"… If you want to hit me or scold me, you can do it. If you think that a slap isn't enough to vent your anger, you can hit me again." He pointed to the other side of his face. He really wanted to give it to her. "Here. Hit me again. I won't stop you."
He knew that she was upset, unhappy, and wronged. She could vent her anger however she wanted. He would coax her and indulge her as long as she felt comfortable.
Except that she said she wanted to leave.
He couldn't do it. He wouldn't let her go.
Bai Lu couldn't hold it in anymore. Her tears fell. It felt like someone was tearing her soul apart. It was too painful. She choked and trembled. "… Why must you do this? Why? Can't you let me go? If you let me go, you'll be letting yourself go … Liang Feifan, what kind of woman am I? Do you really not know? No matter how many reasons you give me … I can't accept my husband and marry another woman … Let me go. You can lock me up, but you can't lock up my heart. Don't make me … hate you more. "
"Hate?"
Liang Feifan seemed to be provoked by these two words. His eyes suddenly darkened and he shook his head. "No, you can't hate me."
"I … Mmm …"
Before she could retort, her lips were covered by someone else's. It was a kiss with a hint of anger, but it also seemed to be venting some kind of dissatisfaction, as well as too much pain that could not be spoken of.
Liang Feifan hugged Bai Lu tightly. He used so much strength that he wanted to crush her into his bones and blood. That way, he wouldn't have to worry about her leaving him. He held her waist tightly with both hands. Bai Lu was still struggling and twisting her body. The more she didn't cooperate, the more Liang Feifan wanted to conquer her. In the end, he pushed her onto the sofa and pressed his tall body on top of hers.
Bai Lu's lips finally regained their freedom. She opened her mouth and said loudly, "… Let go. Let go of me … Liang Feifan, you bastard. Let go of me … Mmm …"
"I know. I hate it. I'm a bastard. But I love you."
"… You're going to marry another woman."
…
Her tears fell and fell on his thin lips. The man's lips trembled, and then, he kissed her harder. The tears were salty, and with a bit of bitterness, the kiss was even more bitter. Liang Feifan hugged her tightly.
"… Don't, don't touch me."
Bai Lu's entire body was trembling. Her hands were weak as she tried to push him away. She shook her head as tears streamed down her face. She whimpered like a little beast in despair. "… Don't touch me … Don't touch me … I don't want … Don't …"
"But I want you. I really … really want you. Bai Lu, feel how much I miss you."
…
"Trust me, okay? Announcing our marriage to the public is just a delaying tactic. Give me some time … "
Perhaps it was because she was in a state of extreme hatred, but his flirting did not make her sink too deeply into it. Bai Lu felt Liang Feifan's grip on her loosening. She immediately reached out and pushed the man kneeling between her legs away. Liang Feifan was caught off guard and stumbled. Before he could unbuckle his belt, he saw the woman on the sofa grab her pajamas to cover her body. At the same time, she picked up a bowl from the coffee table opposite her and slammed it on the floor.
…
The cup hit the floor with a crisp sound and broke into pieces. Bai Lu's movements were swift. She grabbed one of the broken pieces and held it tightly in her hand.
Liang Feifan watched as she picked up the broken glass. His heart thumped violently. The moment he took a big step forward, Bai Lu had already retreated and pressed the broken glass against her neck. Her tear-stained face was cold. "Don't come over!"
"Bai Lu —"
Liang Feifan's facial features were unbelievably cold. He was instantly filled with hostility. He frowned at Bai Lu and said in a trembling voice, "… Don't mess around. Listen to me. Put down that damn thing in your hand. Bai Lu … listen to me. Be good, okay? Put it down. "
"Don't come over again."
Bai Lu shook her head. Tears welled up again and slid down her cheeks to the corners of her mouth. When she moved her lips, the tears seemed to soak into her tongue. The tears were not salty, but bitter. She felt even worse, but her words were firm. "… Don't come over again, Liang Feifan. If you come over, I'll cut it with force —"
"Bai Lu!"
"Don't call me that!"
"Listen to me. Put that thing down. I won't touch you. I promise I won't touch you. Be good and put it down."
