Ma Yingjie didn't know how he flew back to Jiangnan. The car he left at the airport had already been driven back to Qin County by Xiao Zhou. He took a taxi to the hospital. When he was about to reach the hospital, he received a call from Li Wei. Li Wei said, "Secretary Ma, have you arrived?"
"Doctor Li, I'm almost there. I'll call you when I arrive, "Ma Yingjie replied. He didn't know what he was feeling at the moment.
"Secretary Ma, I've already asked the hospital to block the news. I'm afraid that Sir can't take it, so I haven't told him about the child's accident. So, don't tell him for the time being. Just say that the child has a small problem and is receiving treatment, so the mother can't see the child for the time being. It'll be fine. I'm just worried that Sir can't take this blow. " Li Wei was very concerned about Ma Yingjie over the phone. Ma Yingjie was very grateful and thanked Li Wei repeatedly over the phone.
The taxi drove Ma Yingjie to the hospital. Ma Yingjie called Li Wei. Li Wei was still waiting for Ma Yingjie at the entrance of the hospital. As soon as Ma Yingjie saw Li Wei, Li Wei came up to him. He held Ma Yingjie's hand in pain and said, "Secretary Ma, I'm sorry."
The more Li Wei acted like this, the more Ma Yingjie felt that he had no reason to question Li Wei. He quickly said, "Doctor Li, thank you."
Li Wei then led Ma Yingjie to the scale room. Ma Yingjie wanted to go to the scale room again. This road was very painful, and this time, it was even more painful than seeing the old man. It had been almost a year. How much hope had been placed on this child, but now he had to see her off. He was only going to see her for the last time. And she couldn't even see her own mother and father. What a poor child. She left her father and mother after she was born. She didn't even let her mother and father see each other for the last time. For Ma Yingjie, this feeling was so complicated that it wasn't pain or bitterness. It was a feeling that he really couldn't describe. He couldn't even use words to describe it. He even wondered if this was officialdom. Was this the officialdom that he had worked so hard for? A place where he couldn't even see his own flesh and blood, a place where he couldn't even recognize his own flesh and blood. Was this the career he had always been pursuing? Was this the place where he had given up all thoughts and worked hard to ascend?
Ma Yingjie felt complicated at this moment. On the way to the morgue, although it was not a long journey and Dr. Li Wei had been leading the way, he still felt that this was the most difficult, bumpy, and helpless part of his journey.
The mortuary was at last, and the child, the poor child was alone in the scales. Li Wei didn't go in. Instead, he said to Ma Yingjie, "Go take a look at the child."
Ma Yingjie glanced at Li Wei gratefully, but his footsteps were infinitely heavy. He didn't know how he walked in, and he didn't even know what his eyes were looking at. He only felt that the huge morgue was filled with a small body. It was as if the whole place was filled with the body of this little girl. She was so small, so small, so small that in Ma Ying Jie's eyes, she was almost negligible. However, Ma Yingjie clearly felt that his eyes, his heart, and even the whole mortuary was full of the child. It was the child's huge soul and the child's silent and helpless cry. Why? Why?
Ma Yingjie seemed to hear the cry from the whole mortuary, and this cry seemed to be completely engraved in the tip of his heart. This kind of unforgettable feeling was the most powerful force in Ma Yingjie's world at this time, and it was also the most sorrowful force. He had never felt pain before, and he had never felt injuries before. There was a shadow that he never dared to confirm. At this moment, at this moment, it was infinitely magnified and extended infinitely …
Ma Yingjie didn't know how he walked out of the mortuary. The poor baby girl was killed by Doctor Li before her parents could see her for the last time. Throughout the whole process, Ma Yingjie didn't say a word. He really couldn't find anything to say, and he really didn't know how to say it. He didn't know who was sorry for the dead baby girl. Was it himself or the boss? No matter which one it was, he was responsible. He was the one who directed the song of the child's ascension from the beginning to the end, but in the end, it was like drawing water with a bamboo basket. What he thought most at this time was that he was sorry for the child, and he was even more sorry for Luan Xiaoxue. Luan Xiaoxue originally had her own life, her own track, but she was forcibly pulled into this magnetic field of theirs and fixed in this place by him. The child became all of Luan Xiaoxue's hope and future, and the child also became the reason and pillar for her to stick to her love. Now, the child was suddenly gone. What about Luan Xiaoxue's hope and future?
