The pages of the book in her hand were slightly twisted by Li Qianxue's grip.
"Qianxue." Su Chenghui was sitting next to her and happened to see it. He pulled the book out of her hand and put it aside.
He wrapped his arms around her waist and buried his face in her neck again. He took a deep breath.
"Qianxue!"
Li Qianxue's body was a little stiff. She didn't know where to put her hands and feet. The only two experiences in her memory were not pleasant. She actually had a hidden fear of that kind of thing.
"Go to sleep."
Su Chenghui lay down with her in his arms and turned off the light next to them. He held her slender body in his arms.
"…" Li Qianxue was stunned. She wanted to turn around to look at him, but he hugged her even tighter.
"You're a patient now. Don't worry, I'm not such a beast. "
Li Qianxue stopped moving. He heaved a sigh of relief. If something really happened between her and Su Chenghui, she wouldn't resist, but she would definitely feel uncomfortable.
"Qianxue. Go to sleep. "
Su Chenghui's voice rang in her ears. His voice was very pleasant. Li Qianxue did not speak. She tried to close her eyes and sleep, but the chest behind her was too warm. She could not fall asleep.
Su Chenghui couldn't fall asleep either. He was holding the woman he loved in his arms. This knowledge was enough to make him restless.
Li Qianxue, on the other hand, was nervous. The temperature of the air conditioner was not high, but she still felt hot.
"Don't move." He felt her body twist in his arms.
"Su Chenghui —"
"Qianxue, I'm having a hard time holding it in. Don't tease me."
Who flirted with you? Li Qianxue wanted to retort, but in the end, she couldn't.
She adjusted her breathing and tried to cultivate her sleepiness. It was just that he had slept too much in the afternoon, so he really couldn't fall asleep now.
She felt Su Chenghui's breath on her neck. Many thoughts flashed through her mind.
"Qianxue?" If she didn't sleep now, he wouldn't be able to sleep either. He tried to turn her body towards him.
"Su Chenghui." “
Li Qianxue grabbed his hand and stopped him. Her voice was very soft as she looked at an unknown point in the darkness.
"You know what? I've wished countless times that one day, you could hug me to sleep like this. "
Since the day she married him, she had always hoped that they could be like a real married couple.
He would kiss her, he would hold her, he would be gentle with her. But she didn't get it. Not even once.
"But most of the time, you sleep by yourself."
They were husband and wife, the most intimate people in the world. But every time he went to bed, he would only sleep on one side. Stay away from her.
If she tried to approach him, he would not hide the disgust in his eyes. The way he looked at her was always so direct, so direct that it hurt her.
Again and again.
"Qianxue?" Su Chenghui did not expect her to bring up such a topic at this time. The expression in the darkness was a little strange.
"You hugged me. Twice. "
Because the number of times was too few, the impression was too deep. Li Qianxue remembered it very clearly.
"This time you were sick. When you were sick, you held my hand and kept calling Caiping, Caiping … "
Su Chenghui had no impression of it at all, but since Li Qianxue said so, it meant that it was true. "Qianxue, I …"
His words were interrupted.
"The other time was when you were drunk and had Yuxin with me. That time, you hugged me very hard. It was very tight. "
At that time, their relationship had eased up. She thought that he had finally understood …
Li Qianxue couldn't remember anymore.
"Qianxue." Su Chenghui's throat was a little blocked, but he couldn't even say the word 'sorry'.
"When do I think about what I did wrong? Why do you do this to me? "
"You're not wrong." Su Chenghui hugged her very tightly. "You're not wrong. I'm the one who's wrong."
It had always been him.
"Su Chenghui, I never thought that it would be so difficult to make you fall in love with me. I never thought about it either. "
"No, it's not difficult." He had fallen in love with her a long time ago. But to him, falling in love with Li Qianxue was equivalent to betrayal.
He betrayed Xiang Caiping and his original intention. He couldn't.
"I fell in love with you a long time ago."
He pressed his chin tightly against her shoulder and smelled the fragrance on her body. The smell on her body made him unable to extricate himself.
