Not a Boyfriend.
K's words "You won't be happy like that" seemed to hit He Jin's heart. Yes, living according to other people's expectations was no longer what He Jin wanted. In the past twenty years, he didn't feel happy at all.
"However, there are lucky exceptions among people like us. They don't have to be the same sex. They can also have feelings for the opposite sex, which is commonly known as bisexuality. When these people can't bear the pressure of society, most of them will choose to compromise with reality … But I'm not. I'm pure." K shrugged and looked at He Jin. "What about you?"
He Jin was startled. He thought of the days when he dated Tong Xuan in his freshman year, but that almost uneventful relationship and his current state were like heaven and earth. It went without saying which one was truly moved and which one was truly moved.
"I don't know …" This delayed awakening made He Jin uncertain. He had fantasized that he would meet someone of the opposite sex he liked so that he could talk to him. However, under the attacks of Qin Yang and Shang Huo, the mask he had put on through self-hypnosis had long been worn down to the point that it could not withstand a single blow.
K: "If you haven't had sexual urges for women since you were a child, then I can basically be sure that you're pure."
He Jin's heart skipped a beat, as if the conclusion that couldn't be accepted for a long time had finally been settled.
K observed his expression and asked with a smile, "What? You really don't?"
He Jin: "Yes …"
Indeed, it wasn't just Tong Xuan. He Jin didn't even dare to think about that kind of thing under strict supervision since childhood. The impulses that should have been there during puberty were deeply suppressed. Even when he went to college, He Jin found it boring when he occasionally heard Big Head and Seventh Brother talking about adult films and female stars in the next dormitory. No wonder Monkey always said that he was like an ascetic monk.
Therefore, at the age of 23, the only person who made him feel that way was Qin Yang.
K almost understood He Jin's state and guessed, "Hey, is it the handsome guy who came the day before yesterday?"
He Jin lowered his head and almost bent his neck ninety degrees. "Yes …"
K laughed. "Haha, I told you he wanted to chase you!"
He Jin's palms were sweaty. "I didn't know until last night."
He knew that he was Shang Huo, and the person he liked and the person he was waiting for was him.
K let out an "ah" and suddenly understood. "He confessed to you? Wow, it's really romantic to do it before Valentine's Day … Eh, wait a minute, you're not in a good mood today because of this, right? You didn't sleep last night? "
He Jin sighed. "Sort of."
K finally understood, but wasn't it supposed to be a happy thing to be confessed to? Why did He Jin look a little sad? "Don't you like him?" K asked.
He Jin shook his head. Even though he had already guessed that Qin Yang and Shang Huo were the same person in the game, and most of the problems that he had been worried about when he rejected Qin Yang previously did not exist, He Jin still did not want to take back his rejection.
Firstly, it was because he had been cheated some time ago. Whenever He Jin thought of how he had been fooled, he would gnash his teeth in hatred. He wished he could beat him up to vent his anger!
Furthermore, it was because of reality. Their family backgrounds, strength, and financial disparity. Qin Yang was serious about this relationship … This was no longer a casual relationship that He Jin had agreed to have fun with. There were too many things that He Jin had to consider.
K: "Since you're not frowning, if you like him, then let's be together!"
He Jin moved his lips. Indeed, he was thinking too much again. He was always worrying about nothing. In the eyes of others, some things might not even need to be discussed.
He Jin changed the topic and asked, "K, do you have a girl, uh, boyfriend?"
K chuckled and shrugged. "I have a few friends with benefits, but I don't have a boyfriend."
He Jin: "… friends with benefits?"
K: "Yes, the same circle is very messy. Because the range is small and not accepted by the public, the range of choices is too small. Men are animals that think with the lower half of their bodies. Most people don't have the patience to fall in love … And after a long time, you will find that there is only one person in the circle. Maybe the person you slept with yesterday is with the person you slept with today."
He Jin: "…"
Thinking of Qin Yang's appearance when he entered the cafe that day, K couldn't help drooling again. "By the way, I haven't seen such a handsome man as your friend for a long time. Just with that face and that figure, he can beat everyone in the gay circle. I think he can even be auctioned!"
The corner of He Jin's mouth twitched. "What's an auction?"
K smiled and told He Jin about some of the private sayings of the same circle in City A. The so-called "auction" was not really to be "auctioned", but to be listed on the list by those who were especially good single gays and those who knew them well. It was an extremely honorable thing to flirt with these people or even just date them for a short time.
"I guess your friend doesn't work in the circle. If he had, he would have become famous long ago. There's no reason for him to be single now. He Jin, you should seize such a treasure. There's no need to hesitate," K said.
He Jin narrowed his eyes. Not to mention gay, in fact, Qin Yang was also very popular with girls. No matter where he was, it would be a pity for such a prince charming to be single …
"Oh, by the way," K leaned close to him, looking experienced, and whispered, "Based on my intuition, your friend is also very good in that aspect. It must be very fun to do it with him."
He Jin: "…"
How the hell could he see that!? He Jin was in a mess. Was K a spy sent by Qin Yang? Why did he say good things about him!
In the end, He Jin didn't ask for leave. After taking a nap in the staff lounge for half an hour, he continued to work.
Qin Yang arrived at around seven o 'clock. He didn't go in but sat in the car and watched He Jin's busy appearance through the floor-to-ceiling glass window of the cafe. He watched him yawn from time to time and drink espresso to refresh himself. He watched him smile and entertain customers one by one and chat with the foreman …
On Valentine's Day, all parts of City A were shining with the rose red of this festival.
Not far away on the street corner, there was a person pushing a cart to sell roses. Qin Yang watched from a distance and hesitated whether to buy one for He Jin.
He received the flowers He Jin gave him in the game. His heart, which had been badly hurt yesterday, was finally somewhat healed, but his mood was still not good. It was as if he was seriously ill and depressed.
After sitting for half an hour, seeing that the flower seller was about to leave, Qin Yang hurriedly jumped out of the car and rushed over to buy one.
The thorns on the stem of the rose, which cost ten yuan each, were all removed. He didn't have to worry about the sting in his hand. Qin Yang returned to the warm car seat with the flower and began to hesitate for a while on what excuse to give the flower to He Jin.
At half past eight, K suddenly poked He Jin with his elbow. "Hey, is that your boyfriend's car?"
Only then did He Jin realize that Qin Yang's car was parked outside the door. He was stunned and his face turned hot. "Not my boyfriend ~!"
K: "Haha …"
He Jin's hands were obviously in a mess. Why did Qin Yang arrive so early? Why didn't he come in and sit?
K: "Don't think about it. It's almost closing time. You go first. I'll pay you."
Ten minutes later, He Jin, who had changed his clothes, carried his school bag and walked out quickly.
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