"Song Yao!" Cen Mo interrupted Song Yao, his eyes like the black storm clouds before a hurricane. "Whether or not Su Huan can go back and see his father for the last time is Su Huan's business. It has nothing to do with you …"
Song Yao clutched Cen Mo's sleeve tightly, her throat choking. She stared at Cen Mo with reddened eyes. "Back then, you clearly knew I was with Su Huan! What are you bothered about now? Ever since you forced me to leave Su Huan, I no longer have anything to do with him! Why are you holding on to Su Huan now? "
"Yes … We've finally met each other today! But what did we say or do to deserve you to be so angry? Whether it's the watch or the wallet, those are things that happened in the past, things that happened before I met you! I can't erase my past! What exactly do you want me to do to let it go? "Song Yao asked Cen Mo.
"Let go …" Cen Mo said.
"Your distrust of me is a problem between us. It's my fault! What has this got to do with Su Huan? Su Huan's biggest mistake in this life … was nothing more than meeting me and having that fight with me! But this isn't a crime! You can't take away Su Huan's right to go back and see his father for the last time! "
Song Yao raised a hand to wipe away the tears on her cheeks with the back of her hand, refusing to let go of Cen Mo …
Cen Mo gazed at Song Yao's pale face, narrowing his eyes. "You've been very obedient these days. Why are you so easily irritable when it comes to Su Huan?"
"Because I'm a person with a conscience! I'm not a beast! Not a pet! And not a machine! " Song Yao could no longer hold back her tears, her voice sounding like she was about to cry. "Do you know how I've been through these days after betraying Su Huan to be with you? I feel that someone like me doesn't deserve to be happy. Why should I get fame and fortune after hurting such a good man! To get a man who loves me so much! Someone like me should be punished by the heavens! "
"You got together with me after breaking up with Su Huan!"
"But it makes no difference to me!" Song Yao shouted hysterically. She let go of Cen Mo's sleeves in agony and squatted down weakly, hugging her knees as she cried like a child. "After separating from Su Huan, my life was smooth sailing because of you. But all the misfortune that befell the Su family and Su Huan … was caused by me! Cen Mo, sometimes I really hate you! I hate you for forcing me to become a heartless and unscrupulous woman. I hate you for turning me into what I hate the most! "
"So … because of that Su Huan, you still hate me?" Cen Mo cast a sidelong glance at the lady who was squatting on the ground and crying her heart out. His voice was so cold that it made one fall into an ice cave in an instant.
"Yes! I hate you! But I hate myself even more! I hate myself for choosing to leave Su Huan for the sake of fame. I hate myself for falling in love with someone like you! " After Song Yao finished speaking, she raised her head. "I've seen Zhong Moli before. I know about your past. You said that I've been obedient during this period of time …"
"Are you pitying me?" Cen Mo spoke before Song Yao could, raising his brows.
Cen Mo knew that Zhong Moli had seen Song Yao before …
Back when Song Yao was hospitalized, he guarded her for a long time, day and night. When he really couldn't take it anymore and went to rest, he arranged for layers of people to guard Song Yao. At that time, other than a few of Song Yao's close friends, strangers couldn't get close to Song Yao!
When Zhong Moli went to visit Song Yao, the people guarding Song Yao's safety … called Saihand before Zhong Moli entered the hospital's inpatient building. Saihand knew that Zhong Moli wasn't a bad person, and he also knew that Zhong Moli and Cen Mo were on good terms. That was why he got people to hide in the dark and protect Song Yao, lest they get exposed because of a conflict with Zhong Moli.
"It's not pitying you, it's heartache! I called your psychiatrist. I was conceited enough to think that our child and I were the most special existences in your life, that with us around, you could be cured! But no matter how hard I tried … you didn't believe that I loved you. Cen Mo … I get tired too, I really get tired! Loving you … loving you is really tiring! "
The coldness in Cen Mo's eyes softened. He bent over and helped Song Yao up from the ground, and their gazes met.
Cen Mo gazed deeply into Song Yao's teary eyes, then used his fingers to wipe away the tears on Song Yao's face. He said calmly, "It's said that a woman's heart is unfathomable. I once thought that I could see through you, but at night, you were still smiling and discussing with me what to eat tomorrow morning. The next day, you dragged your suitcase and disappeared without a trace, hiding from me even at the cost of your life!"
Song Yao bit her lip …
"In the morning, you told me in bed that you loved me and never wanted to be separated from me. But I removed the people watching you, and in the afternoon, I couldn't find any trace of you anymore!" Cen Mo pinched Song Yao's chin, forcing her to let go of her lip that she had bitten open. He gently stroked her lip with his thumb, his posture gentle and doting, but his gaze was cold. "I don't know … how true your words are!"
Cen Mo trusted Song Yao and gave her many chances. But every time Cen Mo chose to trust Song Yao, he would be very disappointed in the end …
Therefore, to Cen Mo, it was fine as long as he could keep Song Yao by his side. He didn't care what methods he used, and he wasn't afraid that Song Yao would hate him!
He was only afraid that Song Yao would suddenly disappear without a trace one day, and from then on, he would never hear news of her again. Or perhaps he would hear news that would make him lose control of himself in despair!
"Then how are we going to get along?" Song Yao grabbed Cen Mo's large hand and placed it on her abdomen. "Do you want our child to see how his parents live their lives? If you're really that worried about me … I'll follow you wherever you go in the future, okay? "
Cen Mo merely looked at Song Yao, not saying a word.
"Or I won't leave the bedroom, okay? From then on, I'll stay here and wait for you to come back! If you're happy, accompany me. If you're unhappy, just lock me up! "
"Song Yao, don't say things out of anger!" Cen Mo faintly revealed signs of hostility.
Song Yao shook her head. She smiled, but tears kept trickling down from the corners of her eyes. She said, "I'm not saying things out of anger! Because I really … don't know what method I should use to let you feel that I'll never leave you. Should I cut open my heart and show you? Mm? "
Her nostrils flared slightly as she uttered a question. Her heart ached so much that she wanted to take it out of her body.
She and Cen Mo were clearly very close, but it felt like they were the furthest apart in the world …
They were clearly in love, but he didn't believe her. There was nothing sadder than this!
Song Yao's entire life was probably sad!
Back then, after she broke up with Su Huan, she chose to be with Cen Mo. After falling in love with Cen Mo, she couldn't get over the knot in her heart. She kept feeling that her happiness was unfair to Su Huan!
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