"Xiao Qin, you've told me more than once that you want to travel to a fairy tale world with me. Are you serious?"
Shrouded in the shadow of death, I typed these words on my phone with trembling fingers.
"You said that in the fairy tale world, you're a little cat and I'm a big dinosaur. You want me to carry you on my back and travel the world with you."
When I thought of the cat version of Xiao Qin rolling around on my back, a bitter smile appeared on my face.
"I feel like you're a saber-toothed tiger and I'm just a wolf that's weaker than you."
"So, don't come yet, okay?"
"I was heartbroken when you took brother Optimus Prime away from me. I was also heartbroken when my puppy died. My dad once said: people aren't afraid of death, they're afraid of separation. "
"I'm begging you to temporarily endure the pain of separation. Don't let your parents experience the pain of separation."
Then I wrote that her biological father, Huo ZhenBang, was already infected with AIDS.
Although Huo ZhenBang liked to fool around, I could tell that he still loved his children. Now that he lost his eldest son and was infected with a terminal illness, he definitely wouldn't be able to withstand the blow if 'second miss' Xiao Qin left with me.
Don't mention Auntie Ren, I can't imagine what she would do if she lost Xiao Qin.
"Xiao Qin, I know that my request to you might be forcing you against your will. Think about it carefully. From the beginning until now, all the good things you've done, the bad things, the wrong things, and the stupid things you've done are all because you're hopelessly trying to stay by my side.
"I don't think I'm good enough for you to do this, but no matter what, the fact that I don't exist in this world will probably make you wish you were dead."
"Please try to believe that I'm only temporarily waiting for you in the fairy tale world."
"I want you to live. I'm patient, I can wait for you for a long time."
"You have too many reasons to live. For Auntie Ren, for your terminally ill father, you shouldn't give up your young life."
"Help me take care of brother Optimus Prime and the other robot brothers, okay? Take care of them, as you did before, as you took care of my life. Although I'm already 14 years old, I still like robot toys. "
"I shouldn't hide it from you anymore. Actually, Auntie Ren is pregnant with my dad's child. My dad also proposed to her, although he was rejected …"
"But I think they have a chance to be together. If our parents get married, then you and I will be brother and sister in name. Now do you know why I asked you to call me brother on the cliff?"
"Maybe it's too much, maybe it's cruel, but I hope you can be nice to my dad and your former Uncle Ye. He at least gave you a picture of me as a shota, didn't he?"
I couldn't help but feel sad when I thought about how Xiao Qin would always have that photo on her desk, and how I threw the twenty photos she gave me in a cardboard box under my bed.
How selfish am I? I actually wanted the heartbroken Xiao Qin to help comfort my dad.
But I still wrote on willfully.
"If we have a younger brother or sister in common in the near future, you should take on the responsibility of being the older sister. But don't be like the class leader and spoil your younger brother or sister. "
"Also, if it's a younger brother, then he might also be called Ye Lin. Don't bully him. Because it's very important, I'll say it again: don't bully him. "
"As for Ai Mi, I know my sister doesn't like you, and you might not like her either. But I still want to shamelessly ask you to remind her if she goes down the wrong path. If she has no place to stay because she rebelled against Ai ShuQiao, please at least give her a place to stay."
"When it comes to helping Ai Mi, you can trust the black bodyguard Peng TouSi 100%. Although he's gay, he's the closest person I've met to God. I believe if you and Auntie Ren are in trouble, Peng TouSi will do his best to help out for Ai Mi and me."
There's a saying in 'Orphan of Zhao', "It's harder for the living than the dead". Now I can say I've personally experienced it.
I can't believe I gave Xiao Qin so many tasks. Is there a brother and childhood friend like me?
But I have to find a lot of things for her to do, otherwise she'll go crazy from the grief of losing me.
Even after saying so much, I don't have the confidence to stop Xiao Qin from ending her own life as soon as I'm sure I'm dead.
As my heart started to race again, I almost dropped my phone. The impending death gradually made the message I wrote to Xiao Qin become even more irrational.
"Don't look down on the fairy tale world. You've never been to the fairy tale world, so maybe it's also very dangerous."
"Also, I'm just a lone wolf, I'm not an invincible dinosaur in the fairy tale world. You don't want us to be chased around by dinosaurs in the fairy tale world, right?"
"So don't come over yet, stay on the other side of the gate and let me level up in the fairy tale world."
