The anger of the two was completely stirred up. Xin Yu's personality was also very stubborn. In addition, the two of them were not on the same page. The more they talked, the fiercer they got.
In the end, they only wanted to vent their dissatisfaction, and they didn't care how hurtful their words were.
"Qin Fangang, I didn't expect you to be so selfish. You let me watch my mother die just so you can have a complete me! The person lying in bed today is your mother, and the person with kidney failure today is your mother. Can I also drag you around and let you be lovey-dovey with me? "
"Leng Xinyu —!"
Qin Fangang was furious, and he suddenly reached out his hand. Xin Yu's eyes widened, and her face was ashen. She couldn't believe what she saw. His hand stopped when it was less than a centimeter away from her cheek. She was stunned for five seconds, and then she smiled.
"Qin Fangang, you want to hit me?"
Only then did Qin Fangang realize what he had just done. He was shocked. He didn't think that he would subconsciously do such a thing in a fit of rage.
Actually, how could he bear to hit her?
He couldn't even bear to touch her, so how could he hit her?
However, what she said just now had crossed his bottom line. She kept implicating his mother in this matter. Even if he knew that she was just in a moment of anger and did not go back on her words, to him, it was as if she was cursing his mother.
Sometimes, people were like this.
He could face anyone and anything calmly. Even if it was life and death, he could face it without blinking. However, when it came to Leng Xinyu, all his principles and calmness were probably discounted.
However, no matter what, how could he really lay his hands on her?
The man's stiff hand suddenly fell in the next second. It landed on Xin Yu's cheek, and then there was a muffled bang from the moving door behind them. In the next second, Xin Yu heard the sound of glass shattering in her extreme panic.
She subconsciously held her breath. Because of human instinct, when the man's fist fell, she turned her face to the side and closed her eyes.
When she opened her eyes, the man in front of her stared at her without blinking. Those deep eyes of his had a bloodthirsty light. He was trying his best to suppress his anger, but even so, Xin Yu still felt uncomfortable …
"You don't have to be afraid of me. I won't hit you."
He suddenly said in a hoarse voice. His body moved back slightly, but that gloomy and cold aura was still following her like a shadow.
Xin Yu felt like there was a mouthful of blood stuck in her throat. She felt like she would spit out a mouthful of blood if she opened her mouth. Maybe you won't hit me, but subconsciously, you still wanted to lay your hands on me.
This feeling was like she was just a broken doll that he wanted to trample under his feet when he was angry …
They had never had such an intense argument. Sometimes, she really thought that maybe she could hide behind him for the rest of her life and be loved by him. With a man like him in front of her to shelter her from the wind and rain, she didn't need to worry about anything.
So, from the beginning, when she was accused of having an affair, she didn't hesitate to be with him. Later on, she would rather forget that he was actually Lu Shiyun's son and be with him. Later on, when she saw her parents suffer so much because of Lu Shiyun, she still wanted to ignore it …
Could it be that she really didn't feel anything at all?
Why couldn't she bear to see her mother suffer so much pain? Because she felt that the more selfish she was, the more pain her parents would suffer.
She knew that this kind of mentality was actually brought on by her own actions.
She could know how good Qin Fangang was, but what could her parents understand? What they saw was only Qin Fangang, who was also Lu Shiyun's son. In this world, there were too many parents who compromised for their children. But after her mother suffered such a huge blow, she could still face Qin Fangang calmly because of herself.
That day, Tao Wantian asked her in a clear state of mind — Xin Yu, do you really love Qin Fangang? But he is also Lu Shiyun's son. Can he really not recognize his own family?
— Xin Yu, Mom still wants you to be happy, but … maybe Mom is a little old-fashioned, but it's hard to say if it's inherited … Actually, Mom is quite afraid that Qin Fangang has Lu Shiyun's genes in his bones. Xin Yu, Mom's thinking may be a little old-fashioned, but … but you still have to think clearly …
How could she not know her mother's worries?
But in the end, she still said with incomparable determination, "Mom, you don't understand Qin Fangang. He's very good to me. There's no one in this world who treats me better than him."
Actually, after going through so many ups and downs together, she understood him. She also knew that he would always put her first in everything he did.
But he didn't know that she actually wanted to give her kidney to her mother because she wanted to "make up for it."
