When Liu Lihai saw that Sun Xiaomu was crying out of anger, he had no choice but to suppress all his surging emotions and quickly said to Sun Xiaomu, "I'm sorry, Xiaomu, I'm sorry. I, I was in a hurry, wasn't I? And I just can't get used to you being like this. I don't have any bad intentions, Xiaomu, believe me. "
As soon as Liu Lihai finished speaking, Liu Liu came down from upstairs. When she saw Sun Xiaomu crying, she scolded Liu Lihai, "Don't you know that she can't be angry or wronged now? You're not young anymore. Can't you be more tolerant and considerate towards a woman who's pregnant? I asked you to talk to Xiaomu, but you made Xiaomu unhappy again and again. "
Only then did Liu Lihai realize that Liu Liu had actually been watching him and Sun Xiaomu from not far away. This feeling made him instantly uncomfortable. He stood up abruptly, scaring Liu Liu into rushing in front of him and asking nervously, "What are you going to do?"
"I'm going out for a walk." After Liu Lihai said that, he pushed Liu Liu away and walked straight out of the living room. Liu Liu didn't call him, and neither did Sun Xiaomu. They let Liu Lihai walk out of the living room alone.
As soon as Liu Lihai left, Liu Liu comforted Sun Xiaomu and said, "You didn't take it to heart. His injury hasn't healed yet, and Guo Baoxin called him. I guess he's really anxious."
"Sister Liu, send me back. Maybe it's not appropriate for me to speak. Leng Leng will talk to him again. There's no way to talk today. Besides, regarding the highway, I must get the controlling stake, "Sun Xiaomu said firmly.
"Then I'll send you home." As Liu Liu said that, she wanted to walk out and get her car. However, Sun Xiaomu said, "Just let the chauffeur drive me. You should go and accompany him. He definitely won't be able to accept my current state."
"Okay, I'll ask the driver to send you back." With that, Liu Liu ordered the driver to drive Sun Xiaomu back.
As soon as she got home, Sun Xiaomu wrote an email to Liu Lihai. She cried as she wrote, and it took her several hours to write the email. When Liu Lihai received the email, it was already night time. When his phone notified him that there was an email, he was stunned for a moment, but when he saw that it was from Sun Xiaomu, he quickly went online and opened the email:
Lihai, I really want to sleep, I really want to sleep. But, but I didn't sleep. I couldn't sleep either. I'm crying as I write this.
When I left Liu Ruying's house, I wanted to cry. I went to see you with great anticipation, with great longing to see you, but in the end, in the end, we parted on bad terms.
Lihai, in your impression, I've always been that black-haired, fluttering me. You can't accept that I've become like this, and you can't accept that I'm with Liu Ruying. That's right, there are no eternal friends in life, only eternal interests. For the sake of interests, I even forced myself to shake hands with Liu Ruying, to shake hands with someone who wanted to support you and even wanted to sleep with you. Do you know that when I walked into Liu Ruying's villa, my heart was bleeding? Do you know that I don't want to become like this?
Lihai, I used to be so noble, so proud, and looked down on women like Liu Ruying. In the end, in the end, one day, I had to pretend to be the same kind of person as her, had to be with her, had to create a business empire for the child in my belly.
Lihai, in your heart, you must have laughed at me for reaping what I sowed. You must have said that I was greedy for pleasure. You must have even blamed me for not escaping from the Liu Family with you and all of this.
Now that I think about it, everything is my, Sun Xiaomu's, fate. I accept it. For my child, I accept it.
As a mother, it's hard for you to understand her feelings at this time.
It was only after I confirmed that I was pregnant that my thoughts became clear. Overnight, I suddenly understood my mother. I understood everything that she had endured. Everything.
Lihai, as you said, I've changed, and I've changed too much. Now, I've actually become the same kind of person as Liu Ruying, a person who uses marriage as a springboard. It's probably the awkward situation I'm in now. I accept it. Really, I accept my fate.
Lihai, this is how life is. Constantly choosing, constantly tossing, constantly making choices, in the end, you may suddenly find that everything is unnecessary. You came with a life, and when you leave, you will return empty-handed. But in order for my child to no longer be like me, like you, I want to fight, I want to dominate a world that belongs to him.
I used to love you so much. When your tall figure entered my sight, when you asked me so domineeringly, when you looked at me specially, when you bravely decided to escape with me, my entire body was filled with happiness. Really, all the cells in my body were filled with happiness. Although I didn't escape with you, I told myself that I was right to love you. Although there are rumors of you having affairs with women from time to time, I know that my position in your heart can't be replaced by anyone.
