Liu Lihai was stunned for a long time, but in such a situation, he had to speak, so he had to say, "Sister, Xiaomu has returned to Jiangnan, and she is pregnant."
"Oh?" Leng Hongyan's "oh" seemed to be very long, and the feelings that she and Liu Lihai had just risen were suddenly dragged back to reality. Whether she admitted it or not, Sun Xiaomu really existed, and she was Liu Lihai's real girlfriend. Even if she was now the daughter-in-law of the Liu family, it was more real, more concrete, and even more possible than the feelings between her and the Little Fool.
Besides, Sun Xiaomu had no other man except for the seed of the Liu family. Except for Liu Lihai, her body was still clean. In addition to Liu Lihai, Leng Hongyan also had Song Lihai and Old Master Ji. Her body did not simply belong to Liu Lihai, so in any case, there was no way for her to compete with Sun Xiaomu.
Sometimes women were so strange. They always wanted to leave a body that belonged only to the man they loved, even though it had no meaning or value. But for the women in love, they all want to keep their bodies clean like this for the man they love.
In this regard, Leng Hongyan always felt that she was far less pure than Sun Xiaomu, and far less important in Liu Lihai's heart.
Seeing that Leng Hongyan was a little unhappy, Liu Lihai hurriedly said, "She has a child now, and she doesn't talk to me much. I just asked her if there were any changes in Jiangnan after she was pregnant with the child of the Liu family. That's what she said. After that, we separated, and we parted on bad terms. "
"I see. I'll think about it and see how to deal with it." Leng Hongyan didn't want to talk about Sun Xiaomu, especially at this time. She didn't want to know the existence of Sun Xiaomu, and that she existed in Jiangnan Province, so close to the Little Fool.
"Yes." Liu Lihai replied, "Sister, you must recuperate well. Some things cannot be rushed."
"Got it. I'm hanging up. "After saying that, Leng Hongyan hung up the phone.
Liu Lihai knew that his Sister Leng was a little unhappy. Of course, how many women were willing to accept another woman in their relationship? No matter how generous a woman was. However, he would rather say Sun Xiaomu than Liu Liu. In such an important situation, as long as he mentions Liu Liu, Leng Hongyan will be able to guess that they have an unusual relationship. She will definitely feel worse than knowing the existence of Sun Xiaomu.
After Liu Lihai moved Sun Xiaomu, he felt sorry for her. He wanted to write some more emails to Sun Xiaomu. When he was about to write, Sun Xiaomu's reply popped up.
In the email, Sun Xiaomu said, "Lihai, when I received your email, I kept looking at it. Although I know all those words, although I know all your feelings. But, I still, still wrote these words.
When I was sending you the email, I listened to the 《Love Song of the West Sea》 for a long time. I was crying all the time. I know I can't cry like this in my current situation. But just as the song says, "Since you left, I lost my gentleness/Remember you promised me/You won't let me find you/But you followed the migratory bird to the south/Flew so far/Love is like a kite with a broken string/Can't hold on to the promise you made/Love can't continue our love/Can't go back to our past.
Lihai, when I listened to this song, I cried a lot. I know that after today, I will start to be strong and independent again, and I have to be strong and independent.
You and I have come this far, and it is no longer a question of who is right and who is wrong. For me, you carry too many things. You are a person that I can't rely on, but I just want to rely on you. You can't imagine how much I want to rely on you.
Unfortunately, Lihai, you can't give me this kind of dependence. Just like I can't share the things you carry, and I can't understand your obsession with officialdom. So, Lihai, no matter what our ending is, don't blame me, don't blame me, okay?
I have always wanted to throw caution to the wind and run to you, but I have never had such courage and determination. Moreover, I know that the more I invest, the more sentimental I will suffer. So, I dare not abandon everything and elope with you. Of course, you can't elope with me.
Lihai, your heart is in officialdom. I can't change you about this. This is also my real pain. You can't even watch a movie with me. You can't even accompany me to see the city of Beijing. Other than you being constantly busy, your lifestyle can't give me what I want.
On this point, you are different from the young master of the Liu family. As long as I want, he can take me around the world to play, and I can follow him anywhere with peace of mind. But you can't. You are not willing to spend time with me. You have too many things to do. So, Lihai, when you and I have to live for others, I have to stop all emotions.
