Taking a deep breath, Xin Yu pursed her lips and said, "Fan Gang, if there's anything you want to say, just tell me directly. Don't be like this. You know, even if I'm a smart person to others, I'll never be able to guess your thoughts in front of you. The more you raise your status like this, the more I can't seduce you. I feel terrible, I …"
"Then, have you ever thought about my feelings?"
Qin Fangang reached out and pressed her shoulder blade. The man's deep voice finally carried a hint of coldness. Xin Yu suddenly raised her head. The pain from her shoulder blade made her subconsciously frown. Before she could speak, Qin Fangang continued to ask coldly, "Leng Xinyu, am I not good enough to you? You refuse to tell me anything. Do you want to hide everything from me? You refuse to listen to whatever I tell you to do. You even want to joke about your own health? "
Xin Yu was speechless.
"Fan Gang, you … What are you talking about?"
"You still want to hide it from me?"
Qin Fangang had been suppressing his anger all this time. The last thing he wanted to do was vent his anger on Leng Xinyu, but who could understand the pain in his heart?
Previously, when she left without a word and left him a letter saying that she had gone to Japan, there wasn't a second that he wasn't worried about her. However, he still had to take her feelings into consideration. He endured it for an entire month before he went to Japan to look for her.
At that time, she gently apologized to him. In the end, he couldn't bear to give her the cold shoulder. Actually, how could he be her opponent? She was his nemesis. When had he ever disagreed with anything she said or did?
However, when he saw the news report just now, he was really angry.
The second time, and the third time!
She had said that she would tell him everything she did in the future. Why did she still do the matching behind his back this time? This was not the worst. He could understand that she was anxious and worried about her biological mother, but when he saw the word "match", his heart twitched violently. His precious baby, if she lost a single strand of hair, he would be heartbroken. If she really had to remove a part of her body, how could he bear it?
But that wasn't the worst part.
The worst thing was that he saw the second report.
Underneath the match report was another pregnancy report …
He really couldn't describe how he felt at that time. Now that he thought about it, he felt that it was "soul-stirring". It was truly soul-stirring.
She was pregnant. She was actually pregnant.
He held the report and read it word by word. He was afraid that he was dreaming, or that he had read it wrong. That was not in line with Qin Fangang's behavior, but he had done it three times. It was true. It was true. His baby was really pregnant.
The pain of losing her first child was washed away by the joy of this unexpected surprise …
However, this joy came too fiercely. In less than two minutes, he felt as if he had been hit in the head. If she was pregnant, shouldn't she have told him immediately when she came in? Pregnancy. What could be more important than being pregnant? However, when these two reports were stacked together, it was already mercilessly and cruelly telling him another truth!
She had no intention of telling him at all!
Was she preparing to secretly donate her kidney to Tao Wantian behind his back?
Even if she already had her own baby, she didn't care about it?
He could understand her feelings for her mother, but did she ever think about her own position? She had a child in her stomach, but she actually hid it from him. Was she already preparing for the operation? …
This thought was like a tidal wave, fiercely rushing at him. His entire body was emitting a bloodthirsty aura. In the end, he calmly put the report back into her bag. Then he sat in the living room and smoked quietly. At this time, only the smell of nicotine could slightly alleviate the anger in his body.
He was waiting. He had been waiting all this while to give her some space to finish her noodles. When she finished her noodles, she would come over. He was still wondering if she should tell him about it. …
He was actually a very patient person. Not everything or anyone could make him lose his composure. However, he also admitted that Leng Xinyu was his nemesis.
So in the end, he still couldn't hold it in. However, he didn't break the final barrier. At this moment, he still wanted her to tell him personally.
What couldn't he forgive her for?
She just wanted to tell him personally …
When Xin Yu heard him say, "You're still trying to hide it from me," she already knew that the situation wasn't good. She knew that he definitely knew something, but he didn't say anything. Instead, she felt a little nervous.
The pregnancy and the match …
She didn't know if he knew everything. Or … did he hear something? Or …
Her mind was in a mess. All kinds of thoughts flashed through her mind. However, Xin Yu didn't know that her current thoughts were a sign of cowardice. She was still hoping that maybe Qin Fangang didn't know anything. Maybe he was talking about something else.
