He wasn't afraid of getting infected. He was just afraid of facing her.
He, Liang Feifan, also had times when he was afraid. He was afraid that her pair of clear eyes would look at him with questioning, reprimanding, and resentment. It was as if she was using a knife to slice his heart …
Liang Feifan's fingers trembled slightly. He didn't even dare to think about it. The moment he did, he would feel the pain.
He numbly took out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep drag. The taste of nicotine slightly stimulated his nerves, allowing him to relax for a moment. He turned around and sat on the sofa. He closed his eyes and breathed in the smoke. His mind kept replaying the events of the past few days.
After he found out that Bai Lu had been accidentally infected with SARS, he concluded that the matter wasn't as simple as it seemed. Even if Guan Chao hadn't investigated it carefully, he knew very well that this matter was most likely related to the Ye Group.
He had no clue what had happened to his father in the past 20 years. Too many things had piled up together. No matter how tough he was, there would be a time when he couldn't handle it. In the end, there was only one way out, and that was to deal with Ye Zijie to the end.
There was only one way to deal with him, and that was to surrender.
Liang Feifan narrowed his eyes. The smell of the cigarette brushed past his nose. He took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled. The smoke slowly spread in front of his eyes, blocking the world in front of him. It couldn't hide his heart, which was still clear even though it was riddled with scars.
Nothing ventured, nothing gained.
At the very least, he had to think of a way to destroy the evidence in Ye Zijie's hands. As for his woman... he would definitely make the people in the Family Ye pay the price for everything that she had suffered and lost!
...
Bai Lu, give me some time. Just a little time is enough...
The time spent in isolation was really driving him crazy and breaking him down.
Bai Lu had never experienced such despair before. It was as if he was locked in a cage, completely cut off from the outside world. He looked at the sky outside the window, which turned from bright to dark, and then from dark to bright. He was counting the drips on his bed, one by one, slowly and impatiently.
The doctor would only come in once in a while to check her temperature, change her medication, and bring her food. All her thoughts seemed to have been emptied. In this space, even despair seemed to have become a luxury.
Was she still her?
She didn't know how many times it had been, but Director Wu came in again to check her temperature. He saw that the food was placed to the side, untouched, and the white envelope under the plate didn't show any signs of being opened. He sighed, thought for a moment, and said, "Miss Bai, no matter how difficult it is, don't make it difficult for yourself. You're suffering inside, but there are people who are also suffering outside. In this world, there are people who care about you, and there are people who are worthy of your perseverance. Don't be so negative."
— — You're suffering inside, but there are people who are also suffering outside.
— — In this world, there are people who care about you...
Bai Lu turned her face in a daze and glanced at Director Wu. It was only then that she remembered something. "... My mom, where's my mom?"
Director Wu knew about her situation, and of course, he also knew about Chin Jin-hee's situation. He understood that the only person who could keep her going was probably her mother, who was still in the ICU. He had no choice but to explain in an optimistic manner. "Your mother's condition is not bad, and her condition is stabilizing. If something happens to you now, have you ever thought that if she wakes up and can't see you, wouldn't she feel that life is hopeless?"
Yes, she couldn't let anything happen to her. She had lost her baby, but she still had a mother. Bai Lu bit her lip, held back the tears in her eyes, and nodded.
Seeing that there was hope, Director Wu struck while the iron was hot and said, "Miss Bai, I know you may resent Feifan for his decision... but he really had no choice. He's suffering more than you are. He has a lot to say to you. Take a look at this letter."
...
The door was closed once again. Bai Lu sat at the head of the bed for a long time. Finally, she moved her fingers and reached over to grab the white envelope. She hesitated for a long time before she finally chose to open the envelope.
In fact, over the past few days, she had felt the urge to open it countless times, but she resisted the urge.
Because she had nowhere to vent the pain and resentment in her heart, she only thought about it. She didn't listen, didn't look, didn't think about Liang Feifan, and wished that she could transfer all her emotions to him. Only then could she barely breathe.
If he hadn't refused to tell her anything at that time and randomly said something about going to SGA, she wouldn't have fainted from agitation and ended up in the hospital.
If she hadn't ended up in the hospital, then her mother wouldn't have come to the hospital. If she hadn't come to the hospital, then many things wouldn't have happened...
These were the thoughts that she had been repeating over and over again over the past few days. Because only then would she have the strength to persevere.
