Liang Feifan reached out his thumb and gently brushed her eyebrows and feet. Her face, which was originally only the size of a palm, seemed to have become even thinner after being tormented by her illness for the past few days. Liang Feifan's heart ached as he held her delicate and soft body in his arms. He clasped the back of her neck and kissed her deeply with all his strong emotions and guilt that he couldn't express.
Bai Lu made an "oh" sound. This time, she really felt everything about him — the temperature, the breath, it was really him.
Her fingers moved, then slowly reached out and wrapped around his neck. Liang Feifan's body stiffened for a moment, then he deepened the kiss.
The tip of his nimble tongue gently traced over her lips. Bai Lu felt a little ticklish and instinctively opened her lips. Liang Feifan took the opportunity to hook the tip of her tongue. He didn't dare to use too much force, afraid that he would hurt her, but he still couldn't restrain himself and sucked on her tongue. Probably because she had been on too many infusions these past few days, her tongue was a little thick and the taste on it was bitter. Liang Feifan felt her breath become a little weak. Only then did he realize that he had been kissing her lips for too long and quickly let go a little.
The breath that hit him in the face finally became smooth. Bai Lu's hand, which had been wrapped around his neck, loosened slightly. She took in big breaths and exhaled.
Liang Feifan's eyes were filled with even more heartache. He said in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry. How are you? Are you feeling better? "
Bai Lu frowned. Her originally fair face was now a little dark yellow. Her entire person was so haggard. Liang Feifan wished he could treat her like a treasure in his palm. He hugged her in his arms and refused to let go no matter what. "Hmm? Why aren't you saying anything? Are you in pain? I'll call the director … "
"I'm fine." Bai Lu's small hand grabbed the corner of his shirt and shook her head. "… I'm fine. Let me catch my breath and I'll be fine."
Liang Feifan nodded and stroked her back to help her breathe. Her face quickly regained some color, but her hands were still holding onto his shirt. Liang Feifan sat forward. Knowing that the room was air-conditioned, he simply carried her out from under the blankets and let her sit on his lap. He held her back and the two of them were in a somewhat ambiguous position. His forehead was pressed against hers, and his voice was still as gentle as ever.
"Why didn't you call me at the first time and tell me?"
In fact, he was a little afraid that she would still push him away. When she was isolated, he was powerless. Even seeing her once had become a luxury. He knew in the past that his feelings for this woman were unprecedentedly strong. She was the one who made him believe that love still existed in this world. However, he had never known that the most painful and torturous thing was to have something and then lose it all of a sudden.
These days, whenever he thought of her, it would become the most bitter romance.
"… Don't you know now?"
Bai Lu struggled awkwardly in his arms. To be honest, this position was not awkward for the two of them. They were husband and wife, and when they were really tired of each other, they had done more intimate positions than this. But now, Bai Lu felt a little uncomfortable. It was not that she was repulsed, but … she felt that there were too many uncertainties in her heart. It seemed that the feelings between the two of them had changed a little.
"Feifan, let me sit back down."
Liang Feifan's gaze was slightly suppressed under the orange light. He reached out and pressed directly on her buttocks. Frowning, he said, "Don't move."
"…?"
"Bai Lu, it's been too long since I hugged you. It's been too long since I kissed you. It's been too long since … Do you know how much I miss you?"
Bai Lu's expression changed slightly. She quickly lowered her eyes shyly. "I- I'm not completely recovered now. I'm afraid that you'll be infected. You should be careful."
"I won't, I won't …"
Liang Feifan's thin lips were close to hers. When he spoke, his scorching breath accompanied his movements. He wanted to kiss her, but it was not a deep kiss. Bai Lu felt a rush of numbness all over her body. She moaned and reached out to push his chest. Liang Feifan could not resist and planted another kiss on her lips. When he spoke again, his tone was obviously tinged with desire. "I'm sorry. It's not that I didn't want to come and see you these past few days, but I really had no choice. I let you stay in there alone for eight days. Every second was torture for you and for me."
There were some things that Liang Feifan knew shouldn't be said, but at the same time, he also knew that Bai Lu's personality had always been strong. There were some things that she would gradually forget even if you didn't want to hide or not mention. However, it was better to let her face it bravely. Her wounds would heal faster.
He hugged her in his arms and took a deep breath before saying, "… I'm very sorry about the child. I should take full responsibility for all of this. Wifey, I don't ask you to forgive me, but in the future, I will definitely protect you well and stay by your side. This kind of thing will never happen again."