"Qianxue, I love you. A long, long time ago. "
"…" There was silence. Li Qianxue felt her eyes slightly dry. At this time, Su Chenghui turned her body to face him.
In the darkness, she couldn't see his face clearly. His warm breath assaulted her. His lips fell.
"Qianxue, I love you."
It wasn't difficult to make him fall in love with her at all. It really wasn't difficult.
She was so smart and dazzling. When she was by his side, he couldn't see anyone else except for her.
It was just his cute pride and pride. Even his inferiority complex made him unable to face his true feelings.
"I love you. Qianxue. "
He kissed her lips, her cheeks, and her eyes.
The darkness gave him courage and allowed him to forget the past. He couldn't give her much, because she had more than him.
But he still wanted to give her an experience she had never had before. He could slowly change what he had done wrong in the past in the future.
Bit by bit.
But now, he wanted to eliminate her bad memories. He wanted to use his own actions to let her know that he had changed.
Li Qianxue felt that this night was very long and very short.
She had never experienced such a feeling before. Her good family background and upbringing made her very restrained in certain aspects.
Even if Su Chenghui didn't touch her, she wouldn't think of finding another man. Moreover, the experiences she had in the past weren't good.
But what was in front of her was different. In the darkness, she merged with him.
She felt his gentleness, his care, and of course, his love.
..
Li Qianxue opened her eyes and saw Su Chenghui's enlarged face. There was a faint smile in his eyes.
She looked a little embarrassed, but it was only a little. At this age, she really couldn't put on the shy look of a little girl.
"Qianxue. Morning. "
Su Chenghui gave her a good morning kiss. She smelled peppermint. She looked at Su Chenghui. He had already taken care of himself.
"What time is it?"
"It's still early. If you're tired, you can sleep a little longer."
Although he was no longer young, it had nothing to do with being in the prime of his life. But in the end, he had endured for a long time. Now that he had succeeded, he really couldn't stop.
Li Qianxue glanced at him and threw the awkwardness caused by the word "tired" to the back of her mind.
"Who was the one who said he wasn't a beast yesterday?"
Su Chenghui was a little embarrassed. He didn't expect things to get out of control. "Qianxue, I just couldn't help it."
Li Qianxue glanced at him and didn't say anything. Su Chenghui looked embarrassed. It was shameful to say such a thing that slapped oneself in the face.
But last night's experience was too wonderful. If he was embarrassed, then so be it.
"Qianxue, how are you? Does it hurt anywhere? Do you want to take a hot bath? "
"Shut up."
Li Qianxue couldn't help but glare at him. How could he have the cheek to ask?
The word "pain" reminded her of last night. Almost every step he took, he would ask, "Does it hurt?" If it doesn't hurt, then what about this?
In the end, he didn't ask if it hurt, but instead asked if it was comfortable. How about this?
Her face turned red from the question. She was so embarrassed that she was too embarrassed to answer. He just had to keep asking, keep asking. It was really enough.
She got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom. She wasn't wearing any clothes. The marks on her body fell into Su Chenghui's eyes without reservation.
He suddenly realized that he seemed to want it again.
He followed behind Li Qianxue. After Li Qianxue entered the door, she glanced at him.
"Qianxue." Although he really wanted to and hoped to do it a few more times, it was definitely not a good time. "Are you really okay? How about – "
"Su Chenghui, get out."
"I –"
"I want to go to the bathroom now. Do you want to be here too?"
Li Qianxue said quickly and directly. Su Chenghui was embarrassed and quickly left.
After waiting for nearly an hour, Li Qianxue finally came out of the bathroom. It was so long that Su Chenghui almost wanted to rush in.
"Qianxue?"
Li Qianxue didn't look at him, but she actually felt a little awkward. Seriously speaking, this kind of thing, one was willing to do it, and the other was willing to take it. There was nothing to say.
It was just that two divorced men and women were together again after being divorced for so long. This realization made her a little embarrassed.
