At that moment, Wang Zijin almost couldn't breathe.
She stared at Qin Bao blankly for a long time. Her eyelashes trembled, and tears rolled down her cheeks. "What about me? What about me?"
"He's my first man, and I hope he's my last. I love him very much too. I've never loved a man like this. I fell out with my parents for him. I said that I'd be happy even if I had to drink cold water with him. All of you shut up … Now you want me to give him back to you? What do you want me to do? "Wang Zijin gritted her teeth and wiped her tears." So what if I give him back to you? Can you two be together? No matter how open-minded Uncle Qin is, can he tolerate his son and daughter getting married? Does he know about this? If he doesn't, where do you think I am? "
"Let's take a step back. Even if he's willing, can the two of you really be together? You two are the center of attention in the entertainment industry. The whole country is watching you. How can you two be together? If you insist on being with him, you'll destroy him. Even if you don't care, have you thought about your parents? They'll struggle in the future. Do you want your parents to have such an old age? Uncle Qin is still a university professor. How will he face the teachers and students of the university? What will your friends and relatives think? You've been brother and sister for more than 20 years. Even if you're not related by blood, if normal people have been brother and sister for 20 years, blood relations won't matter anymore. They'll think that you were already in an incestuous relationship when you were still brother and sister. How can your parents bear it? "
"It's useless even if you explain. If it's useful, will there still be cyberbullying? Would there still be rumors and slanders that could ruin one's bones? Do you know how many people are jealous of you and Qin Ze? They alone can make you two unable to make a comeback. Did he want to become a joke and a negative example that was rarely seen in the entertainment industry for decades? Be criticized for the rest of your life? Have you thought about how your children will live in the future? "
At the end, she sounded very agitated.
"It's useless to go abroad. In this era of increasingly advanced communication, it's useless to go abroad. Reputation is irreversible. From the day you two became top public figures, there was no turning back. Unless he had to stay in a poor and backward village for the rest of his life. But would he be willing to do that? So, regret it. You can never be with him in this lifetime. "
Qin Baobao instantly lost all of her essence, energy, and spirit, like a withered flower.
.....
"Big Sister Man, last time we were talking about a boy with no special features. One day, a beautiful goddess suddenly confessed to him. Actually, before that, there was another oval-faced goddess who confessed to him. But this one is different. She's a die-hard fan. It's just that they especially worship you and are willing to sing at the top of their lungs: You are the electricity, you are the light, you are the only legend. At that moment, his heart was filled with joy. Coincidentally, he also had a good impression of that goddess, although at that time, there was no such thing as love … "Qin Ze exhaled green smoke.
Nan Man Pei held the tea, her expression unchanged. The teapot was replaced with a beautiful glazed blue and white treasure. The price was ten times that of the first broken one. She had kept this teapot as a collection for many years. If it was broken because of this, Nan Man Pei would definitely hang Su Yu up and beat him.
She knew that Qin Ze was talking about such a thing. Wasn't it about getting drunk that day and taking blood from each other with Su Yu? She had heard it so many times that her ears were about to grow calluses.
It was annoying to always show off their love in front of others.
"But before the two of them, there was actually a girl who loved him deeply." Qin Ze paused for a moment and took a deep puff of his cigarette. "The boy was born into an ordinary family. He has an extremely beautiful sister. His relatives and friends all praise him. He has received so many awards that his hands go soft. Compared to him, his younger brother, who has never even received an award from an activist, is particularly unbearable. But children also have dignity. The child's heart is more fragile and sensitive. So he began to try to please his sister. As long as he could play with his sister happily, when she enjoyed the praise of the elders, the boy could also rub her glory. He didn't want the elders to shake their heads and sigh at him after praising his sister. "
"But stupid is stupid. There is really no way. The biggest gap in the world is the gap between IQ. It's innate. No matter how hard you work, it's useless. He longed to be a good person like his sister. He wanted to enjoy the praise of his parents and be praised by his relatives and teachers like her. If he can't become such a person, then get her. "Qin Ze bowed his head and looked at Nan Man Pei." Yes, get her. "
"You probably don't understand the pain of a mediocre person. No matter how mediocre a person is, he or she would also dream of being brilliant. He or she would go on stage at the school's spring festival party and play a sad piano song. Then, all the girls in the school and the female teachers would be infatuated with his melancholy back and be unable to extricate themselves. "
"Or when he or she was returning home from school, a five-kilometer long car suddenly drove to the school gate. The butler, who was wearing an exquisite and well-ironed suit, combed his hair white and put a white handkerchief on his collar, bowed ninety degrees and respectfully said, 'Young Master, Master asked me to take you home.'"
"Or a group of hooligans in the school are fighting over a beauty. At the moment when countless students are attracted to her, you suddenly jump out with a cigarette in your mouth. Indifferent … Your expression and tone must be indifferent. This will make you look cool. Indifferent, you say, 'This is my woman. If you don't want to die, all of you should get out of here.'"
Nan Man Pei was speechless.
She thought to herself, 'Your inner thoughts are so rich when you're young. It's hard for me to complain.'
