Chapter 945
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"Especially after I went back to my hometown with her a while ago, I couldn't force myself to accept you anymore."
Yang Sisi's lips slightly parted. "You... weren't in Beijing a while ago, you went back to her hometown with her?"
"Yes."
"So, that night, when you suddenly left the dinner party without saying goodbye, you actually left with her?"
"Mmh." Xu Jiamu knew that his honesty was hurtful, but he still chose to be honest with her, because from the moment he asked for her number, he had already hurt her. The only thing he could do now was not lie to her. This was the respect he was giving her.
"Then when I called you and told you to meet me in Beijing, you said okay, and that you had something to tell me, but in reality, it was to break up?"
"Yes." Xu Jiamu gently nodded.
Yang Sisi finally couldn't hold back her tears anymore. "Didn't you end things with her and prepare to start a new life? Why did you change your mind? Is it because you got back together with her? "
"No." Xu Jiamu shook his head. Xu Jiamu shook his head, the words Father Qiao had said to him before he died flashing across his mind. His expression became a little dazed. "It's because I realized that after so many years, the first person to hurt her wasn't her, but me."
Yang Sisi blinked her teary eyes. She silently looked at Xu Jiamu, waiting for him to continue.
"She was with me for eight years, from nineteen to twenty-seven. A woman's best years were given to me. In those eight years, I didn't know she dropped out of school, I didn't know she was sick, I didn't know she was hurt, I didn't know she was bullied on set, I didn't know she was alone during Chinese New Year, I didn't know I didn't know she called me...
"Eight years, three thousand days and nights, I actually knew nothing about her.
"The most hurtful thing I did wasn't to say bad things to you, it wasn't to abort your child, it was to ignore her.
"I ignored her for a whole eight years.
"She gave me eight years of time and opportunity, waiting for me to cherish her, but I never thought to cherish her.
"In fact, in those eight years, I didn't care for her, I didn't give her warmth, I didn't even give her happiness...
"You know what? I've carried your bag for you, held your shoulder to prevent you from getting hit by a car, protected you in a crowded place, gave you a cup of hot ginger tea when you were on your period, went out to buy it for you when you wanted to drink a milkshake, braved the scorching summer heat, and gave it to you. I did whatever you wanted, but did you know? In those eight years, I didn't do a single thing for her. "
"My current excellence and flawlessness are all because of Song Xiangsi."
"If it wasn't for her, there wouldn't be this meticulous Xu Jiamu."
"She used eight years to turn me into this person..." Xu Jiamu's eyes turned slightly red. "How can I use what she taught me to treat another woman with a clear conscience?"
"So..." Xu Jiamu's voice became a little weak. "I'm really sorry, I really can't continue with you..."
Because … she was the one who changed me, so this good can only belong to her.
Yang Sisi stared at Xu Jiamu for a long time without making a sound.
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