"Qianxue, I've made an appointment with Dr. Smith in the United States. He's an authority in this area. He's not free this week. He won't be free until next week. I've already asked him to come to China as soon as possible. If you want, we can go directly to the United States now. "
"No need. There's no hurry. "
Whether it was to give herself a new physical examination, or if the results were not satisfactory. Whether it was to arrange the surgery, Li Qianxue had to arrange the company's matters first.
"Qianxue, you're not in a hurry, but I'm in a hurry." When Su Chenghui thought of her body, he couldn't calm down. "This illness can be serious or minor. Qianxue, don't be willful. Come with me for a checkup, okay? Just take it as letting me rest assured? "
"Rest assured? How can I rest assured? What if it's malignant? "
"Even if it's malignant, you still have me." Su Chenghui was very persistent. "Qianxue, just listen to me once, okay?"
"We'll talk about it later."
"Qianxue –"
"You have to let me arrange the company's matters, right?"
"Okay." This was fine. Su Chenghui nodded. "I'll accompany you to work these few days."
"Okay."
Li Qianxue didn't object. She believed that it was useless for her to object now.
"Also." Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue. "If it's really a bad result, let's go to Switzerland."
"Hmm?" Li Qianxue stopped in her tracks. She looked at Su Chenghui in confusion.
"I remember you once said that you wanted to go skiing in Switzerland."
Li Qianxue looked at him and was stunned for a moment. Go to Switzerland? It wasn't that she hadn't been there before.
In fact, she had been to some European countries and some American countries. At that time, she said that she was going to Switzerland because she wanted to go out with Su Chenghui.
At that time, they were investing in a project. That company had a very large indoor ski resort under its name.
Li Qianxue and Su Chenghui happened to be free that day, so they went to investigate together. Li Qianxue naturally knew how to ski. When the person in charge of the other party asked her if she wanted to give it a try, she looked at Su Chenghui with anticipation.
However, Su Chenghui didn't look at her at that time, nor did he respond. Therefore, Li Qianxue could only politely refuse.
"If you want to ski, you should go to Switzerland. It's more fun there. "
Later, when she went to Europe with Su Peizhen and Su Yuxin, they stayed in Switzerland for a few days.
She didn't expect that Su Chenghui would remember what she had said so clearly from so long ago.
This surprised her a little. Thinking of what he said last night, that he had fallen in love with her a long time ago, she turned around again.
"We'll talk about it later."
"Qianxue, don't overcomplicate things, and don't think too badly of things. Trust me? "
"I'm not thinking about anything right now."
Li Qianxue said this and continued to walk outside. However, after taking two steps, she stopped again and turned to look at Su Chenghui. "Speaking of which, I'm really thinking about something."
"What?"
"I didn't use protection last night. I shouldn't be pregnant, right?"
It wasn't that Li Qianxue was scaring herself. Ever since the second child policy was relaxed, there were many people older than her who got pregnant and gave birth. Moreover, with her current age, it was really possible.
As soon as this was said, Su Chenghui's expression immediately changed. "I don't think so, right?"
He wasn't sure himself. In fact, the only two times he had sex with Li Qianxue, Li Qianxue had gotten pregnant both times. The only time he had sex with Xiang Caiping, Xiang Caiping was also pregnant.
This, this …
"Qianxue, don't scare me."
Seeing that he had successfully diverted his attention, Li Qianxue couldn't help but smile. Her footsteps downstairs were much lighter.
Forget it, she wouldn't tell him that yesterday was her safe period.
However, she was really a little worried about the pregnancy. Although she wasn't young anymore. But it was better to be careful about this kind of thing.
..
When they went downstairs, Old Master Li saw Su Chenghui. He was only surprised for a moment. He quickly accepted it.
On the other hand, Li Qianxue began to give Old Master Li a heads-up.
"Dad. In a few days, I might have to go on a long trip. "
"Huh? Where are you going? "
"To Switzerland."
"Why are you going to Switzerland?"
After one night, Li Qianxue had already thought of all the results. It was the same now. "I'm going to Switzerland for a vacation with Chenghui."