"… I-I'm hiding something from you? Fan Gang, don't be like this. I don't know. I … "
Her evasiveness made Qin Fangang's exquisite features instantly turn cold. He had never been the most cold-blooded person in front of her, but at this moment, it was as if he had been possessed. It was as if he was a demon from the ninth level of hell. With a backhand push, he pushed her against the sliding door. The man's tall body pressed heavily against it. His eyes were filled with pain.
"You don't know? Leng Xinyu, you really … never took my words to heart, did you? You never had to consider my feelings? You did whatever you wanted? I asked you to wait, but you secretly did the matching behind my back. You were pregnant, but you refused to tell me. Tell me, if I didn't find out, were you going to donate Qin Fangang's child to your mother? "
Xin Yu's eyes widened as she struggled to speak. "… You, you know? No, listen to me. I didn't … "
"Shut up!"
Qin Fangang growled. He was like a wild beast that had lost control. His eyes were red with anger. "What kind of explanation are you giving me? I'm the one who has been regressing. I'm the one who has been following you without any principles. I'm the one who has caused you to have such a temper, aren't I? You make your own decisions whenever there's a problem. Who do you think you are? You left for Japan without saying goodbye. Wasn't it me who went to Japan to bring you back? Do you really think you can do everything well? Now you're going to donate a kidney to your mother behind my back. Have you considered my feelings? No matter how much I understand you, can't you think about our child for the sake of us? Do you think you should? Why won't you tell me anything? Don't tell me that after all that we've been through together, we can't compare to your mother? Damn it, do you even have a heart? You damned woman! "
"…"
Qin Fangang had always spoken to her in a gentle and soft voice. He would never scold her in such a low voice. But now, he was fiercely pressing down on her shoulder and yelling at her. He was so fierce …
Her eyes quickly turned red. Tears were like pearls from a broken necklace that crawled all over her face. Her vision was blurry and she felt as though there was a fly stuck in her throat. She felt terrible and her heart ached.
She knew that he would be angry, but she didn't expect him to say such things.
What did he mean by 'they can't compare to her mother'? Did she have to choose between love and family?
If the person lying on the bed today was his mother, would he be able to remain so indifferent? She admitted that she was indeed the one at fault in this matter. But why did he look at her like this?
Wasn't he selfish?
If she had really been so heartless as to only care about her mother and not care about his feelings, she would not have needed to think about anything else after receiving the match report. She could have decisively chosen to undergo the surgery. She would not die from the loss of a kidney in the human body. But she still hesitated. There were some things that she couldn't talk to anyone about, but she knew very well what kind of mentality she had.
When she saw the word 'match', even if she didn't know that she was pregnant, she still hesitated. Her hesitation was only because she loved this man deeply.
But now, when it came to him, her hiding the truth gave him the feeling that she had placed too much importance on family. He even yelled at her.
Xin Yu bit her lip tightly and reached out to wipe away the tears on her face. But she realized that the more she wiped, the more tears fell. She looked down and clenched her fists. After a long time, she said in a hoarse voice, "… Is this how you see me? I left you once for my parents. I'm hiding it from you now because I want to donate a kidney to my mother. I've never thought about your feelings."
"… Back then, you were caught up in the lawsuit. Do you know how afraid I was that something would happen to you? I didn't go to Japan just for my parents. I also went there partly because of you! "
Qin Fangang was furious. He sneered, "For me? I don't need you to make such a big sacrifice. You're my woman. All you have to do is hide behind me every day. I told you that I can solve this. Don't you believe in my ability? You'd rather believe in a brave but stupid Japanese idiot than believe in me. And now you're saying that you did it for me? "
Xin Yu widened her eyes in disbelief. But she realized that everything in front of her was a blur. She couldn't see the man clearly. Her voice trembled as she called out his name, "Qin Fangang!"
"Everything I did for you was unnecessary. If you're so capable, why didn't you help my mother find a kidney? If there was a suitable kidney for her, why would I do this? Do you think I wanted to do this? If I really didn't care about your feelings at all, I would probably be in the operating room right now. Do you think I would still hold onto the report and let you find out? Do you think I would let you treat me like this again? "
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