Yan Beicheng looked at Lin Chu. His hand was still being held by her. At this time, he actually didn't have the courage to hold back or touch her.
He asked in a hoarse voice, "Do you think I'm too cruel?"
Lin Chu shook her head. "If it were me, I would do the same."
She said it sincerely and didn't mean to comfort him. Yan Beicheng heaved a sigh of relief.
"At that time, the two elders just wanted to vent their anger. Their only son lost his life for a woman who wasn't worth saving. If it weren't for Yan Huaian and me, I don't know if the two elders would have been able to hold on. They didn't do anything to the Jiang family. They just didn't let Madam Jiang get what she wanted. After all these years, the feelings from back then faded. When I was young, I was also cynical because of this. But as I grew older, I gradually calmed down.
"Now, I still don't have any feelings for her. I just call her mother to keep up appearances so that outsiders won't laugh at the Yan family. When my father died, they only said it was a car accident. The outside world didn't know the specific reason, much less that she had an affair. I think this is one of the reasons why the two elders secretly stopped her from being with Lu Zhenting. It wasn't just to vent their anger. Otherwise, people would definitely see something wrong and guess about my father. My father has already passed away. I can't let him be talked about and laughed at after he passed away. "
In fact, calling that woman mother and uttering those two words when their lips touched made him feel disgusted, and he was completely unwilling.
"When I went on a business trip to Ning City, I don't know how the Jiang family found out that I went there. They called me and asked me to come. If people knew that I didn't even meet them, they would inevitably think too much. I don't know how they would slander the Yan family and the two elders behind my back. So I went to show my face. " Yan Beicheng laughed self-deprecatingly. "In fact, it was just Madam Jiang's wishful thinking. My mother didn't want to see me. But that night, she actually invited me to a restaurant for dinner. She said that we were family and that we hadn't seen each other for a few years, so we should sit down and have a good chat.
"Who knew that when I went, I would see Lu Zhenting and his daughter. It's that Lu Weining. " Yan Beicheng lifted his eyelids and snorted. "I just realized what she meant. She wanted to matchmake me with Lu Weining. Lu Zhenting already disgusted me. With what they did back then, where did they get the confidence to face me with a smile? Even if I hadn't found you back then, it would have been a dream for me to marry Lu Weining.
"That Madam Jiang is really naive. Although she can't marry Lu Zhenting, she has been secretly maintaining a relationship with him for the past few years. Does she think we don't know? "Lu Weining is not her biological daughter, but she is Lu Zhenting's daughter. In order to please Lu Zhenting, she wanted to match me with Lu Weining. "Lu Zhenting," she "Lu" "Lu," Lu "Lu" Chu, "Lu, Lu," She Lu, Lu Chu, "Lu to Lu. What she couldn't get, she pinned all her hopes on Lu Weining. "
"Lu," Lu Lu Lu Lu 'Lu, "Lu Lu Lu. she he he he he him, he Lu, he he he Lu, he, he, he Lu Lu him.. Yan Beicheng snorted. "I just didn't expect her to not give up. She still wants to marry Lu Zhenting."
Lu Weining had been pestering him since he was young. Jiang Changdai, on the other hand, really wanted to help Lu Weining.
Yan Beicheng felt disgusted when he thought about how his mother finally looked at him and treated him well, just to please an outsider.
"I didn't want to tell you before. One reason is that I don't even want to think about it. Every time I think about it, I feel bad." He took a deep breath, his breathing shaking. "Another reason is that it's too embarrassing. I'm too ashamed to talk about it."
"Are you done?" Lin Chu asked. He didn't look good, and he seemed to be blaming Yan Beicheng.
Yan Beicheng was stunned. He didn't know how to react.
He nodded. Lin Chu suddenly pounced on him, tore open his shirt, and bit his chest. Yan Beicheng felt the pain. He looked down and saw two rows of exquisite teeth marks on his chest.
"This isn't your fault. It's not the Yan family's fault. I don't think you have anything to be ashamed of. You feel ashamed because you told me about this. That's why I'm angry. "Lin Chu thought about it. He still couldn't vent his anger, so he took another bite.
