However, Situ Lan was still worried about Luo Tianyun. She was still so concerned about him and worried about him. Ma Yingjie had an indescribable feeling. He didn't know how long this feeling would last. He didn't know whether it was right or wrong for him to fall into this kind of life, and he didn't know how long it would take for him to return to this kind of misplaced life. If the officialdom was the biggest magnetic field that he had been pursuing and if the officialdom was the place that he thought could best realize his ideals and ambitions, then this kind of misplaced and entanglement made Ma Yingjie doubt whether his ideals and ambitions were right or not, and whether he needed to re-examine and re-design it.
At this time, Ma Yingjie was very complicated. This kind of complexity was from the inside to the outside, and it was also a kind of complexity that he couldn't face directly. Although Luo Tianyun's power touched him a lot, he found that his feelings for Situ Lan were getting more and more complicated. Sometimes, the communication between men was just a few words in a moment, and it could become the most long-term partners and allies in the officialdom. But what about him and Situ Lan? He wasn't her love, and she wasn't his love. However, at this time, Ma Yingjie would still feel heartache and sorrow for this kind of thing that wasn't love. He didn't understand what was wrong with him. His boss could love Luan Xiaoxue so strongly, but what about him? Would he be so strong to love another woman?
Compared with Luan Xiaoxue, Situ Lan was such a failure. This was Ma Yingjie's sorrow at this moment. Besides the sadness of the dead baby, it was also a kind of lingering fear for Situ Lan's persistence.
When Ma Yingjie was about to return to Luan Xiaoxue's room with the phone, his phone rang again. It was Situ Lan. It seemed that she had been calling Ma Yingjie and worrying about Luo Tianyun.
"How is he?" Situ Lan's voice was still very anxious, but the more she acted like this, the more Ma Yingjie felt a pain that he couldn't get rid of, and the pain was getting clearer and more concrete.
"It's fine now. Sister Lan, you don't have to worry. Boss will go back to Wu Du tomorrow to deal with some matters. Once he returns to Wu Du, he'll be busy again. His pain will lessen in the midst of busy work, so you don't have to worry about him. "Ma Yingjie tried to make his tone full of concern and comfort.
As soon as Ma Yingjie finished speaking, Situ Lan, who was on the other end of the phone, got angry. She said angrily, "Why am I not worried about him? He's the only family I have now. But when he got home, he ignored everyone. He closed the door and didn't say anything. He didn't even eat. I called him several times, but he ignored me. Secretary Sun called him, but he ignored him. Auntie Liu went to call him, but he ignored her. Who was he putting on this face for? It was as if he was the most heartbroken and hurt person in the world. I'm an orphan now, and I'm also in grief. I also need someone to comfort me, care for me, warmth, and a shoulder to lean on. But not only can I not get all of this, I still have to worry about him, be afraid, have to look at his face, and have to endure the existence of that wild girl. Isn't it just a child who died? She's still so young, and she has plenty of opportunities to have children in the future. Is it as if the sky is falling? Is it as if all of us are going to fall into hell and live a dark and unlucky life? I don't want to worry, but he's right in front of my eyes. He just has to magnify his pain to the whole house. I'm so depressed now. I can't stand this kind of life, and I don't want to suffer it. You even told me not to worry about him, but do you think I want to worry about him? Do you think I want to live like this? Do you think I'm really that cheap? In your eyes, am I a woman that you can trample on as you please? You're protecting a wild girl who's nothing, but have you ever thought about my feelings? Have you ever cared about my feelings at all? "
Situ Lan's voice was obviously very loud, and Ma Yingjie could feel the vibration in his ear. Ma Yingjie switched the phone to his other ear, and was about to speak when he heard Luo Tianyun's voice, "Are you really going to make such a big move? I'll leave tomorrow. Stop fooling around. "
Ma Yingjie immediately understood that Situ Lan was doing it on purpose. She was purposely provoking Luo Tianyun. And she was making this call from near Luo Tianyun. Ma Yingjie found that Situ Lan was getting more and more unbelievable. What was she trying to do? Didn't she say that marrying Luo Tianyun was just to fulfill her father's last wish? Didn't she already recognize and accept Luo Tianyun and Luan Xiaoxue from the bottom of her heart? Why did she have such a big reaction? It seemed that Ma Yingjie really didn't understand women, especially women like Situ Lan.
