Old Master Li didn't dare to say that Li Qianxue was wrong. He could probably understand his daughter's thoughts.
However, could she really achieve the effect she wanted by tormenting him like this? Or could it really make her understand?
What if Su Chenghui was tired and refused to take the bait? Instead, he planned to retreat? If that was the case, what would Li Qianxue do? After all, she and Su Chenghui were not young anymore.
Li Qianxue was silent. She looked at her father and shook her head. "Dad, if that's the case, it only proves that we are not meant to be together."
If they missed each other, so be it.
"Qianxue?" Old Master Li felt a little sorry for his daughter. Li Qianxue felt fine, but there was one more thing she wanted to tell Old Master Li.
"Right. Dad. Su Chenghui has been in Rong City these days. He wants to reduce Su Peizhen's sentence. If there are no accidents, Peizhen may come out after a while. "
This news shocked Old Master Li. He looked at Li Qianxue.
"You don't want Peizhen to come out?"
"No."
There was not much difference between five years and two years.
"Then …"
"I just feel sorry for Qingsang."
Su Peizhen had hurt Su Qingsang, but because of the mother-daughter relationship, she had not broken off the relationship with Su Peizhen. Now if she reconciled with Su Chenghui, she would have to deal with Su Peizhen often.
She didn't want to hurt her daughter's heart.
"Qingsang is a good girl. She won't mind."
Old Master Li knew what she was thinking. He also felt guilty about Su Peizhen. But this kind of guilt couldn't be greater than the guilt he felt for Su Qingsang.
"She doesn't mind, but I do."
Li Qianxue looked at Old Master Li, not afraid that he would know what she was thinking. "Dad, do you know? I thought that some things could be in the past, and I also wanted to let go, but I found it really difficult. "
Midnight dreams, those past, those nightmares.
"I found that I can't do it." The word "forgive" was too light, but it was too difficult to do it. She was not a saint. She really couldn't do it.
"Qianxue."
Old Master Li knew what she was thinking, so he didn't say anything else.
Su Chenghui stood at the door. The bag of desserts in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand pounds. He stood at the door for five minutes. When there was no sound from inside, he pushed the door open and entered as if nothing had happened.
Looking at Li Qianxue, his eyes were still gentle, as if he hadn't heard anything.
…
Li Qianxue was sensitive enough to notice that Su Chenghui had been a little different recently.
After talking to Old Master Li that day, Li Qianxue lost interest in tormenting Su Chenghui. Seriously speaking, this person had always been able to endure what others could not.
He had always been like this, but Su Chenghui's behavior recently made her feel that she couldn't see through him anymore.
"What's wrong?" Su Chenghui placed the dessert on Li Qianxue's desk. "Didn't you say that you like this dessert? I'll go buy it for you. "
"No need."
When Li Qianxue said that she liked him, it was just an excuse. If he really wanted to eat it, wouldn't it be a piece of cake to buy that dim sum shop and turn it into the Li family's territory?
"I don't feel like eating today."
"Then, what do you want to eat? I'll make it for you. "Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue, his expression as gentle as ever.
Just like how he had been during this period of time. Li Qianxue looked at him and felt inexplicably annoyed.
"I don't want to eat anything. Su Chenghui, what do you think I am? "
Su Chenghui paused for a moment. "Qianxue, are you angry?"
"I'm not angry. I just don't want to see you."
"Qianxue? Did I do something wrong? "
Su Chenghui pursed his lips into a straight line and looked at Li Qianxue very seriously.
Li Qianxue became more and more annoyed. The better Su Chenghui did, the more she didn't want to see him.
"Su Chenghui, don't you have a temper?"
"…"
Seeing Su Chenghui's confused expression, Li Qianxue stood up and pointed at Su Chenghui's chest. "Can't you see that I've been tormenting you on purpose these days?"
Su Chenghui looked at her and heard that she had finally spoken. He shook his head. "I know, but I'm very happy that you're willing to torment me."