She knew that this kind of thinking was actually nonsense. There wasn't a parent in this world who didn't want their child to have a bad life, but what could she do? Every time she thought about how she treated an enemy who harmed her parents like a benefactor for the past five years, she felt too sad.
She wanted to do something, but now it had turned out like this.
She wasn't sad because Qin Fangang was so overbearing. She was sad because he still couldn't seem to understand why she was doing this. He always thought that she didn't have to do anything, didn't have to think about anything, and just wanted to be his Leng Xinyu. But even though Leng Xinyu was happy with Qin Fangang, she couldn't lose her soul and her own opinions.
She wasn't a porcelain doll. She couldn't live on as long as she had his love.
He was always like this. Every time, he would say — Xin Yu, just hide behind me. Let me handle everything for you.
She could hide behind him. She could also let him handle everything, but she still had her own thoughts. Sometimes, she wanted to do something. Why did he think that she was so useless? …
Her temples were throbbing in pain, and her tears kept falling. She had never felt like her heart was being blocked by something before. She really felt like there was a spider web above her head that could cover her at any time. She was just a worm with no way out.
She couldn't continue to confront him. She was afraid that she would break down. She couldn't bear his ruthless and cold gaze.
Xin Yu reached out to push Qin Fangang away. Her body moved, but the glass that was smashed by Qin Fangang suddenly fell to the ground because of her back. The two of them probably didn't expect that in just a few seconds, the glass shards fell on Xin Yu's head and back. She didn't have time to dodge. Some of the sharp edges had already scratched her delicate skin. Xin Yu felt a tingling pain at the back of her neck. She subconsciously shrank her neck.
Qin Fangang's body stiffened, he instinctively reached out to protect her, but he didn't expect to be blocked by Xinyu.
"…"
It seemed that the stiffness and silence just now had eased their agitated emotions. Now that the glass shards suddenly fell, it probably pierced one of Qin Fangang's nerves. He suddenly realized something —
In fact, didn't he always hope that she could stay by his side?
Why couldn't he control himself and say those words to her? Actually, he probably regretted it the moment he said those words.
Xinyu, on the other hand, lowered her eyes. The back of her neck was cut by the broken glass and blood was seeping out. Qin Fangang felt even more heartache and guilt in his heart but he still pursed his lips and didn't say anything. He then heard her reaching out to open the door and was about to leave.
He grabbed her and asked, "Where are you going?"
Xin Yu only struggled for a moment, but didn't say anything.
Qin Fangang was silent. After a moment, he slowly let go of his hand and said, "You don't have to go. I'll go."
"…"
He really left, leaving behind a room full of loneliness and desolation after a fierce argument.
Xin Yu had always felt that she was the luckiest woman. Although she had encountered things that others didn't and her life was really bumpy, she felt that God still cared for her. Because when she was at her most helpless, she was still able to meet Qin Fangang.
Someone once said, "Once you meet Yang Guo, you'll miss him for life."
To her, wasn't it "Once you meet a Fan Gang, you'll miss him for life?"
She had been through so much with him, and she didn't know how much criticism she had to bear. She had never cared about it because she had always firmly believed that he could give her the entire world, and that he could definitely block any rumors and slanders.
But it turned out that all she saw was his gentle side. After he removed that layer of gentleness, the Qin Fangang she saw was actually so frightening and unfamiliar to her …
She looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was pale and her eyes were red. It was as if her soul had been sucked out of her. She was a person who had been protected in the palm of someone's hand for a long time. Suddenly, that person abandoned her and turned to leave. She felt terrible, as if the end of the world had arrived.
The wound on the back of her neck hurt faintly, but nothing else mattered. She didn't even take a shower or wash her face. Like a wandering spirit, she dragged her tired and bruised body into the bedroom. She didn't even use her bra and directly lay down on the sofa.
She reached out and hugged her knees like a baby. She curled her body and didn't know if it was because she was too cold, but she didn't feel it …
Qin Huimin put on a cashmere sweater and hurried out of the bedroom. The maid who had been taking care of her said, "Madam, Young Master suddenly came over in the middle of the night. He didn't look too well. I asked if he had eaten, but he ignored me."
"It's fine. Go and rest. I'll go take a look."
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