For the first time in his life, Liang Feifan was flustered. He was a little incoherent. He was really afraid that this strong woman would really cut it down. His heart was beating violently. He did not dare to take a step forward. His eyes were filled with panic. "Okay, I won't go over. Put it down. Your hand is bleeding …"
It was really bleeding.
The broken piece of the broken bowl that she had picked up was the sharpest piece. Bai Lu held it tightly in her palm. The sharp side cut into her palm. Bright red blood quickly stained the broken piece in her hand.
Liang Feifan's eyes were red. He shouted angrily, "If this is the only way you can vent your anger, then come at me. Do you know that hurting yourself like this is equivalent to hurting me? Put it down. Put it down. I told you to put it down! "
"What about you? Aren't you hurting me as well? "
"If you force me to be locked up like this, I can always do something. I can cut myself with the broken glass today. I can do the same tomorrow … Liang Feifan, do you think you can stop me?"
"… Let me leave this place. I don't want to live here anymore. Otherwise, I'll cut it down right now …"
"No! Bai Lu, don't be like this. Don't be impulsive. If there's anything, tell me — "
Liang Feifan stretched out his hand. His long fingers with distinct joints were clearly trembling. His voice was also trembling. His scarlet eyes were completely bloodshot. "You want to leave, don't you? I told you to leave. Don't be impulsive. Don't hurt yourself. Do you hear me? "
Bai Lu was still holding the broken piece of glass tightly. Her palm had been cut, but she didn't feel any pain. This was because there was a part of her body that hurt more than her palm. It made it difficult for her to breathe. In her misty eyes, the man she saw seemed to be blurred.
His deep facial features were so three-dimensional. His eyes were the most mesmerizing. His eyes were like autumn water. The slender corners of his eyes were slightly raised. There was a hint of elegance in his eyes … She had once thought that this pair of eyes were more dazzling than the stars in the sky. And he was also her star. The brightest star in the whole world.
But now, the star was about to fall. From now on, would her world be pitch-black?
"… Ask those people downstairs to leave. Then you leave too!"
Liang Feifan clenched his fists so hard that the veins on the back of his hands popped out. He watched as she clutched the broken piece of glass. He watched as blood flowed from her fair palm. It stung his eyes. He couldn't continue watching. Her palm was bleeding. It was as if someone was holding a sharp object and stabbing it into his heart.
"… Okay, I'll leave. I'll ask those people to leave. Calm down. Don't hurt yourself, Bai Lu …"
"Leave. Leave right now!"
Bai Lu took a deep breath. With every word she said, blood dripped from her wrist and landed on the floor, forming a circle of bright red. Liang Feifan's heart ached. He was flustered, nervous, and uneasy. He couldn't think straight. For the first time, he felt that everything was out of his control.
The woman in front of him wouldn't let him control her.
She was so stubborn. She would rather die. What else could he do? He knew very well that she had been wronged, but he didn't know how to heal her pain. He had used the stupidest method, but in the end, he had ended up in such a fierce confrontation.
…
"Okay, I'll leave. I'll leave right now."
His gaze stopped on her hand. His thin lips were so pale that there wasn't a trace of blood. "You can go anywhere you want. I won't stop you. Bai Lu, don't hurt yourself. This is my last request. Where do you want to go? I'll ask the driver … "
"No need! I don't want your people to send me. Give me back my phone. I want it now! "
"It's already very late. Who do you know in England? You don't know anyone. Who can you contact if you want the phone … "
"This is my own business." Her nose was too sore, and her eyes were too sore. She had been maintaining the same posture for a long time, and it made her feel even more tired. Her voice was choked with sobs, and it was unbelievably hoarse. However, she was as stubborn as a rock. She said word by word, "In the future, we won't have anything to do with each other anymore. So you don't have to care about my affairs anymore."
"… Bai Lu!"
"Don't say anymore."
She bit her lip hard. There were some things that she really wanted to say. She was afraid that if she didn't say them, she might not have the chance in the future. She interrupted him. "… Please don't say anymore. I don't want to hear anything you say to make me hate you. This way, at least I can hold on to this hatred and continue walking down this path. I'll live a good life. Don't worry. As long as you let me go and don't interfere with me anymore, I'll definitely live a good life. "
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