"Do you think it's funny? But he really, really wants to. He wants to go crazy. But the real him can't be more mediocre. His grades are average, his sports are average, his personality is gentle … In fact, this is the helplessness of mediocre people to please the world. " Qin Ze's smile was bitter at first. Then, he suddenly thought of something and the corner of his mouth twitched. "When he entered junior high school, the beautiful troublemaker sister caused trouble again. At that time, the hooligans who didn't study were fighting for territory in the school. When they saw a beautiful girl, they would ask to be their girlfriend. A big brother without a sister-in-law was an incompetent big brother. She was so beautiful that she became the hot cake that the big brothers had to fight over. "
"The opportunity finally came. Sister stole a hundred yuan from home. There were about twenty people. She said that as long as you helped my brother 'hold the line', she would give each of you five yuan … Five yuan. At that time, a popsicle only cost fifty cents. Five yuan could let you eat fish and meat in the cafeteria. Then, she found the hooligans and said that she was Qin Ze's woman. If you're a man, you should draw your sword. "
"Actually, at that time, as long as she explained the situation to the teacher, those hooligans wouldn't dare to provoke her. She was a top student, and the school valued top students very much."
Nan Man Pei commented, "She's young, but she's quite scheming."
"I've never been so flashy. In front of dozens of people, I had a one-on-one fight with the school's bad student leader. In the end, I won. A fight between children is very simple. As long as you're not afraid of pain and fight to the death, it's not difficult to win. Although I looked worse, I shouted at him loudly. I said, 'Qin Bao Bao is my woman!' "Qin Ze grinned." I've remembered this sentence for many years. Now that I think about it, I'm really excited. "
Nan Man Pei was silent.
"After that, the boy's desire to 'get her' became stronger and stronger. It was like a black seed buried in his heart, absorbing the negative emotions of the outside world and gradually blooming a black flower."
"From then on, he began to pay attention to his sister's beautiful figure and beautiful face. He watched as her breasts became fuller and fuller, and she had the charm of a young girl. He still treated her well, but it was no longer the affection of a younger brother trying to please his sister. It was a kind of love that was causing trouble. One day, when he was playing with his sister, the friction of their bodies made him have a physiological reaction. In his adolescence, he suddenly understood that it was difficult for him to treat his sister, who he had spent more than ten years with, as family. At one point, he felt a huge sense of guilt. He felt disgusted, as disgusted as a creature in a dirty pigsty. "
"Until one night, his sister knocked on his door while his parents were asleep. They slept on the same bed and talked about meaningless things. The younger brother was very well-behaved. He felt that if he exposed his inner impulses, his sister would never get close to him again. However, God didn't close all the windows for this humble and ordinary child. He left a window open … That night, his sister kissed him. "
Nan Man Pei was stunned.
"In the darkness where there was no light, he heard his sister's rapid breathing. He imagined his sister's blushing face and her moist and shy eyes. A huge sense of happiness exploded in his heart. He was sure of one thing, his sister liked him. It wasn't a simple brother-sister relationship, but the kind of love that a girl secretly likes a boy. "
Qin Ze laughed bitterly. "But so what? His life was so mediocre that there was no highlight to speak of. Such a person, other than going with the flow, what ability did he have to change his fate? He didn't even dare to be angry with his father. All he could do was to hide his feelings in his heart."
"In the years that followed, the two of them tacitly hid their secrets. A secret kiss could be sweet for half a day. They passed through junior high school, high school, and university. No one dared to touch the feelings in their hearts. His sister stubbornly refused to go on blind dates and refused to date any boyfriends. Because she already had someone in her heart. That useless brother. "
"The younger brother was more rational. He knew that he couldn't do it. Deep in his heart, he felt that he couldn't do it. He was so useless. His greatest achievement was the big house that was destined to be left to him by his family. So he started to try to find a girlfriend … Time always dilutes everything. No matter how solemn their love was, it couldn't beat time. The perfect ending for the two of them was that he married a local wife, and his sister married an outstanding man. Everyone continued to hide their secrets in their hearts, leaving behind fleeting time, and moving forward into the future. "
"Later, the boy finally grew up. He started to show his talent and became a child praised by his relatives and friends. He became someone else's child. He could do whatever he wanted in the entertainment industry. He was undefeated in the business world and earned a lot of money every day. However, his cowardly nature was rooted in his heart. Even if their names were not related by blood, he still did not dare to lay his cards on the table with his parents. He did not dare to loudly tell his parents that Baby Qin was his woman … He was terrified to the core.
"So he held onto his sister and didn't let go. At the same time, he yearned for love openly with other women."
"He … became arrogant."
Nan Man Pei knew why Qin Ze said these things to her. She also knew what Wang Zijin was doing. Everything stemmed from yesterday's news.
"Since he already got the love he wanted, why didn't he stop before it was too late? There are too many beautiful things in life. There will always be people who miss out. He shouldn't be obsessed with the fleeting past. If he knows that it's wrong, he should cut it off, "Nan Man Pei said gently.
"I can't kill him," Qin Ze murmured, "Others only see his brilliance and brilliance, but who has ever seen his humble and weak side? Who would like that incompetent and useless version of him?"
"Only my sister," he said.
Nan Man Pei was silent. She didn't know what to say.
This confident, calm, and talented young man in front of her took off his heavy armor for the first time in front of her. Inside was a timid and humble little boy.
Perhaps this was the real him?
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