Wang Xiaodan covered her face and cried bitterly. Her narrow shoulders trembled so weakly, so pitifully.
At this moment, Ma Yingjie didn't know what he was feeling. He had hurt her, and he had hurt her very, very badly. He actually felt his mouth go dry. In fact, the Wang Xiaodan in front of him was really too beautiful. She was so beautiful that he didn't dare to lay his hands on her, so beautiful that he couldn't touch her.
Wang Xiaodan's beautiful face was so dainty, and her figure so graceful.
It would be a lie to say that Ma Yingjie wasn't tempted at this moment. However, he still had a basic level of sobriety. No, absolutely not. That was a beautiful thing. The more he wanted to destroy her so crudely, the more he couldn't. She was still a girl. She still had to get married and live her life. He couldn't give her a future. He couldn't take her.
Only then did Ma Yingjie say to her gently and in a low voice, "Xiaodan, don't be like this. You're too beautiful, too clean, and you're still young. Don't ruin your body like this. Because, I, I can't give you a family or a future. "
However, what Ma Yingjie didn't expect was that Wang Xiaodan would immediately hug him. She hugged him. Her naked chest was in his embrace, and her head was on Ma Yingjie's shoulder. Ma Yingjie heard Wang Xiaodan cry again.
He immediately reached out to pat Wang Xiaodan's back. As he patted, he said, "Don't be like this, Xiaodan. Don't cry. It's my fault. I'm not worthy of you. Really, I'm not worthy of you. We, we met too late, too late. You and I, you and I, can only pass each other by. We don't have a point of contact. Rumors and slanders will kill us. Do you understand? This kind of rumor will make you unable to lift your head for the rest of your life. Little Dan, you're a good girl, and you're a good leader, but I, I'm too, too inhumane. I'm the dirty one, I'm not qualified enough to occupy you. Really, Little Dan, I'm not qualified enough. "
Ma Yingjie fell to the edge of the bed, holding his head in pain. Yes, he couldn't hurt Wang Xiaodan. It was him. He had given her the wrong information. He shouldn't have said those words. Those damned words had been heard by her.
Ma Yingjie found that she was not normal anymore. She was almost paranoid and even crazy. And he could totally believe that she must have had this idea for a long time. Since she was in Beijing, she had this idea, and she had been looking for one opportunity after another. She wasn't like that on the outside. Her heart was fiery and passionate.
Wang Xiaodan's eyes flashed with gloom, anger, and disappointment. Her tears kept falling. Why? Why didn't he want her? She couldn't understand.
Ma Yingjie said again, "Little Dan, go put on your clothes. Let's talk. How can I talk to you like this? Little Dan, I don't know what happened to you. I don't know what's going on in your heart. Why would you have such a strange idea? So, Little Dan, there must be something wrong with your thoughts. After you put on your clothes, if you trust me, tell me what's bothering you, okay? I'll be your most trusted friend, if you're willing. Otherwise, I'll have to leave the hotel. I can't occupy you for no reason. "
Wang Xiaodan hesitated for a moment, then looked at Ma Yingjie and said, "Then wait for me. I'll tell you. I'll tell you everything." Ma Yingjie nodded at Wang Xiaodan.
Wang Xiaodan immediately picked up her clothes from the bed and went to the washroom. Ma Yingjie couldn't help but look at her back. He saw more of her fair and beautiful calves that were exposed outside her nightgown. Ma Yingjie couldn't help but sigh in his heart. Why can't I have this girl? Why did I let her go so nobly?
Ma Yingjie wondered if he had taken the wrong medicine that night.
After a while, Wang Xiaodan came out of the washroom. She was already dressed neatly, and her long hair was tied up. She looked very energetic and healthy.
At this time, Ma Yingjie felt that Wang Xiaodan was even more beautiful after she put on her clothes. At least, it was the way he liked to see her.
Wang Xiaodan stood motionless outside the washroom, looking very shy. Her face was red, and her eyes were full of shyness. Ma Yingjie felt very strange in his heart. This girl was really strange. She was very generous when she took off her clothes, but now she was shy after putting them on.
Ma Yingjie sat on the sofa in the room. Looking at Wang Xiaodan's shy appearance, Ma Yingjie secretly felt a little funny, but at the same time, he had a lingering feeling of fear. He pointed to the other sofa next to Cha Ji and said, "Xiaodan, come and sit here."
Wang Xiaodan walked over and sat down. As she walked over, she didn't dare to look at Ma Yingjie. She sat down, lowered her head, and was still shy. When Ma Yingjie looked at her, he found that her face was red to the back of her ears and neck.
Ma Yingjie coughed twice because he suddenly felt a kind of awkwardness, and immediately said, "Xiaodan, don't worry. If you have something to say, just tell me. I'll be your best friend."
Wang Xiaodan didn't say anything, but she lowered her head even more.
Ma Yingjie continued to say, "Xiaodan, I think we should have a good talk. Because I found that your mind is a little confused, and I don't know why it is like this. So, Xiaodan, I really want to know, do you understand? I really want to know, why do you feel like this? You're not a dirty woman, you're not, and you'll never be this kind of woman. "
But Wang Xiaodan still didn't say anything.
Ma Yingjie already felt incomparably depressed, and suddenly had a feeling of emptiness.
At this time, Ma Yingjie's gaze fell on Wang Xiaodan's face. That face was still so clean, still like Luan Xiaoxue, untainted by dust. But, but, wasn't that fiery naked body in front of him the woman in front of him?
In that instant, Ma Yingjie was a little confused. He was waiting, waiting for Wang Xiaodan to tell her story, waiting for Wang Xiaodan to give him an explanation. Yes, on a night like this, he wanted to hear Wang Xiaodan's story.
But Wang Xiaodan was so quiet, and the expression on her face was so calm that Ma Yingjie wondered if what had just happened was an illusion, a dream?
"I'm a woman who returned from the line of death. I've even sworn to take revenge on all men, to use the illusion of my appearance to take revenge on all men who approach or want to possess me. I used to think that my life was like this. People have two kinds of instincts: the instinct to live and the instinct to die. The former refers to all the instincts that make life continue and move towards a better direction. The latter refers to all the instincts that destroy and destroy life, which are divided into external and internal parts. The external ones are like aggression, hatred, war, etc. The internal ones are like self-blame, guilt, suicide, etc. Only human beings have the instinct to die. Under normal circumstances, the instinct to die is in the subconscious, but when a person's psychological state is unbalanced, the instinct to die will emerge, and even become very intense.
？ Ma Yingjie, these are all things I realized after I climbed back from the line of death. I realized the meaning and value of life to me, although when a person has the desire to destroy himself, he or she will be unable to resist and have suicidal behavior. Or, this person will become a victim of abuse, and then feel the pain of his or her body alone. Of course, this person may also direct all the direction of his or her destruction to the outside world, thus becoming an aggressive or sadistic person, or even a murderer. At that time, I thought that I had to become a murderer, murdering all the men who had thoughts of possessing me, murdering all the men who had designs on me. I hate men.
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