Between husband and wife, love is still the second, trust, honesty, is the fatal key to maintain the relationship between husband and wife. Lin Huayin confessed to Xiao Zheng and gave a sincere attitude. At this moment, when she asked Xiao Zheng what kind of expert or winner he had become, she must hope to get a satisfactory answer.
This is Lin Huayin's way of husband and wife. It is also the Achilles heel in her heart.
Why did the Lin family fall apart? Why did she hate it? It is because of the parents' insincerity. This point, Xiao Zheng is clear after the introduction of Lin Xiaozhu.
The hot pot is boiling, and the mutton thrown in has been cooked into pieces. Even if the air conditioning of the restaurant is turned on to the maximum, Xiao Zheng can't feel the slightest coolness. It seems that he is cooked by this pot of hot soup, and he is restless.
This is the first time that Lin Huayin has a serious chat with him, and it is the first time that she has asked him about his past. Xiao Zheng knows that with Lin Huayin's temper and family background, if he hides something, she will be disappointed with him and even despair.
But in Xiao Zheng's view, can saying it make the relationship between the two further?
Lin Xiaozhu's attitude and reaction have represented the psychology of all women living in the ordinary world. They can't accept the dark reality, and they will not have any interest in a man who is full of killing and whose hands are stained with blood.
To say or not to say?
Lin Huayin looks at him, and there is a color of expectation in her eyes. Xiao Zheng's eyes are somewhat evasive, and slowly fall on the boiling hot pot.
"The meat is cooked." Xiao Zheng picks up the spoon, scoops out the mutton in the pot, mixes it with sauce, and sends it all into his mouth.
Xiao Zheng's behavior arouses Lin Huayin's dissatisfaction, which makes her a little disappointed.
Is he avoiding?
He doesn't want to face his own questions?
Or, in his eyes, there are some things that I am not qualified to know?
No matter what the reason is, Lin Huayin can't accept it. If she is pregnant and has Xiao Zheng's child, they will become a legitimate husband and wife. Today, he could hide something from her, but what about in the future?
"Mr. Lin, based on your rich experience in reading people, what kind of person am I?" Xiao Zheng asked.
He remembered that this was the second time he had asked Lin Huayin the same question.
"I don't want to guess." Lin Huayin's tone was rather unfriendly. "I'm asking you because I want you to say it yourself."
"At least the question you asked me was, am I an expert or a winner?" Xiao Zheng lit a cigarette casually and looked at Lin Huayin with deep eyes. "At least it proves that you don't think I'm a loafer who does nothing all day."
Lin Huayin frowned slightly. She felt that Xiao Zheng's intelligence was definitely not below hers. He is always cynical, maybe he is just hiding something.
"I've been on the streets before. In other words, a loafer in people's eyes. "Xiao Zheng spat out a mouthful of thick smoke, his expression slightly solemn.
"I know," Lin Huayin said lightly. To her, Xiao Zheng's answer was purely perfunctory, and she was a little dissatisfied.
"I've liked to fight since I was young, and I'm not a very likable child. But I've always been good at my studies. If I hadn't dropped out in my third year of high school, I would be either a lawyer or a doctor now. "Xiao Zheng used an extremely calm tone to describe his past.
This time, Lin Huayin didn't continue the conversation. Instead, she listened in silence.
"The first time I got into a fight was because a group of hooligans came to the old dean to collect protection fees. The old dean gave me the money to pay for my tuition, but he didn't have any money to give to them, so he was beaten up by the group of hooligans. In a rage, I fought with them. "
"After that, I slowly developed the habit of using violence to solve problems. But it has been proven that most of the time, violence is the best way to solve problems, even if I will be punished for it. But as time went by, I also learned how to avoid risks and punishments, and accumulated a lot of experience. "
"Maybe you're curious why I dropped out in my third year of high school, even though my studies were excellent. It wasn't because I was expelled from school for fighting, and it wasn't because I was pushed aside. In fact, my opponents were never classmates or ordinary people. I only fought with people on the streets, and I rarely lost. I'm still very proud of this. "
"I dropped out because, in an accident, I witnessed the old dean picking up scraps in nearly 40 degrees Celsius in order to raise money for me to go to school. In other words, collecting scraps. This is a reality I can't accept. I'd rather not study than let the old dean do this for me. I don't deserve it. "
"Later, I dropped out of school and joined the army as a soldier for two years. During my time in the army, because of my outstanding performance, I was regarded as a key target for training by the military leaders. In the foreseeable future, as long as I didn't make a mistake, I might be able to get a position in the army and embark on the bright path of joining the army. However, it was a pity that I once again missed out on success. The reason was that I had crippled a second-generation soldier. Because of this, the other party spared no expense and kicked me out of the army. "
Listening to Xiao Zheng's description of the past, Lin Huayin found that the information collected by the private detective was too little. It was just a skeleton, and tonight, Xiao Zheng filled this skeleton with flesh and blood, making his past fuller and richer in front of her.
"After being kicked out of the army, I returned to Mingzhu. But I was too ashamed to go back to see the dean. So, I hung out with my friends on the streets for a few months. During those months, the frequency of my fights increased. Compared to when I was in school, it increased exponentially. And because I slowly made a name for myself in Mingzhu, my opponents became stronger and stronger. "
"To be frank, if I could use a little bit of my brain to mingle in the streets, maybe the current me wouldn't be a security guard in Xin Ao, but a well-known leader. Even if I don't have a thousand or eight hundred, I would have at least a hundred or eighty underlings. But once again, because I did one thing, I lost it all. "
"What thing?" Lin Huayin asked hesitantly.
"I killed someone." Xiao Zheng said straightforwardly, without any pretense.
Lin Huayin was stunned. Her snow-white, jade-like face was filled with deep shock.
Killed someone?
He killed someone before?
Did he really kill someone before?
"Speaking of which, this was also my first time killing someone. But I wasn't afraid, because I felt that I was doing something meaningful. The other party was a fierce boss on Mingzhu Road. He had hundreds of underlings who made a living with him. My brothers and I had many conflicts with him, and because he held a grudge, he plotted to kill one of my brothers. Because of this, I was so angry that I used a watermelon knife to chop him to death on the street. Speaking of which, the year I killed someone was exactly one year before you returned to Mingzhu. Otherwise, you would have heard of this matter. "
"After that, I went abroad, smuggled, and took a month's boat to the United States. That was the beginning of a five-year fugitive. "
"In my life, I have never won, so the winner is definitely not me. But since you asked, I will try to find a word to describe myself. "
Xiao Zheng thought for a moment, and blurted out, "I am an expert, an expert in killing."
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