"Are you that cheap?" Li Qianxue was so angry that she spoke incoherently. "Why can't you be like before? Pretend not to see me, ignore me, and no matter what I do or say, you pretend not to see me. Su Chenghui, why don't you continue? "
"You know that I'm tormenting you now. To put it bluntly, I'm taking revenge. Why can you still pretend to be indifferent? Don't you have a temper? Where's your backbone? "
"…"
"Why aren't you angry?" Li Qianxue looked at Su Chenghui with anger on her face. "Why don't you have a little backbone? Why? "
"Aren't you the most arrogant? Don't you hate me the most? Don't you want to see me the least? Then what are you doing now? Tell me. "
Su Chenghui looked at Li Qianxue. He suddenly reached out and hugged her in his arms.
Li Qianxue was stunned for a moment. Su Chenghui tightened his arms and hugged her very tightly. "Qianxue."
"Su Chenghui, you –"
"I don't hate you, and I don't have any pride in front of you. I won't pretend not to see you. Qianxue, you're the person I love the most in this world. I'll never be able to ignore you. "
"…" Who would believe him? Li Qianxue didn't believe him.
"Qianxue. I know it's hard for you to believe me. I also know that you have many concerns and doubts in your heart. It doesn't matter. Whether you want to torment me or torture me, it doesn't matter. "
This was what he owed her.
"If you don't believe me, you can continue to doubt me. If you want to test me, you can never forgive me. If you're happy, it doesn't matter if you treat me like this for the rest of your life. "
"But Qianxue, please don't push me away from you."
He had made a mistake before. He understood that she didn't believe him.
He had once sworn that he would use the rest of his life to make up for it and redeem his mistake.
To him, the more Li Qianxue tormented him, the happier he would be.
Li Qianxue also suddenly understood this point. Su Chenghui couldn't wait for her to torment him and order him around. The more she tormented him, the more Su Chenghui's guilt would be alleviated.
After understanding this, how could Li Qianxue be willing to torment Su Chenghui anymore?
"Qianxue, I once said that even if you don't forgive me for the rest of your life, it doesn't matter. Because I don't mind. As long as you don't push me away, I'll be very happy. "
"If you don't feel happy, just tell me. I won't do anything."
After Su Chenghui finished speaking, he carefully looked at Li Qianxue's eyes. "Can't you just give me a chance to stay by your side?"
Li Qianxue looked at him and wanted to say no, but the voice seemed to be stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say a word.
She suddenly pushed him away, then turned around and said coldly, "No."
"Qianxue?"
If Su Chenghui hadn't heard Li Qianxue's words, he definitely wouldn't have understood the knot in Li Qianxue's heart.
He wanted to say a few more words, but Yang Rong came in and looked for Li Qianxue.
"President Li, this is the company's routine physical examination arrangement for the second half of the year. You just need to sign here. "
"Okay. Leave it. "
"Also, this document needs your signature."
"Okay."
"There's one more thing. The advertisement for the planning department has already been filmed. Regarding the issue of the release, the two managers of the planning department and the marketing department have different opinions – "
"Pick a time for them to come to my office to talk."
"Yes."
Yang Rong finished talking about all the work and looked at Su Chenghui, who was standing there motionless. A thought flashed through his mind. Could these two people have quarreled again?
As soon as Yang Rong left, Su Chenghui was eager to express his feelings. He knew in his heart that it was better to do more than to say more.
However, Li Qianxue's heart was strong and she came from a good family. He really didn't feel like he could do much for her.
"Qianxue, listen to me."
"Su Chenghui –" Li Qianxue interrupted him. "You can go back first."
"Qianxue."
"You don't have to look for me if you have nothing to do these few days. I want to be alone to calm down. "
"…" Su Chenghui looked at her. "How many days?"
"I don't know." Li Qianxue really didn't know. "About Su Peizhen, aren't you going to Rong City? You can go. "
She actually knew that Su Peizhen's case seemed to be in court in a few days. She didn't believe that Su Chenghui wouldn't pay attention to it at all and didn't want to see it at all.
