His skills had always been superb. After a while, Bai Lu was panting from his kisses. The two of them had been in intimate contact many times, so he knew all too well where her body's sensitive spots were. He lifted the hem of her shirt and went deep, directly to her chest. He held one of her soft breasts and squeezed gently. His deep voice was a little hoarse from enduring.
"… When I asked you to leave, you ran away. When I said a few words, you ignored me. You even defended another man in front of me. I know you're upset, but I'm even more upset than you are. I know that those things, no matter how many excuses I come up with to help my father get off the hook, are all excuses. Even if I told you that everything was a conspiracy of Ye Zijie from more than 20 years ago, you might not believe me. But I've already made it very clear to you — we can't be separated because of the previous generation's matters. I've said before that I won't let go of your hand. You can hit or scold me if you want, but don't torture me. Hmm? "
Bai Lu's heart was trembling violently.
The man's deep voice was like red wine that had been brewed for years. It sprayed on her skin and made her shiver. She had no resistance against him at all. It was like that in the past, and it was like that now.
Bai Lu had always known that she was actually a little awkward. But if it were anyone else, wouldn't they be upset and repulsed?
She felt that she needed to calm down and time. But Liang Feifan was just that domineering. He squeezed away all the little space between them that she had worked so hard to create with great difficulty, yet he still acted so righteously.
She felt tired and her voice was weak. "… Don't be like this."
"Then what do you want me to do?"
… What do you want me to do?
Bai Lu was silent for a moment, then she looked up.
"Didn't you want to send me to England? Send me there. I think it'll be better for us … to be separated. "
She thought that this should be the best way to go between them.
Because she loved him too much, she couldn't bear to hate him. But she couldn't hate him, and there were too many knots in her heart. If they were in a deadlock, it would be better for them to be separated.
Time — these two words were magical and could heal all the pain and pain.
Bai Lu did not say this on a whim. In fact, when she was at the top of the mountain, she had already had the same idea.
She definitely had to go to England. In the past, she was unwilling to leave because she didn't want to be separated from Liang Feifan. Later on, after the incident with Chin Jin-hee, even if she agreed to leave, she actually didn't feel that way. But now, her child was gone, and the truth of what had happened more than 20 years ago hit her hard. In addition, her mother seemed to be out of danger. She felt that leaving was a good choice.
However, now that she had said that she was going to leave, Liang Feifan had a completely different feeling.
He wanted her to leave so that she would be safe and that he wouldn't have to worry about anything. But wasn't she unwilling to leave? Now, she had said it so straightforwardly. This kind of "leaving" was different from the "leaving" she had said before.
Liang Feifan frowned. He tightened his grip on her, causing Bai Lu to feel a little pain in her body. His deep voice was a little cold. "Break up? Explain to me. What do you mean by 'break up'?! "
Bai Lu calmed down. Her eyes were clear. "I know. You know all about it. If you really want me to explain it to you, then I'll say — it's what you think. Feifan, let's break up. "
…
Liang Feifan felt that his heart was hanging high. The thin rope above his head couldn't hold on for too long. In fact, he should have known that it would break eventually, but he always held on to a certain degree of hope. He knew that she definitely wouldn't be able to understand this matter, but he still thought that maybe … maybe?
Maybe she would be able to understand and forgive him.
After all, it was just a laughable thought. It was an extravagant wish.
"Break up?"
Liang Feifan's eyes darkened. The words that escaped from his thin lips were already a little fierce. "This word doesn't suit us at all. I'll pretend that I didn't hear it. Bai Lu, listen to me. Take back those words."
"How can I take back what I've said?"
Bai Lu still looked at him with those calm eyes and shook her head. "You said that the word 'break up' doesn't suit us. Do you want me to say divorce? I … Mm … "
The rest of her words were swallowed by Liang Feifan's domineering kiss.
Bai Lu's voice was stuck in her throat. When he kissed her for the first time in his arms, she frowned and struggled violently. But the more she struggled, the more Liang Feifan felt that his emotions were out of control. The fear of losing her swelled in his heart. In the end, his reluctance and unwillingness were all expressed in this kiss.
It wasn't as lingering or gentle as it had been in the past. He kissed her very anxiously, as if he was using all his strength to fiercely grab the hourglass in his palm. He clearly knew that in the end, it would secretly slip through his fingers, but he was unwilling to give up. He just had to grab it.