I'm no longer a pure person in love, and I no longer want to monopolize you. Because a person who uses marriage as a springboard is no longer pure, no longer kind, and even slips into this mud full of evil.
Lihai, people always have to grow up, always mature, and even have to face these dark, dirty, and even disgusting things. At this moment, I'm breaking my previous self into pieces. I'm throwing myself into everything I think with a complicated, inclusive, and even evil me.
Lihai, when I write these words, I've been crying, really. I fell in love with you at the right time, the right place, and everything, and I'm so brave to marry you. That short marriage would have been the happiest and most rewarding decision of my life.
No matter how unfamiliar I become to you in the following days, how unsure I become, or even how disgusting I become, Lihai, you must not forget the beautiful days we spent together, okay? Although those days are gone forever, I don't want to erase them. If I knew that our marriage would be so short, I should have done all the duties that a wife should do. However, I have never completely cooked a meal for you, and never completely served you once.
Guilt always makes me repeatedly design those days. If time were to go back, I would condense the wishes of a wife's life into that period of time.
Lihai, for you, I'm just a passerby in your life, but for me, you are my entire world and future. In the future that is infinitely far away from me, you are my only motivation and strength to move forward.
Lihai, I can never forget you in this life. No matter what I experience, or even what I will encounter in the future, you are my only, and I also hope that you are my most beloved and most cherished.
Lihai, I'm a new body, but in a person's life, there are always some things that can't be forgotten, that can't be discarded, and even that are kept in the deepest part of the memory.
Liu Lihai watched and watched. These words became a little blurred, and even flew up little by little, like countless swords stabbing his chest and piercing his heart.
Pain became the main theme of Liu Lihai that night. But he wanted to cry but had no tears. He wanted to understand Sun Xiaomu, he wanted to hug Sun Xiaomu, and he even wanted to wipe away the tears on her face. However, they had met each other in a quarrel, and the quarrel had ended in the end.
Liu Lihai didn't know when he would be able to see Sun Xiaomu again. He even held this email, not knowing what he should write, say, or even leave behind.
But at the same time, Liu Lihai also knew that Sun Xiaomu wasn't asleep. She must be waiting for his reply, for his understanding and support.
Liu Lihai's heart was broken. Could he support Sun Xiaomu? A marriage that he shouldn't have, a woman that shouldn't have been sacrificed, but in the end, step by step, she slid into the mud that he didn't want to see the most.
Liu Lihai couldn't understand, and he didn't want to understand. That life that shouldn't have come, was it really that important to Sun Xiaomu? Why did she care so much about that life? Also, why did she repeatedly say that one day, he would help her build a company?
Liu Lihai was very conflicted. In the face of Sun Xiaomu, he had always been so unforgettable, let go, and let go.
Liu Lihai wanted to type something out and reply to Sun Xiaomu, but when he put his hand on the keyboard, he was trembling …
A girl who was as pure as ice and as clean as jade, a girl who ate love as if it was a meal, a girl who once thought that he was her whole world and everything. The feeling of walking into this villa was probably something that Liu Lihai could never imagine in his lifetime.
The night continued to be dark. Liu Lihai's hand was still typing on the keyboard. He said, "Xiao Mu, I know you're waiting for my email, but other than my heart bleeding, I don't know what to say."
"I want to understand you, Xiao Mu. I really want to understand you, support you, and even stand by your side. But when you decided to inherit the Liu family's lineage, any understanding and support I have was pale and powerless." "Just like how you insisted on controlling the highway of Wuzhou, just like how you shook hands with Liu Ruying, a you who can let go again and again is no longer the you of the past, and can no longer go back to everything in the past."
"Losing, gaining, and taking away success completes our lives, and also connects our lives." "We are all walking on this path of life, and it is even a path that everyone desires." "However, our happiness is only known by our hearts." "You said that you are going to be a mother, and everything is a mother's idea." "I, who didn't become a father, may really not understand your thoughts and feelings at this time, but I, how much I want you to be the same as before, still that pure, noble, and clean you."
As Liu Lihai was typing on the keyboard, there was a knock on the door. He had to send the email to Sun Xiaomu and had to stand up to open the door. Although he had guessed who was outside the door, he was still shocked when he opened the door.
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