"… It's just like the air in my world has been diluted by you. I'm trying my best to adjust myself, but you still don't want enough … I'm tired, I'm really tired. Can't you just let me go? You have a lot of things that you want to do, but I don't want to depend on you like this anymore … "
At the end of her speech, Bai Lu felt as if all the energy in her body had been sucked out. It was unbearable. There was a place below her left ribs that was hurting deeply, making it difficult for her to breathe. She had never thought of giving up on him.
When her mother was in trouble, she had never thought of giving up on him. When she found out the truth of what had happened over 20 years ago, she had never thought of giving up on him. When she was faced with a life and death situation, she had never thought of giving up on him either …
She thought that when the bitter end came, the sweet end would come.
But she didn't expect that this road, which had just begun, would be full of thorns. Someone heartlessly took off her shoes and wanted her to walk barefoot. At the end of the road, the man who was waiting for her, was he still worth her suffering?
The woman in his arms had reddened eyes. Her hands were tightly gripping his shirt by his waist. She was using so much strength that Liang Feifan felt his entire shirt tighten. She raised her head and spoke to herself with great difficulty. However, deep in her clear eyes, there was not only resistance but also intense pain. She looked up and spoke to herself with great difficulty, but in the depths of her clear eyes, there was not only resistance but also intense pain.
Liang Feifan only felt his breath tighten, and a bitter taste fainted in his chest.
Actually, he knew that everything she said was right. The selfish person was himself. To her, he was wrong. She was right to question him. If it had been her, he would have been able to understand and give in. Even if he had let her walk into another man's arms with ulterior motives, would he have been able to remain indifferent? Or even show his support?
…
No one could do that. How could there be such a saint in this world?
But what could he do?
He couldn't let go. That was why he couldn't be at ease. If he kept on, she would be in pain and he wouldn't feel good either. However, at least she was by his side …
Liang Feifan held her slender waist tightly. When he opened his mouth to speak, his voice was extremely hoarse. "… Be good. Don't say such things. I don't like it, Bai Lu …"
"Liang Feifan! You can't be so selfish! If you don't want to hear it, I can't say it. If you don't like it, I can't do it. What do you take me for? Was it just a puppet on a string? You feel that you can't let go of me, so you keep pulling me and tearing my soul apart. Do you think it's okay? "
"…"
"Let go, let go … I'm begging you. I can't accept my husband marrying another woman. Don't make me believe you. It's not that I don't believe you. I just don't want to let myself fall into this vortex again. I'm begging you, please let me live. I'm very sad. I feel like I'm living a very depressed life every day. I don't want to see the news about you and Ye Lian every day. I'm constantly thinking about whether my husband, the man who keeps saying that he loves me, is having a meal with that woman? Sleep? Shopping? Or maybe I should worry and guess whether you will say those things to her … those things you said to me before. Even if you turn around and tell me that you were just pretending, what will it change? I'm not a saint. I'm also a human with flesh and blood. If you don't want to drive me crazy, let go of me. I'm willing to divorce you peacefully. I don't want anything. Go marry Ye Lian and finish what you should have done. "
Liang Feifan's expression was cold as he shook his head. The pain of losing her was something he didn't dare to imagine.
Although it had only been a few months, during this time with her, he felt that her existence was already an inseparable part of his flesh and blood. Before they got married, it was hard for them. After they got married, they still had not walked a smooth path.
He knew that it was difficult for her. He had always known that. But it was because he didn't want to let go that they had come this far. Why did he want to let go now?
He couldn't do it. He knew that he was being selfish, but he couldn't do it.
Liang Feifan grabbed her wrist and said word by word, "Stop talking, Bai Lu. I won't let go of you. You still have about a year to further your studies in England. Just stay here and be good, okay? One year is enough. I promise you that after a year, I will definitely give you a clean Liang Feifan. "
Bai Lu could only cry. She couldn't struggle or reason with him. Liang Feifan didn't want to stay with Buck for too long. He had come with his men. Bai Lu wouldn't cooperate, so he had his men take Bai Lu away by force.
"Put Madam in the car. Don't hurt her." The two tall and burly bodyguards in black didn't know where to start.
Bai Lu looked at Buck, who was coming down the stairs. She bit her lip and didn't want to say anything else. She shook off the two bodyguards and said coldly, "I can walk on my own."
She obediently got into the car because she knew that she couldn't escape from Liang Feifan's control now.
Liang Feifan saw her get into the car and heaved a sigh of relief. He looked at Buck and couldn't help lighting a cigarette. After taking a drag, he said, "Thank you. I will remember this favor."