The tip of his tongue forced its way into her mouth. Bai Lu still wanted to futilely resist, but Liang Feifan reached out and clasped her chin. With a forceful press, the woman in his arms couldn't help but moan. Liang Feifan's teeth were pushed open, and Bai Lu's breathing quickly became erratic. The force that had been pulling at his shirt on the back also weakened.
She didn't know how much time had passed. Just when she felt that her mind was a complete blank, Liang Feifan finally let go of her. However, he continued to domineeringly imprison her body. Then he bent down, picked her up, and strode towards the villa's entrance.
Bai Lu's consciousness was still a little muddled. When her body felt light, she felt Liang Feifan carrying her. She cried out in surprise and grabbed his wrist. "… Put me down!"
…
Liang Feifan didn't say anything. His face was solemn as he strode into the villa with his long legs.
In the past, this villa used to be cleaned by the helpers every week. However, after Liang Feifan and Bai Lu got married, they moved in directly, so now the helpers lived here directly and took care of Bai Lu's three meals a day. It wasn't too late today, so the helpers happened to be cleaning in the living room. When they saw Liang Feifan carrying Bai Lu in, they all had different expressions on their faces.
Bai Lu felt even more embarrassed. Although everyone in this villa knew that she and Liang Feifan were in a legal relationship, she still wasn't used to being so unrestrained in front of outsiders. She clearly had hands and legs, but she still insisted on being carried in. People who didn't know better would think that something was wrong with her.
Her mood worsened. Liang Feifan carried her upstairs. Bai Lu's face completely darkened. She had been dazzled by his kiss just now, but now it was replaced by coldness. She clenched her fists angrily and landed them on his firm chest. Her legs kicked wildly. "Must you be like this? What can't we talk about nicely? Put me down! I can walk on my own, Liang Feifan! "
Liang Feifan walked to the door of the master bedroom and kicked open the door. He carried Bai Lu in and placed her on the big, soft bed. Bai Lu struggled to get up, but Liang Feifan reached out to take off his jacket and flung it to the side. His tall body squeezed between her legs and pressed her down again.
"What are you doing?"
Bai Lu's tone was a little harsh. She was really a little angry. Those frustrations had always been in her heart. Now that this man was still so barbaric and overbearing, her heart turned cold. "You … Don't be like this! You're making me angry! "
Liang Feifan's eyes narrowed slightly. His tone was even lower. "Angry? Bai Lu, weren't you angry just now? Tell me, what you said just now was all out of anger, huh? "
"…"
Bai Lu took a deep breath and pushed his chest with both hands. She looked at the pair of mesmerizing eyes that were just inches away from her. She looked away and tried her best to speak in a calm tone. "Feifan, I wasn't angry just now. Every word I said to you was serious. You know me. I'm not the kind of woman who cries and throws a tantrum over small matters. Since I said those words to you, it means that I've considered it carefully. "
"But you're acting like this now … It makes me think that you're unreasonable. Get up. If you continue acting like this, I'll really be angry!"
However, Liang Feifan smiled. He rarely smiled, but he smiled more often in front of Bai Lu. In the past, Bai Lu had always thought that Liang Feifan's smile was too rare. Hence, regardless of whether it was a faint smile or a relaxed smile, she would find it breathtaking and unforgettable.
However, this smile now broke her heart.
His deep voice was a little hoarse, and it also made her heart ache. "I'd rather you be angry with me. You should be angry. Bai Lu, this kind of thing happened. It's not something that you and I can control. I know how weak and powerless the words' sorry 'are. I want to keep you, do you know that? It's not that you want to go to England. You just don't want me to be erased from your heart. Don't tell me about breaking up, let alone getting a divorce. You know that I can't let go of you. I won't let go of you because of those things. You're mine. I've said it before. In this lifetime, Bai Lu will be Liang Feifan's wife. Do you hear me? "
He leaned over and pressed his thin lips against hers. He kissed her gently. He didn't deepen the kiss, but he pressed his lips against hers and refused to leave.
The large room was silent. Beside their ears, there was only the sound of two people's breathing, slowly intertwining. It was so quiet that it made one feel uncomfortable.
Bai Lu's lips trembled. Her hands under her body clenched the bedsheets tightly. Her eyes stung. She couldn't hold back her tears, so they welled up and slid down her cheeks.
Liang Feifan's slender fingers gently pressed against her smooth skin. His deep eyes flickered with strong emotions that couldn't be dispelled. In the depths of those emotions, there was a heart-wrenching sadness.
You've already exceeded your reading limit for today. If you want to read more, please log in.
Login
Select text and click 'Report' to let us know about any bad translation.