"A vacation?" Old Master Li looked at Su Chenghui and then at Li Qianxue. "Why did you suddenly think of going on a vacation?"
Those who didn't know better would think that they were on a honeymoon.
"Dad, you know that I plan to give Chenghui a chance. Since this is the case, we naturally have to get along more. Go out with him and go on a trip. We can get along seriously, and we can also look at each other's shortcomings and personality that are not suitable for us. If it's really not suitable, it's better to make plans early. What do you think? "
Li Qianxue was purely talking nonsense. She and Su Chenghui had been husband and wife for more than twenty years. What shortcomings, what personality not suitable? Did they still need to get along?
However, Old Master Li believed it. Not only did he believe it, but he also nodded very cautiously. "Yes. Since you have plans to get back together, think about it carefully. It's fine if you make a mistake once, but don't make it a second time. "
"Dad, don't worry."
Li Qianxue glanced at Su Chenghui as she spoke. Su Chenghui had long known that Li Qianxue would definitely find a way to make Old Master Li feel at ease, but he didn't expect that she would find such an excuse.
"Chenghui." Old Master Li suddenly spoke and looked at Su Chenghui with a serious face. "I handed my precious daughter over to you in the past, but you didn't live up to my trust. You hurt her and hurt me. Now, I hand my daughter over to you again. Don't let me down. "
"Dad, don't worry. I won't."
"Okay. I'll believe you again. "
"Dad, what are you talking about?" Li Qianxue couldn't take it anymore. "I just planned to give him a chance, but I didn't say that I would definitely choose him."
"In my opinion, it's the same thing." In Old Master Li's mind, he had already decided to go on a "honeymoon," so it was probably the right thing to do. What else was there to ask?
Li Qianxue's lips moved, but in the end, she gave up competing with Old Master Li. There were some things that he would believe if he believed it, and forget it if he didn't.
After dinner, the two of them went out together. On the way, Su Chenghui bought a morning-after pill for Li Qianxue. "Qianxue, I promise that this is the last time. I will never give you a chance to take this pill again."
Su Chenghui thought for a long time. In the past, he had never been close to women, so it didn't matter. Perhaps in a few days, he could go for a vasectomy?
That was a good idea.
Li Qianxue didn't know what he was thinking. She used three days to deal with most of the work. She had already told him what she needed to tell him.
Su Chenghui was confirming with Dr. Smith that he would come to China to help Li Qianxue with the surgery. However, Li Qianxue suddenly changed her mind.
"Tell Dr. Smith not to come. Let's go to Switzerland first. After we go to Switzerland, we'll go directly to the United States. "
She had never traveled with Su Chenghui before, but she really wanted to try it once. She wanted to see what it felt like.
"Qianxue?" Su Chenghui didn't quite understand what she meant.
"Lin City is not small, but it's not big either. If I have a checkup or surgery in Lin City, it's hard to guarantee that my father won't know about it. In that case, why don't I go abroad? If there's really anything, I can just solve it outside. "
"Okay." She had already decided, so Su Chenghui decided to listen to her.
"Before we leave, I'll first convince my father to agree to go to his friend for a vacation, or go directly to Rong City to find Su Qingsang.
Old Master Li and Old Master Huo were also on good terms. The two old men would have company when they were together.
"I'll listen to you."
Su Chenghui had no objections. After hearing Li Qianxue's words, Old Master Li thought about it and decided to go to Rong City to visit and miss Nianzhi.
Li Qianxue moved quickly. She sent Old Master Li onto the plane and then got on the plane herself.
Before leaving, she didn't forget to call Su Qingsang and ask her to take care of Old Master Li. After getting Su Qingsang's promise, Li Qianxue turned to look at Su Chenghui.
"Let's go."
"Okay."
They had packed their things yesterday, and they were just preparing to leave. Xiao Xia and Uncle Zhang went upstairs and carried their luggage downstairs.
Li Qianxue glanced at her room. There was an obvious reluctance in her eyes, but she quickly followed them out.
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