"Sister Lan," Ma Yingjie called, but there was no sound. He knew that Situ Lan had hung up the phone. Or she had achieved her goal, and now she was talking to the boss, or quarreling?
Ma Yingjie sighed and put away the phone. He didn't know why, but his heart was heavy. Situ Lan's inexplicable feeling seemed to hit him more and more strongly. But this kind of hit was so unreasonable and unreasonable. Although what Situ Lan said was not pleasant to hear, from her point of view, where was she wrong? Luan Xiaoxue was still young, and Luan Xiaoxue had a high chance of having another child. And what about her? She couldn't be a mother in this life, and she had no relatives except Luo Tianyun at present. Even Luo Tianyun was a relative who had no blood relationship with her. This kind of feeling was probably not something that Ma Yingjie could imagine and understand. But, hadn't Situ Lan straightened out these things a long time ago? Why couldn't she accept it when Luo Tianyun was so sad?
Ma Yingjie really didn't understand what was wrong with Situ Lan. Did she really think that she was the boss's wife? Did she really think that she was the boss's wife?
Once the idea of being a wife was formed, it wasn't something that he could stop or even change. Although he could give her the impulse of youth, although he could give her a very fresh physical stimulation, give her a lot of trust and attachment, these things were like desserts after a meal. No matter how much you liked these desserts, they couldn't replace the existence of the meal after all.
How many women were willing to give up the role of a wife? Even Luan Xiaoxue, didn't she dream of becoming the boss's wife? Becoming his legitimate lover?
Ma Yingjie really had an indescribable feeling of fear again.
No matter how many emotions Ma Yingjie had, how many kinds of complexity and helplessness he had because of being involved in this wrong life, he still had to face the real problem. He still had to open the door of the room where Luan Xiaoxue lived, and he still had to face Luan Xiaoxue after facing Situ Lan. These two women were women that he couldn't tell clearly about his feelings for. Hurting either of them was the most intolerable thing to him.
Luan Xiaoxue leaned against the bedside, obviously still waiting for Ma Yingjie. Ma Yingjie was a little embarrassed. He smiled at Luan Xiaoxue and said, "I'm really sorry that I called too many times."
But Luan Xiaoxue didn't look at Ma Yingjie, but let out a long sigh. Ma Yingjie's heart tightened again. He stared at Luan Xiaoxue. Luan Xiaoxue's eyes were still so clear, as if nothing had happened. But there was a layer of sadness on her face, which made Ma Yingjie's heart ache a little as if it was cut by something.
Did Luan Xiaoxue know something? Or did Luan Xiaoxue eavesdrop on the phone?
Ma Yingjie became nervous. He took two steps closer to Luan Xiaoxue and asked, "What do you want to eat?"
"Ma Yingjie, he hasn't called me yet. Did he really abandon the girl?" Luan Xiaoxue suddenly said. Although she didn't look at Ma Yingjie, Ma Yingjie had been looking at Luan Xiaoxue. Ma Yingjie's nervous heart was relieved. He didn't expect that Luan Xiaoxue would care so much about the boss's attitude. She was afraid that she would make the boss unhappy if she gave birth to a girl, and she had been struggling with this problem. Facing such an innocent Luan Xiaoxue, he still felt very sad.
"Luan Xiaoxue, don't think too much, okay? The boss is really too busy. And Luan Xiaoxue, let me tell you, the old man passed away the day before yesterday. We went to Beijing together to deal with the old man's funeral. You have to understand the boss. He's in a bad mood now. It's not that he doesn't care about you, but there are too many things to do. He said that he would come to see you in a few days, "Ma Yingjie tried hard to comfort Luan Xiaoxue. He tried hard to make Luan Xiaoxue not worry about Luo Tianyun.
But when Luan Xiaoxue heard that the old man passed away, she became especially nervous. She seemed to be talking to Ma Yingjie, but also seemed to be muttering to herself, "Is he too sad? Does he not know how to take care of himself? "
Ma Yingjie looked at Luan Xiaoxue. Luan Xiaoxue's complexion was already recovering. And with such good medical conditions, for the young Luan Xiaoxue, her body would recover very quickly, very quickly. But what about the recovery of her heart? And this silly girl was still so concerned about the Luo Tianyun that she couldn't care about, the Luo Tianyun that she couldn't imagine, and the Luo Tianyun that she couldn't walk into the deepest part of her heart.
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