Although Yan Beicheng didn't say how his mother treated him when he was young, she could imagine. A woman who didn't even like her own flesh and blood. She was cold and violent, and she didn't care about him.
Even if his father was around, he couldn't take care of him all the time. The focus of his life was still on his career. When Yan Beicheng's father wasn't around, in a place he couldn't see, Yan Beicheng suffered a lot.
Maybe she suffered in the Lin family, but she knew that they weren't her family. They weren't related by blood. They made her suffer, but she didn't feel sad.
But Yan Beicheng was different. After all, she was his mother. Being hurt by the person closest to her was more painful than those physical injuries.
Lin Chu was angry at his indifferent entanglement. She punched him in the chest, but her heart ached for him, so she hugged him tightly.
Yan Beicheng couldn't help but laugh at these conflicting emotions. Even the negative emotions he had when he mentioned Jiang Changdai's matter had subsided significantly.
"Sorry, I won't hide anything from you in the future." Yan Beicheng hugged Lin Chu tightly. His thin and hot lips fell on the corner of her eyes and gently rubbed against them.
"I was conflicted at first, but when I really said it, I realized that it's actually nothing."
He was afraid that she would leave, but he was glad that she was still here waiting for him.
"Hurry up and take a shower. You're covered in the smell of smoke. It's so strong." Lin Chu patted him and said.
Yan Beicheng smiled easily and kissed her again. Then, he took the clean clothes to the bathroom.
Lin Chu and Yan Beicheng's knot had been untied. He was relaxed now, but his heart ached for Yan Beicheng's childhood experience. He didn't say how his mother treated him. He didn't want her to feel bad.
Not long after, he received a call from Old Madam Yan.
"Lin Chu, is Beicheng home?" Old Madam Yan asked nervously.
Yan Beicheng came in a hurry just now. Old Madam Yan felt that something was wrong. She was especially worried that something had happened between Lin Chu and Yan Beicheng.
In the end, Yan Huaian explained the matter briefly.
Old Madam Yan felt that Lin Chu's idea was right. Besides, they would inevitably meet Jiang Changdai in the future. He couldn't not know about Jiang Changdai's entanglement with the Yan family.
Jiang Changdai was extremely pretentious. She might cause some trouble. Lin Chu didn't know anything. If he was caught off guard by Jiang Changdai, it would be easy for him to suffer. If there were any misunderstandings, Lin Chu wouldn't know Jiang Changdai's character and would still respect her as Yan Beicheng's mother.
Old Madam Yan felt that Yan Beicheng didn't think it through.
So, she called to plan that if Yan Beicheng didn't say it, she would. Yan Beicheng didn't dare to blame her.
"Okay." Lin Chu glanced at the bathroom, then left the bedroom and went to the study next door. "After Beicheng came back, he told me … about his mother."
In the end, she didn't dare to call him Mrs. Jiang like Yan Beicheng did. After all, even Yan Beicheng had to maintain his dignity.
"Grandma, I was too willful. I shouldn't have forced him like that," Lin Chu said in a low voice.
"You didn't do anything wrong. You should know about this. After all, you have to live with him. That woman — "Old Madam Yan paused and looked at Old Master Yan, who was sitting next to her with a serious face. She continued," She is always a part of Beicheng's life. Even if you don't see her often, there will always be times when you have to see her. Only when you know about it will you know how to deal with it. "
"I know." Lin Chu nodded and said.
"Beicheng didn't tell you, right? Jiang Changdai … is Beicheng's mother. How did she treat Beicheng?" Old Madam Yan said and sighed.
Lin Chu said no. Old Madam Yan took a sip of the tea that Yan Huaian handed over. "Beicheng has never drunk breast milk since he was young. When Jiang Changdai was born, she threw him to the confinement nanny. She didn't even like to look at him. When Beicheng was still a baby, newborn babies were the easiest to get sick. Once, the confinement nanny asked for leave. He had a fever at home and cried until his voice was hoarse. Jiang Changdai ignored him and even found him annoying. She stuffed a bottle into his arms and threw a few toys at him. Then, she locked him in the baby's room. "
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