"Qianxue?"
"We'll talk about it after you've dealt with Su Peizhen's matter."
Her attitude was too firm. Su Chenghui looked at her expression and thought of what she said that day. In the end, he nodded.
..
Li Qianxue put all her attention on work. There were a lot of things to do in the Li Corporation.
She forced herself not to think about Su Chenghui for the time being. She needed time to sort things out.
However, Su Chenghui would call her every day to tell her where he was and what he was doing.
Su Peizhen's case was in court today. When Li Qianxue received Su Chenghui's call, she stood at the entrance of the hospital and didn't move.
The Li Corporation's employees had very good benefits. Every year, they would organize a physical examination for employees. Li Qianxue would also experience it every year, but she had a special private doctor.
She really wasn't interested in this kind of routine examination. Listening to Su Chenghui's words on the other end of the phone, he seemed a little nervous.
After all, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. He was very afraid that even if he worked hard, Su Peizhen would still go to prison. That wasn't the outcome he wanted to see.
Li Qianxue didn't know how to comfort him. There was always a process for everything.
"Since I've done my best, then you can rest assured."
"Okay." Su Chenghui nodded. "Qianxue, I miss you so much."
Li Qianxue's palm that was holding the phone tightened. She didn't expect that at this time, Su Chenghui would still be in the mood to say that he hated her.
"When I'm done with these few days, no matter what the outcome is, I'll come back."
He said, "I want to come back to you."
"Okay." Compared to his excitement, Li Qianxue was much colder. She looked at the office door in front of her. She wanted to hang up the phone. However, Li Qianxue found that Doctor Zhong, who had been serving the Li family, didn't look too good.
"Doctor Zhong, what's wrong? Are you not feeling well? "
"No, it's not me."
At that moment, Li Qianxue forgot to hang up the phone.
"Doctor Zhong?"
"Qianxue." Doctor Zhong looked less than fifty years old. Previously, he owed Old Master Li a favor and had been the Li family's private doctor. "How long has it been since you last had a physical examination?"
"Me?" Li Qianxue thought for a moment. "Last year, I did a close one. There were many things this year, so I didn't have time to do a physical examination. "
Realizing that Doctor Zhong didn't speak, Li Qianxue couldn't help but feel a little uneasy. "What's wrong? Is there something wrong? "
"Qianxue." Doctor Zhong asked Li Qianxue to sit down. He picked up the radiographic films that he had done for her and pointed them at her. "You seem to have a tumor here."
"…"
Li Qianxue blinked. For a moment, she thought that Doctor Zhong was joking with her and lying to her.
She didn't believe such words. "Doctor Zhong, wait."
After all, she had seen a lot of storms. Li Qianxue wasn't scared at first. "What tumor are you talking about? Also, where is this? Why don't I understand? "
"This is the location of your stomach. When we gave you a physical examination, we found that there was a fibroid tumor here in your stomach. Preliminary judgment – "
"Doctor Zhong." It wasn't that Li Qianxue didn't trust the doctor, but she trusted herself more. "That's impossible. I know my own body. How could I have a stomach problem? Could you have done the wrong test? "
"That's the result of our examination. If you don't believe us, we can't do anything about it. If you don't believe me, you can do another test. " “
Li Qianxue sat there and looked at the extremely professional explanations. In the end, she shook her head. "Doctor Zhong, tell me directly what to do next."
"Do another detailed examination and then determine whether the tumor is benign or malignant. No matter which one it is, we hope that we can get a result. "
Li Qianxue didn't speak. She sat there, unable to regain her senses.
She had always been self-disciplined and had good habits. However, she didn't expect that one day, a disease would happen to her. It was a tumor, commonly known as cancer.
"Doctor Zhong, I understand." Thank you. "
Li Qianxue stood up. She held the report and thought for a moment. "By the way, don't tell my dad about this."
"Qianxue."