Before this, she really wanted to live with her resentment and persevere day by day. No matter what she had lost, no matter how much pain she was in, she wanted to find someone to suffer and suffer with her.
But when she opened the letter, all of these thoughts disappeared in a puff of smoke. All that was left was the uncontrollable tears that kept falling.
This must be the most beautiful love letter.
Wifey,
This is the first time I've tried to write a letter to someone. I never thought that one day, I would have to use this method to talk to you. I really have so many things to say to you, but I'm afraid that I won't be able to wait for you to come out before I explain. I'm worried that you'll be angry and hate me... Of course, it doesn't matter if you're angry or resentful. As long as you're fine, I can accept whatever you do to me. It's my fault. I'm sorry. When I proposed to you, I sang a song for you. I said, 'I love you more and more day by day.' At that time, I thought that this woman was the woman I wanted to protect for the rest of my life. I hoped that she would be fine by my side, that she would never shed a tear, that she would always be happy and loved by me. But I actually went back on my words and didn't do anything. I made you cry too much and bleed too much. I'm not a qualified husband. I feel too guilty towards you. Our child, I personally signed the papers and asked the doctor to perform the abortion. I'm sorry, baby. I don't ask you to forgive me for my powerlessness at that time, but I really hope that you can be fine. As long as you're fine, as long as you're with me, there's hope for everything. So, can you hold on a little longer? Be fine, cooperate with the treatment, and live on healthily. When you're healthy, I'll use all my time to make up for the harm I've caused you this time. Give me some time. I won't let go of anyone who's hurt you. I'll also let you punish me for making you cry. You previously blamed me for hiding too many things from you. Believe me, I didn't do it on purpose. It's not that I didn't want you to know. I just wanted you to live in the purest and happiest way possible. Perhaps my original intention didn't get the best result, and it even backfired. But if I could choose again, I would still make the same choice. Because to me, the most important person is only you. Perhaps, when you come out, you'll find that some things have changed. But don't doubt my intentions. You, Bai Lu, will be my, Liang Feifan's, wife for the rest of my life. And I, Liang Feifan, will only recognize you as my wife, Bai Lu. So, when the time comes, don't believe what you see with your eyes. Please feel me with your heart. Remember every word I'm writing to you now, baby.
I love you, and it will never change.
Liang Feifan.
…
When Bai Lu finished reading the last word, she realized that the piece of paper was covered in her own tears. It turned out that she had read it while crying. She carefully stuck the letter to her chest, the position closest to her heart. She bit her lip hard, but she still couldn't help but cry.
Pitter, pitter, pitter. One drop after another, the tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably.
In this world, there were three things that were the most difficult to hide — coughing, poverty, and love.
She used all her strength to hate Liang Feifan, but she couldn't beat a letter from him. Even though he had lost the most precious thing to her, he still stood on the other side of the cliff and used all his strength to tell her — I love you.
She loved him. How could she hate him when she loved him so much?
All her emotions overflowed and overshadowed too many negative emotions. For the past few days, she had been staring at an abyss for too long. When the abyss was about to destroy her, Liang Feifan stood behind her and gently took her hand. He pulled her into his embrace and told her not to be afraid. Everything, including him, was still there. He wanted her to know that she was so sad, and that he wasn't any better off than she was.
Bai Lu bit her lip, but she couldn't stop crying. Sadness, excitement, and the hope that was gradually returning enveloped her. Her entire collapsed world seemed to be rebuilt because of his few words.
…
Extraordinary … Extraordinary …
I love you too …
After Ye Lian finished putting on her makeup, she was still a little worried. She asked the helper standing behind her and stroked her eyebrows. "Do you see anything different about me today?"
This servant had already served Ye Lian for a period of time and understood her young miss's thoughts the best. She quickly smiled and said, "Young miss, you're so beautiful today. Did you make an appointment with Mr. Liang? If Mr. Liang sees you, he'll definitely be tempted. I dare say that there's no woman more beautiful than you in the whole of A City. "
"Little girl, your mouth is as sweet as honey." Ye Lian listened to these compliments and was so happy that her heart was filled with sweetness. However, she was still a little worried because she took it too seriously. She turned to the mirror and gestured. "Do I really look good?"
"Yes, yes, yes! Miss, you're still a stunning beauty even without makeup. " "Okay, okay. Hurry up and go. I'm not at home today anyway. I'll give you a day off. Go back and see your family. Come back tomorrow."
The helper thanked her profusely. "Thank you, Miss. I'll go first."
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