He felt that his life had been smooth sailing for the past 28 years. He never knew that he would become so weak after falling deeply in love with someone. He did not seem to be the same person he used to be. He was too easily upset, too easily nervous, and too easily uneasy.
He had never shed a single tear, because shedding tears was something that only the weak would do. Even when he was a child in England, he was often bullied because he was not a local, but he would not hesitate to fight back. He had never bowed his head to anyone, but at this moment, he tasted the taste of tears.
It was not salty, but bitter.
He was bowing his head to fate. Fate wanted to take away his child, and he was powerless. He could only hide in the bathroom and secretly shed tears.
He was such a successful man. He never knew what it was like to lose, but now, he felt that he was so ordinary. He was nothing. He could not even protect his child.
His vision became more and more blurry, and his reflection in the mirror was already in a sorry state. Qin Fangang's hand tightly grasped the handle of the faucet. Suddenly, there was a conversation outside the bathroom, followed by a flurry of footsteps. Listening to the conversation outside, he knew that a man had entered the bathroom.
"No one is allowed to come in!"
He suddenly said. His hoarse male voice was choked with a bit of embarrassment. The man's eyebrows were tightly knitted, but his voice had a deterrent force that made people not dare to act rashly.
The people outside were stunned. Qin Fangang turned on the faucet and washed his face again. He pulled a tissue from the side and casually wiped his face, then threw it into the trash can. He calmed his emotions and dispersed a third of the sadness in his body. Then, he pursed his lips and went out with a gloomy face.
There were three interns standing at the door. The woman standing at the back was the one who followed behind Dr. Xiao, so she knew Qin Fangang. Of course, the other three interns also knew Qin Fangang. Just now, someone recognized the voice from inside as Qin Fangang, so they did not come in. Now, seeing him come out with a gloomy face and a pair of malicious eyes, if the man was careless and did not react, how could the woman not know what was going on?
She looked at Qin Fangang in a daze as he quickly brushed past her. Her heart overflowed with envy.
Was he … secretly shedding tears for that woman called Leng Xinyu?
There was such a high and mighty person who made everyone not dare to act rashly, but he could give all his tenderness to a woman. When she was in pain, he was also in pain. When she was crying, he was also crying.
What woman would not be envious of this kind of love?
Qin Fangang walked to the door of the ward. Just as he was about to reach out and push the door open, his phone rang. He glanced at the caller ID and quickly picked it up. "Uncle Situ?"
"Fan Gang, I've already gotten the name list you asked me to get for you."
Xin Yu struggled for a moment, not daring to move. Her hands were still covering her stomach. Her flat stomach always gave her a sense of security and stability.
She didn't seem to have any problems, so her baby must be safe too.
And just now, the doctor did not say anything. He only asked her to come in and rest, so her baby must be fine.
But why was Fan Gang still not here after so long? Where was he?
She was half sitting on the bed, but her tired eyes were still staring at the closed door of the ward.
When someone pushed the door open, Xin Yu almost instantly struggled to get up from the bed. Because there was a small corner at the entrance, when the door was pushed open, her line of sight happened to be blocked. She anxiously wanted to know if the person who came in was Qin Fangang. She threw herself forward, just in time to see Qin Fangang holding the door handle with one hand and coming in sideways.
"Fan Gang."
Xin Yu anxiously called out. A rare trace of joy appeared on her pale face.
Qin Fangang turned around and saw Xin Yu half sitting on the bed. He knew very well in his heart that she could not move her body at all. He hurriedly went forward, pressed his hands on her shoulders, and made her lie back down on the bed.
When the man spoke, his voice was a little hoarse. No matter how well he hid it, that kind of low mood still lingered around him. "How do you feel? Don't move, lie down obediently. "
Right now, Xin Yu was like a broken porcelain doll that was barely sewn back together. She self-righteously believed that she was still "perfect" and had no scars.