Doctor Zhong wanted to say something, but at this time, he couldn't say anything.
Li Qianxue didn't need him to say anything. She walked straight out. Halfway through, she suddenly remembered that Su Chenghui seemed to have been talking to her.
She immediately took out her phone and found that the phone had been hung up. Li Qianxue heaved a sigh of relief. He was busy with Li Qianxue's matter. He shouldn't have heard it, right? He shouldn't have, right?
Whether he had or not, Li Qianxue wasn't in the mood to care about Su Chenghui.
Holding the examination report, Li Qianxue went home.
Old Master Li was surprised that she came back so early today. Li Qianxue said that she stayed up late last night and had a headache today, so she went home to rest.
"Then you should go up and rest."
Everyone knew that Su Peizhen would be released from prison today. Naturally, Old Master Li also knew.
In Old Master Li's opinion, Li Qianxue's physical discomfort meant that she was still struggling with the previous matter.
He wanted to say a few words of advice, but this kind of thing could only be let the person herself get over it. No one else could help.
Li Qianxue returned to her room and laid her body on the bed. She looked at the familiar ceiling above her head. She only felt a little warm in her eyes.
She didn't expect things to suddenly turn out like this. She wasn't even fifty years old, and her body usually didn't have any reaction. How could she have thought that one day, she would have a disease like a tumor on her body?
She closed her eyes. Even though Doctor Zhong said that the tumor might be benign. She also felt uncomfortable.
No one could really not care about their own life. Their family.
Others were like this, and so was she.
Tumor, how did she get a tumor out of nowhere? She couldn't figure it out, so she decided not to think about it. Closing her eyes, she thought about a lot. A lot.
In modern society, medicine was advanced. Even if she had a tumor, she wouldn't die. But if there really was something, such as spreading, or something else.
If something happened to her, what would happen to this family?
Su Qingsang, Su Yuxin, Xiang Nian, and Old Master Li. What would happen to these precious and important family members? How sad would they be if she was gone?
Especially Old Master Li, the white-haired person would send off the black-haired person —
Li Qianxue forced herself not to think about it, but she couldn't help it. She couldn't help but think of Su Chenghui again.
That person had said so many words in the office that day, one sentence after another, and every sentence was very pleasant to the ears. It was good to hear that she almost believed it. …
But, it was only almost. Now that something like this had happened to her, what would Su Chenghui think if he knew?
Or, if something really happened to her, what would Su Chenghui do?
Li Qianxue had never felt like this before. Her consciousness was a little dizzy. Although she was awake, she always felt like she couldn't wake up.
In a daze, she closed her eyes to rest. But she always woke up because of the slightest movement.
After going back and forth, she opened her eyes again. When she saw the person in front of her, she was stunned.
"Su Chenghui?"
She still remembered that she was in a daze before, as if she had been dreaming. In her dream, Su Chenghui said a lot. Now that she saw him, Li Qianxue didn't know if she was in a dream or reality.
"Qianxue."
Li Qianxue's hand was held tightly by Su Chenghui. He looked at her, his eyes full of pity and a trace of anxiety. "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine." What could she do?
She tore up the medical report. She didn't want Old Master Li to see it. Now that she saw Su Chenghui, she wanted to pull her hand back, but Su Chenghui held it tightly and refused to let go at all.
"Qianxue. It's okay. If China can't cure it, we can still go abroad. I believe you will be fine. "
Li Qianxue looked at him for a long time and finally understood what he meant. "You, you know?"
"Yes. I know. "
Su Chenghui nodded and didn't hide that he already knew. "When I talked to you on the phone, you forgot to hang up."
"I –" Li Qianxue felt inexplicably guilty. "I didn't say it for you to hear."
"I know." Su Chenghui smiled. "But I'm very happy that you let me hear it."
"Su Chenghui." Li Qianxue pulled her hand back. "What do you mean? I'm sick. Let me tell you, who knows how long I can live? If you don't want to be alone again, you'd better stay away from me – "
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