At the mention of the child, her heart still hurt. She instinctively clutched the back of his shirt. She tried to hold back her tears, but they still fell uncontrollably. They fell on the back of her hand and then slid down his back. She choked and said, "It's my own fault … It's my own fault … I was careless. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the baby … I'm sorry for my child …"
"Shh, don't cry. Be good. You didn't do anything wrong. You should be very brave." Liang Feifan reached out to help her wipe away those heart-wrenching tears. Then he took out a piece of paper from his pocket and helped her turn around so that she was still sitting on his lap. He handed the paper to her and opened it. It was an ultrasound image.
Bai Lu blinked in surprise. The tears in her eyes instantly fell onto the ultrasound paper. She frantically reached out to wipe them away, but more and more tears fell. "… Is this … is this our child?"
"Yes."
Liang Feifan saw that her tears were falling more and more, so he simply pulled out his scarf and wiped her tears gently. "… That day when you were about to be sent to the operating room, I asked Director Wu to specially arrange an ultrasound for you. Director Wu told me that this —"
He pointed at a black dot on the paper with his slender finger, and his voice was filled with pain and relief. "This is our child. Because it's not time yet, Director Wu said that he could tell if it's a boy or a girl at three months, so he checked it for us. It's a girl … Bailu, this is our daughter. I think she must be as beautiful as you. She's tempting." She must be as beautiful as you. "Bai Lu's tears finally overflowed at that moment. She clutched the ultrasound paper tightly, but all ten of her fingers were trembling. She could vaguely feel her lower abdomen throbbing in pain. She felt terrible. Her throat felt like there was a huge rock stuck in it. Even her stomach felt hard as if it was stuffed with something, but she couldn't take it out, so she could only cry like this.
Her vision blurred. The small black dot on the ultrasound paper also became blurry, but it also seemed like an image was gradually becoming clearer.
The little black dot slowly turned into a face. It had big eyebrows, a small mouth, bright red lips, and a straight nose just like her father's.
That was her angel, her daughter.
But it was gone. She allowed her to come to this world, but she didn't have time to experience this world. She didn't even have time to meet her parents before she left.
…
"Don't cry." Seeing her like this, Liang Feifan's heart naturally ached. He couldn't stop crying. He sighed. "Don't cry. My heart aches when you cry like this. Bai Lu, don't cry. We can have children in the future. We can have many children … "
"But it's not her anymore. It's not this child."
"Bai Lu …"
"Feifan, give her a name." Bai Lu pressed her face against his chest. Her white fingers gently stroked the ultrasound paper. Then she said, "Love is deep, but fate is shallow. I once tried my best to keep her, but I couldn't."
"Let's call her fate shallow, okay?"
"Okay. Whatever you say."
Bai Lu sniffled. She carefully folded the ultrasound paper and put it in her pocket.
Liang Feifan saw that she had finally calmed down from crying. He secretly breathed a sigh of relief. His fingers wiped away the tears at the corner of her eyes. He said seriously, "I hope you can get over it, Bai Lu. This time, it hurt you too much. I know you won't be able to accept it in a short time. So, after you recover, I still hope you can go to SGA."
Seeing her expression change again, Liang Feifan quickly reached out to hold her face. He leaned over and kissed her gently. He said patiently, "Listen to me. I have no choice but to send you away. But I promise that I will only let you go to school there. When you come back, I will settle everything here. Give me some time, okay?"
Now that she had recovered, even though the child was gone, as long as she was in City A, he could be sure that her Family Ye parents would not let this matter rest!
Go to SGA...
This was not the first time she had heard Liang Feifan say such things to her. Previously, the rift between the two of them had been caused by SGA. Perhaps it was because of the SARS quarantine that Bai Lu's heart calmed down a lot. She felt Liang Feifan's warm palm on her face. The warmth spread into her body and made her feel warm and at ease. She looked at the man in front of her. His gaze was deep and persistent. Such a high and mighty man, but at this moment, his gaze was so careful.
Her heart skipped a beat. She parted her slightly pale red lips. "... You must let me go. I want to know why. Does it have something to do with my mother? "
She was not a fool. In fact, with so many things happening one after another recently, she could feel that it must have something to do with her mother. Liang Feifan refused to say, and she could not find out, but her sixth sense told her that many things were not so simple.
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