She wanted to punish herself and banish herself …
Cen Mo, who had gone through that before, gave Song Yao what little trust he had, but she disappointed him again and again.
Now, because her heart ached for Cen Mo, she chose to hide her guilt towards Su Huan in her heart and be with him. Yet, Cen Mo no longer trusted her because of what she did in the past!
Or perhaps this was the so-called retribution. The pain she brought Su Huan in the past, now the heavens were returning it all to her!
Song Yao felt as if all her energy had been sucked out of her. She sat on the bed listlessly, feeling dizzy. "Cen Mo, you can take the phone away. I don't need a new phone anyway! In the future, I'll stay in this bedroom obediently to take care of the fetus. I'll go wherever you want me to go. Don't be angry! Let Su Huan return to the country, okay? "
Song Yao's tone was calm as usual. She knew the more she pleaded, the angrier Cen Mo would get …
She was afraid her words would anger Cen Mo, so she looked up and said, "In the future, I'll work hard to let you feel that I really love you!"
"Don't beg me for Su Huan's sake. You can make me feel that you really love me!" Cen Mo then walked out of the room.
Song Yao reached out to hold Cen Mo back.
"Cen Mo, you've also experienced not being able to return to the country to see your family one last time …" Song Yao said. "Put yourself in his shoes. Can't you let Su Huan off?"
This was the biggest scar in Cen Mo's heart!
Back then, Cen Mo had no choice but to go fetch Lu Xiangsi as he promised. After returning to the country, Lu Xiangsi died.
Song Yao's nasal voice was so heavy that one couldn't tell it was her voice anymore. "I'm not trying to expose your scars! I just feel that I can empathize with what you've experienced. Don't make things difficult for Su Huan, he's the most innocent! Okay? "
Song Yao's mind was a mess. Right now, she couldn't care less if Cen Mo would get angry or agree to her words. She only felt her ears ringing, and her head was in a daze.
His palm was empty. Cen Mo pulled his hand away.
Song Yao knew she said the wrong thing. But if she didn't say that, Song Yao wouldn't know how to beg Cen Mo to let Su Huan go back to the country!
She did not even have the strength to lift her head to look at Cen Mo. She could only feel that the ringing in her ears was magnified countless times in her mind, and her brain was about to explode from the noise. Her vision turned black, and she fell straight to the ground …
"Song Yao!"
Song Yao heard Cen Mo calling out her name, but she fell into darkness. It was as if a large hand was grabbing her tightly and dragging her into the darkness.
…
In the dark, Song Yao seemed to smell the familiar smell of disinfectant …
She only felt an unbearable pain in her stomach. It was as if she had been dragged back to the summer vacation when she was fifteen years old, when her father had ruthlessly kicked her.
The chirping of the cicadas at noon was especially loud, and the old fan in the house was buzzing as if it would fall apart at any moment. There was also the sound of her mother sitting in front of the sewing machine, using her feet to make air conditioner covers for others.
As she was doing her summer homework, she fell asleep on her desk. Suddenly, she heard a loud sound of the door opening. Song Yao was startled awake.
When she heard her parents' fierce argument, she was completely sober. She saw her father carrying his luggage and wanting to leave. Her mother cried and held onto his bag, begging him not to leave them and their daughter behind.
Song Yao held a mechanical pencil in her hand, her expression a little dazed …
Song Yao, who was already in high school, was a young lady, not a child! She had long known that her father had another woman outside from the clues she had found!
This time, her father was probably going to abandon her mother!
Song Yao's father saw that the strap of his luggage was about to break. He lifted his leg and was about to kick Song Yao's mother's shoulder when Song Yao, who had quick reflexes, picked up the pencil box and threw it at her father!
In a rage, the man turned around and kicked Song Yao's stomach. Her mother exclaimed in shock and hurriedly went to help Song Yao, who had knocked into the chair and was bleeding profusely …
When the man saw that Song Yao had hit her head, he was also stunned for a moment. He hurriedly put down the luggage in his hands and ran toward Song Yao. "Yao Yao … it's Daddy's fault! Daddy was too harsh! Let's go to the hospital … "
The wound didn't hurt much, but Song Yao held her head and cried hysterically.
Song Yao's father berated Song Yao's mother to get a towel, and the entire house was in a mess.
That day, Song Yao's father didn't leave. After Song Yao's head was bandaged, he stayed at home that night. Song Yao looked through her father's phone and found that woman's phone number to record. She harbored evil intentions in her heart and planned to take revenge …
Over the next few days, Song Yao's father stayed at home as he had in the past.
Song Yao's mother pretended as if nothing had happened and took care of Song Yao. She had three meals a day, and it was as if the family had returned to their old days.
Song Yao had originally wanted to use that phone number to find out that woman's information and then teach her a lesson!
But seeing that life had returned to normal, Song Yao didn't want to push her father back to that woman's side just to vent her anger!
That was probably the selfish side of all children at that time. Although they would side with their mother, they still hoped that their parents could be together!
But then, Song Yao's mother's phone frequently received calls and messages from the mistress. The mistress was very clever and bought many black cards. She changed the number and sent insulting words to Song Yao's mother. She scolded Song Yao's mother over the phone for being shameless and not divorcing her man!
During that time, the family finally calmed down. Song Yao's mother was afraid that if she mentioned that woman again, it would cause a new storm in the family, so she suppressed the matter and bore it alone. Even if she changed the phone number, that woman would always know. She was like a nightmare that she couldn't get rid of, always following her like a ghost!
Song Yao's mother also had her own parents and friends, so it was impossible for her to not turn her phone on 24 hours a day!
She also didn't expect that there would be such a shameless woman in the world, who could invert black and white like that!
Song Yao's mother forced herself to smile every day, but she became thinner day by day …
At that time, Song Yao and the others didn't know that there was a demon called depression. It was more terrifying than any illness, and it had already quietly entangled her mother!
Half a year passed like that, and her father often didn't return home at night again …
After that, that woman's messages and phone calls came again. She would even provokingly describe things that happened between her and Song Yao's father in bed. When she called, the other side would play a recording of her and Song Yao's father in bed!
Song Yao saw her mother's hair turning white at a speed visible to the naked eye every day.
She knew that her father was the source of her mother's pain, so she solemnly told her mother that she hoped her mother would divorce her father. She was already grown up and could take good care of her mother!
Her mother would only say with a gratified expression, "My Yao Yao is so sensible!"
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