"You were arguing downstairs, but I heard everything clearly upstairs." Buck frowned. He reached out to dig his ears and shook his head. "Do you really want to do this?"
He pointed at the car outside and sighed. "This girl has a bad temper. If you do this, it will backfire. I think you should let her go …"
"I won't let her go."
Liang Feifan interrupted Buck. He frowned and took a deep drag on his cigarette. The smoke from his thin lips covered his exquisite but gloomy features.
Liang Feifan, who had always been omnipotent in front of others, looked sad at this moment. He didn't seem to want to hide it in front of his best friend. His hoarse male voice was tinged with pain. "If I let her go, when will I be able to get her back? I'd rather she hate me. I don't want her to leave my side. I know this is unfair to her, but who will be fair to me? It's better to be entangled in pain than to let her walk out of my world alone and never come back. "
"…"
Buck reached out and patted Liang Feifan on the shoulder. Finally, he said, "Love is such a f * cking weird thing. I've seen it for myself now. There's nothing I can do for you, but I know she needs a few days to calm down. Don't worry, I'll talk to King later. She doesn't have to go to SGA for the next few days. I'll get King to tutor her. But actually, she has improved a lot in the past five months. When she returns to City A, she's already a promising talent. "
Liang Feifan nodded. He threw the remaining half of his cigarette into the ashtray at the side. He waited for the smell of smoke to dissipate before he got into the car.
The woman in the backseat was quiet. When he got into the car, she kept her eyes lowered. Liang Feifan didn't intend to say anything to her at this time, so he instructed the chauffeur to drive.
The journey was peaceful. The car was exceptionally quiet, but there was an invisible pressure in the silence.
Not long after, the car drove into an unfamiliar house.
After they got out of the car, Bai Lu finally spoke, "Where is this?"
Liang Feifan gestured for the two bodyguards to leave first. He reached out and grabbed Bai Lu's wrist. The two of them walked through the main entrance of the house. There was a neat row of people inside. Liang Feifan loosened his bow tie and said, "You'll stay here from now on."
"I don't want to!" Bai Lu's conflicting emotions rose again. She struggled free of his wrist and said, "Why did you bring me here? I want to stay at my old place! I still have classes. Liang Feifan, what are you trying to do? Lock me up? Could it be that you want to marry Ye Lian and you intend to lock me up? Don't you think you're going overboard? "
"Bai Lu, I'm not locking you up. There are too many people who know where you used to live. I don't want anyone to come into contact with you during this period. "
Liang Feifan frowned and tried to explain, "Why do you want me to lock you up? I'll get them to accompany you wherever you want to go. You're so emotional now. How can I let you stay at that place alone? "
"…"
Bai Lu was so angry that her face turned pale. She clenched her fists tightly and said, "You can let me stay here just because you're worried? Have you asked if I want to? Liang Feifan, no matter what you do, you never ask me if I am willing to do it? You've always done whatever you want. Do you think you have a reason? What about my reason? Where is my reason? Why do I have to accommodate you? Now you want me to accommodate you and marry another woman. You're a jerk! "
"You're too emotional. Let's not talk about it now, okay?"
Liang Feifan reached out and massaged his temples. His cell phone rang again. His face darkened. He took it out and glanced at the caller ID. His expression turned even uglier.
He did not answer or hang up. Instead, he let the phone ring and threw it on the sofa.
Just then, Bai Lu glanced at the caller ID and saw the caller ID.
"… You don't have to answer it. I'll give you some space. Take your time to answer it!"
Bai Lu sneered, turned around and went upstairs.
…
Of course, Liang Feifan would not answer the call. Frustration took over all his emotions. He looked at the time. It was almost time to go back. He could not stay in England for too long. Bringing Bai Lu here was actually the worst-case scenario that he had already thought of.
He knew that he could not avoid his marriage with Ye Lian. If he wanted the Liang Clan to completely turn the tables in front of the Ye Family, this was the only way left. Therefore, he knew that the stubborn Ye Lian would definitely argue with him non-stop. However, he had no intention of letting her go. In the end, this was the only way left between them —
She said that he would lock her up. Even if he did not admit it, he knew that it was true.
He could not bear to let her go. What else could he do?
…
He stretched out his hand to summon the helper and instructed coldly, "Take good care of Madam. Don't let her lack anything. If anything happens, inform me immediately. I will only be here in two days. Take good care of Madam. If anything happens to her, you don't have to come and see me."
"Yes."
Bai Lu had never thought that she would be trapped by Liang Feifan one day.
Three days.
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