"I'm fine, I'm fine. What's wrong with you? Why do you look so pale? "
In fact, people were like this. Some things, they hypnotized themselves to deceive themselves, but they cared too much about the reactions of the people around them. Of course, she knew her own body best, but she did not want to admit some things, nor did she want to feel some things, so she was too anxious. She only wanted to confirm some things for herself through the man she trusted the most.
Xin Yu grabbed Qin Fangang's wrist with a backhand, but unexpectedly found that his shirt was wet. She frowned, raised her neck, and looked at him with some difficulty. "Fan Gang, why are your clothes wet? Your eyes are a little red. What's wrong? What happened? "
Qin Fangang lowered his eyes and looked down at the woman on the bed. She was actually very nervous, and her expression was not normal, but in the depths of those dark eyes, there was hope.
He knew what she was hoping for —
She hoped that he would be able to give her the most perfect answer. Qin Fangang felt a sharp pain in his heart. He felt as if there was a fly in his throat. He couldn't swallow it, couldn't spit it out, and couldn't describe the feeling.
But he had to think of a way to explain this matter clearly.
He did not want her to suffer any blow, but he knew very well in his heart that this kind of thing could not be hidden at all. She would find out sooner or later. He had to get through this, and so did she.
Qin Fangang reached out and tugged at his collar. He pulled up his trousers and sat on the edge of the bed. The man's slender fingers slowly brushed across the woman's tightly knitted brows. His hoarse voice made his emotions very repressed. "Baby, I know you're actually a very brave person. Actually, I really should say 'sorry' to you. I've always felt that I could control everything. As long as I want you, I will definitely be able to protect you well. I've always vowed to you in the past, but now I realize that I actually didn't do anything and made you suffer too much. I'm sorry, baby. But you are in my heart — "
So you don't have to suppress your emotions. If you have any dissatisfaction, you can vent it on me. I — "
"Fan Gang, what nonsense are you talking about?"
Xin Yu blinked and blankly interrupted Qin Fangang. She looked a little disapproving. "Why are you apologizing to me all of a sudden? I know. Are you upset because of the elevator accident? Don't worry. Aren't I fine? "
She smiled at Qin Fangang comfortingly and pretended to be relaxed. "It's really nothing. Besides, I can't blame you. It's my fault. I shouldn't have disobeyed you. It's just that I really couldn't get through to you at that time. I was also very anxious to see my father. But this matter is in the past. I'm fine now. Don't blame yourself.
I — "" Xin Yu! "
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"Xin Yu, look into my eyes. Tell me, do you really think your body is fine? Do you really think there's nothing wrong with you at all? "
Qin Fangang pinched her thin shoulders with both hands. He furrowed his thick brows as he looked at this self-deceiving woman. He steadied his breathing slightly. He only wanted to use the most gentle method to let her slowly accept this cruel reality. "Baby, don't be like this, okay? Be good. Look into my eyes. Tell me, where are you feeling unwell? Don't hold it in. You have to believe me. No matter what happens, I'll always be by your side. In the future, I won't — "
"Where am I feeling unwell?!"
Xin Yu's face suddenly turned cold. Her beautiful brows, which were already tightly knitted, were now knitted even more tightly. Her pale face gradually showed some anger. She bit her lip and reached out to push Qin Fangang's hand away. She was really angry. "What are you talking about? Why do you have to make me admit that I'm feeling unwell? Aren't I fine? Fan Gang, what's wrong with you? Look at me. I'm fine. Nothing happened to me. Our baby is fine too. "
"No."
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Xin Yu's expression changed dramatically in an instant. Her dark eyes widened, and the expression on her face slowly began to change subtly. In the end, she was like a broken porcelain doll. She had deceived herself into thinking that it had been mended. Now, she was ruthlessly thrown to the ground again.
She felt as if her heart had been pierced by thousands of arrows.
However, she did not shed a single tear. She just stared at Qin Fangang without blinking. It was as if she had not heard what he had just said. That feeling of being at a loss was as if her whole body had been pulled out of a sealed space. It was as if — even her breathing and heartbeat had stopped.
Yes, she hoped that time would stop at this moment. She did not know anything. She did not hear anything. Nothing had happened.
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