lonely, but definitely not lonely — "
"If I had studied well, if I had worked hard in the army, if I had stayed overseas, if I hadn't returned to Pearl. How would I know you? Why would I live in your house? Why would I sit with you and eat hotpot? "
"Every decision I make, most people don't agree with it or oppose it. But why should I listen to other people's opinions and live a life I don't like? Why should I live according to other people's ideas? I don't think my life is very hard, and I don't think my life is very difficult. I enjoy every day now, because it makes me feel full and — satisfied. "
Lin Huayin listened silently and didn't say anything from beginning to end. The panic and uneasiness in her heart gradually subsided. She no longer avoided Xiao Zheng's eyes, even though her delicate body had a layer of cold sweat. She agreed with Xiao Zheng's statement and was surprised to find that Xiao Zheng's attitude towards life was too similar to hers.
She didn't care about anyone's opinion, and she was not willing to live according to anyone's plan. No one could change what she wanted to do and what she wanted to do. If she wanted to leave the Lin family, the whole world couldn't stop her. If she wanted to open a company and be a strong woman, no difficulties could beat her. This was her. The iceberg goddess of Xin Ao Company, Lin Huayin. A woman who was well-behaved on the outside, but rebellious to the extreme in her bones.
And Xiao Zheng, wasn't he a man like her?
The only difference was that he had killed someone, and she had not, and did not dare to.
"What was your first reaction after killing someone?" Lin Huayin asked boldly. There was a subtle brilliance in his eyes.
"Nausea, nausea, vomiting. Constantly washing my hands, constantly taking a bath, as if I was going to peel off my skin. "Xiao Zheng said lightly. "I also had a nightmare for a while."
"Tonight, did you kill someone for Lin Xiaozhu?" Lin Huayin finally asked this question.
She waited for a night, and she also brewed for a night.
She had guessed it. She guessed that Lin Xiaozhu's abnormality was because of Xiao Zheng.
Faced with this question, Xiao Zheng suddenly became silent, no longer as talkative and desperate as before.
"Did she tell you?" Xiao Zheng asked with a complicated expression.
"No." Lin Huayin shook her head lightly. "She just asked me a question."
"What's the question?" Xiao Zheng asked curiously.
"If you kill someone for me, what will I do?" Lin Huayin said simply.
"Did you answer?" There was a burning light in Xiao Zheng's eyes.
"Yes." Lin Huayin nodded.
"How did you answer?" Xiao Zheng asked.
Lin Huayin subconsciously paused, then raised her head and looked at Xiao Zheng with a calm face. "I told her that if you kill someone for me, I will not be afraid of you, nor will I escape from you. I will marry you and be your wife. You live, I live, you die, I die. "
For a moment, Xiao Zheng's heart seemed to be burning with a fierce fire, and his blood was boiling in an instant. In his calm eyes, there were hot tears flowing, and he couldn't control himself.
"You said, if I die, you die?" Xiao Zheng's voice was trembling, and he asked incredulously. As if his emotions had reached the peak, and he would collapse at any time.
"Yes." Lin Huayin nodded lightly.
"In the future, I will try my best to bear it. Once I lose my mind, the first thing I will think of is that you may be pregnant with my child. I will calm down and try my best to be a mature man. "Xiao Zheng was moved.
Lin Huayin's eyes flashed with a hint of smugness. But this smugness was a little abnormal, and a little perverted. A vicious murderer had turned over a new leaf under her guidance.
As a woman, wasn't this something to be proud of?
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