"It won't be too late to come over after I level up into an arctic wolf king and have the ability to protect you."
"Let's wait a bit longer. Give that time to your parents and our brothers and sisters! I know you'll be very sad if you can't find me, but please wait a bit and don't come over immediately, okay? "
"I didn't disappear. I've been waiting for you in the fairy tale world, just like how my brother Optimus Prime didn't disappear and has been waiting for me there."
"I'll level up by killing monsters, it won't be boring. We're not separated. As long as we still have each other in our hearts, it won't be a real separation."
"Although I know it's difficult, please live a happy life and then come find me in the fairy tale world."
"You'll definitely find me. I'll stand in a very conspicuous place. That level 999 arctic wolf king is me. "
"No matter if you're a kitten or a saber-toothed tiger, I'll protect you and take you around the world."
"From now on, you can always stay by my side …"
I couldn't continue writing.
It wasn't because the death god's scythe had already been swung down, but because I couldn't control my emotions anymore.
I couldn't believe that I was actually sobbing in front of my phone screen.
It turns out that the dead people and animals weren't really separated from us.
The grandpa who cursed at the men's soccer match on the TV while handing me sweet potatoes, and the puppy I raised, did you share a part of your soul with me when you left this world?
My dad said: The people you love, even if you're separated by life and death, will continue to live on in you.
Longing transcends life and death, transcends time. From this point of view, Xiao Qin and I, who were childhood friends, actually haven't been separated for three years.
But after this, we might be separated for a long time.
I, who pay attention to the frontiers of physics, am a complete materialist. Heaven and Hell have no place in my system of thought.
That's why I shouldn't believe in some childish "fairy tale world."
But at this moment, I really hope that the super unscientific fairy tale world will exist for me and Xiao Qin.
At least we can have a place to meet again.
I pressed the save button on my phone's notepad, then my eyelids became heavier and heavier, and I gradually wanted to fall asleep.
In a trance, I had already incarnated as a wolf and came to a fairy tale world with red flowers and green grass. The cartoon form of the sun shone irresponsibly in the sky.
Some bald roosters with big eyes and thin necks walked leisurely in the wilderness, with the yellow monster name and level displayed above their heads: Daffy Chicken – Level 1.
I shook the mane on the back of my neck and bared my sharp canines as a gust of dry wind blew past me.
They seem to be very weak monsters! Let's start leveling up from them!
"Giggle!" Every time I clawed at them, they would make a high-pitched sound to express their opposition, but it didn't change the fate of being killed by me in a few hits.
"Leveling up from Level 1 to Level 2 requires 10,000 EXP. This setting is too much of a scam! When can I level up to 999! "
While talking to myself impatiently, I launched a wild charge at the 34th Daffy Chicken.
"Woof woof!" This Daffy Chicken suddenly let out a shocking bark!
I couldn't help but stop my front paw in midair, and carefully looked at the yellow words above its head — — Daffy Chicken – Level 1 — — it's no different from the others! It's not an elite monster, nor is it a quest monster, why does it know a foreign language!
"Woof woof! Woof woof woof woof! "
After I killed the Daffy Chicken, the barking did not stop, but instead became louder and louder.
Accompanied by the barking, there was the sound of unusually urgent running footsteps. It was the kind of familiar footsteps made by a petite person wearing sneakers on the grass.
That person ran while gasping for breath while screaming: "Ye Lin classmate! Ye Lin classmate! Where are you!! "
I don't know how long he had been yelling, but his originally mellow and pleasant voice had become weak and hoarse, making people worry that his vocal cords were about to break.
Like a drop of warm tears dripping on my heart, the scene of me killing monsters and leveling up became blurry.
Huh? It sounds a bit familiar? I seem to have heard it before in the previous world I lived in.
"Woof! Woof woof! Woof woof woof woof! "The dog suddenly stopped, and the barking seemed to appear directly above me.
Huh? The dog's voice is also a bit familiar! This accent, it's the standard American accent that a lot of people who worship foreign things would envy!
I suddenly opened my eyes wide.
Is it Obama? Could it be that Xiao Qin brought Obama and followed my scent all the way here?
Based on the sweaty t-shirt I gave to Xiao Qin as a pillow?
I couldn't suppress the joy in my heart, I raised my head, and then I saw Obama's glimmering eyes and his scarlet tongue sticking out of his mouth.
I have never liked the husky species so much.
It seems like the suicide note on my phone was written for nothing.
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