Lihai, I can't hurt you, although I know I can't hurt you. But I really don't want to hurt you, so after crying, I let myself let go, let go. When I went to the Lama Temple to offer incense, I said this to myself again and again. When I stood alone on the Beijing Overpass in the cold wind, I said the same when I looked at the cars coming and going. When I listened to the West Sea Love Song alone, I said the same.
Lihai, when I left you a message, I kept crying. I was very clear that after crying, I should really let go. So, Lihai, I am sorry. I really can't take it anymore. I am afraid of the huge failure and loss after taking it.
This morning, when my mother called me to eat breakfast, she saw that my eyes were swollen and asked me what was wrong. I said I drank too much water last night. Sometimes when I drink too much water, my eyes become swollen easily. I can only use this reason to deceive my mother, and I can only use this reason to deceive myself.
Lihai, letting go of you is really, really painful. I have never let myself cry like this, and I have never felt that I can't love a man so much. This kind of frustration, I think you can understand. But this kind of frustration is too scary for me.
Lihai, I always have a huge sense of not knowing what to do with you. Because I can't give you what you want, I can't share the pressure that you bear. I still have to rely on you, I have to long for you to accompany me, and I also have to count on you to love me, spoil me, and tolerate me.
When I realized this, do you know how much my heart hurt? This morning, for the whole morning, I told myself that I can't look for you anymore. In the end, I couldn't help but write you an email. Sometimes, I think, if I had a lot of money or a lot of power now, I could share everything for you. Then, I would tell you not to work while you're injured. You don't have to risk your life time and time again.
But, Lihai, I don't have this ability. When you are working with an illness, I am still counting on you to accompany me to the movies, to accompany me to travel around Beijing, to accompany me to travel around the world, and to have a look.
It's just that, when all this is so realistic in front of me, I am really hit. I am now the child's mother, and I am also someone who wants to be a mother. No matter what you think of me, I will raise the child well and create everything for him. Let him or her live the life he or she wants. Let him or her not follow the same path as me and you.
Lihai, when I don't have the ability, I can't rely on you, I can't even get close to you. The things you need to bear have already made it very difficult for you to love a woman seriously. It's very difficult to have the time and energy to take a woman on a romantic trip.
Lihai, no matter what, I will always, always feel sorry for you.
For some reason, when Liu Lihai looked at Sun Xiaomu's email, he actually burst into tears. He said that a good man doesn't easily shed tears, and that a good man should swallow his tears. But he didn't do it, and he still let the tears roll down.
Sun Xiaomu still hit Liu Lihai's softest spot. Yes, the pain of loving but not being able to love, was actually placed in front of him. Yes, it was easy for him, a small reporter who came from a grassroots background, to climb to this point. Did he dare to abandon all this? If he really eloped with Sun Xiaomu, how would he support her?
The reality was a huge problem. No matter how Liu Lihai thought about it, such a problem was lying in front of him. He didn't have the ability, at least not now.
The situation in Jiangnan became so tense, but at this time, Sun Xiaomu came back. The love between a man and a woman was once again shown in front of Liu Lihai. Moreover, it was a lover with another man's seed, who hit him with such an email, which also made him extremely depressed and annoyed.
Liu Lihai didn't want to think about emotional things, because there was no right or wrong in emotions. He could only blame himself for being too incompetent, unable to give Sun Xiaomu everything he wanted, and unable to satisfy everything Secretary General Meng wanted.
Thinking of this, Liu Lihai clenched his fists tightly. He couldn't admit defeat, and he was unwilling to admit defeat.
Liu Lihai replied to Sun Xiaomu,
Xiao Mu, believe me, one day, I will marry you in a dignified manner. Believe me, one day, it will be like this. I want to change everything, I have to change everything.
Xiaomu, I can understand that you want to build a future for your child. But Xiaomu, you must also take care of your health. I can't give you anything now, but this doesn't mean that I can't give you anything in the future. And you and I will definitely have a child that belongs to us, I believe! Xiaomu, you have to believe me, okay? Give me time, I will prove it to you.
Xiaomu, I want you to be happy, happy! I don't want you to cry anymore, and you can't cry anymore.
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