Ma Yingjie's heart was in a mess. Pain? Worry? Sadness and his inability to face himself all poured into his heart, into his life, and even into his blood. He felt that his whole body was immersed in a kind of misty thing. This kind of misty thing was like a thick fog, but also like a complicated Eight Trigrams. He couldn't see the road ahead clearly, and he couldn't find where the exit was.
Ma Yingjie didn't know how he walked into the room where Luan Xiaoxue lived. As soon as he entered the room, Luan Xiaoxue leaned against the headboard. Seeing that Ma Yingjie had come, she said excitedly, "Ma Yingjie, the child has finally been born successfully. The doctor said that everything went well. However, I was under general anesthesia at the time, and I haven't seen the child yet. The doctor said that the child has a little problem, and mother and child can't be in the same room for the time being. Can you go and see the child? By the way, are you done with your business? "
Ma Yingjie tried hard to suppress the sadness in his heart, and replaced it with a smile, but he felt that his heart was bleeding. Why did everything suddenly become so tragic? He didn't know how deeply the boss was hurt, but he couldn't come to see the child, and he couldn't come to see Luan Xiaoxue. And Luan Xiaoxue, this silly girl, was actually looking at him so blissfully.
"Yes. This time, you should be relieved. Rest in peace for a few days. " The smile on Ma Yingjie's face was very unpleasant, but other than facing Luan Xiaoxue like this, what else could he do?
"But, why did the mother and child have to be separated? Doctor Li said that the child has a little problem, and currently has to be taken care of by the hospital. But, I'm still very worried about the child. Doctor Li said it was a girl, and I was also a little disappointed. I thought it was a boy. Look at the clothes I prepared, they are all for boys. I don't know if he will dislike girls. Does he know about the child? Is there a big problem with the child? I really want to call you, and I also want to call him, but I feel that something big must have happened in Beijing, so I don't dare to disturb you. I didn't expect that you would come. Can you quickly help me see the child? "The expression on Luan Xiaoxue's face at this time was still worried about the child and the expectation for the boss. Yes, she had just given birth to a child. Which woman didn't want the person beside her to be the man she loved? Which woman didn't want the family of three to be together in a house? But now, this family of three was in different places. When Ma Yingjie thought of this, he felt sad for them. Compared to Luan Xiaoxue and the boss, he already had a lot, a lot. His child was growing up healthily. Although his wife no longer belonged to him, he loved Sisi, and he still had Situ Lan to help him. In the future, he would still have a wife and a life that belonged to him. But, would there be a future for Luan Xiaoxue and the boss?
When this question popped up, Ma Yingjie was shocked. If the two of them didn't have a child involved, would they still love each other?
Ma Yingjie forced himself not to think about this. He forced himself to be happy in front of Luan Xiaoxue. At least for now, he couldn't let Luan Xiaoxue see any problems. So he quickly pretended to be very passionate, looked at Luan Xiaoxue and said, "There's no big problem with the child. I just went to see her. She's a very beautiful and cute little girl. In a few days, the child will come back to your side. The boss knows about the child and he's very happy, but he still has things to do in Beijing, so he can't see you for a while. He asked me to tell you to have a good rest, don't worry about the child, and don't think too much. "
Ma Yingjie said a lot of words. He tried his best to comfort Luan Xiaoxue, but he felt that when he said these words, his heart was very stifled. It was a huge lie, but at this moment, he was powerlessly promising it. He did not know what kind of pain Luan Xiaoxue would feel when she found out that her child was no longer in this world. He did not even dare to imagine whether Luan Xiaoxue, who had lost her child, would be able to withstand such a blow.
Luan Xiaoxue looked at Ma Yingjie and felt that it was a little strange. Ma Yingjie wasn't like what she had imagined, nor was he as excited and happy as she had imagined. Was it because the child wasn't his? Or was it because the child was a girl, far away from Ma Yingjie's extravagant hopes, so he was so indifferent?
When Luan Xiaoxue thought about this, her heart still sank. Even Ma Yingjie was a little disgusted. If it was a girl, he would definitely be disgusted too. He didn't even call. Was he also thinking that it was because it was a girl?
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