Chapter 944
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"I thought I had the upper hand, so I turned around and left. I thought she would chase after me, but she didn't. I waited for her at the door for a long time. In the end, I got even angrier, so I drove off. In the car, the more I thought about it, the angrier I got. Then, I got into a car accident...
"I was in a coma for about seven months before I woke up. The first thing I did was check my phone. There were no messages from her, nor were there any calls.
"My life and death had nothing to do with her.
"After I was discharged from the hospital, I bumped into her and we parted on bad terms.
"Later on, when the Xu family changed, I got back together with her."
"That was probably the darkest and most difficult period of my life. She quietly accompanied me through it.
"Actually, all these years, I've always thought, if she wasn't there, how would I have survived that period?
"Do you know? I walked out of the lowest point of my life. I didn't want an arranged marriage, and I didn't want to be the king of the business world. I just wanted to marry her and live a simple life. I even bought a ring to propose to her, but she gave me an abortion certificate. "
Xu Jiamu told her everything in detail, but she didn't interrupt him. She stared unwaveringly at him, seeing his loneliness, his sadness, his pain... Only then did she realize that the man who always had a gentle smile on his face had so many emotions.
"That was when our story ended. We parted for three years, and neither of us saw the other. I didn't go to her, and she didn't contact me. Just like that, we didn't have anything to do with each other."
"From the story, it sounds like she was a lot more ruthless than me, right?" Xu Jiamu smiled. "Actually, that's what I always thought. I thought she was cold-blooded and heartless. So much so that when she came back to Beijing, we accidentally bumped into each other. I was so hurt by her cold attitude that I completely gave up.
"At that time, I thought that she didn't have a heart, so why should I be so obsessed with her?
"At that time, I really gave up.
"I wanted to get married. I wanted to find a simple girl, get married, have kids, and live the rest of my life peacefully."
When Yang Sisi heard this, she seemed to understand something. She asked softly, "So that night, you asked for my phone number?"
Xu Jiamu nodded. "I admit, I came into contact with you because your name is Sisi, but I never treated you as her substitute, because... my subconscious has always been telling me that you're not her... I can't hold your hand, kiss you, hug you, or do anything more intimate..."
"But, I really wanted to get married and have kids with you for the rest of my life.
"At that time, I tried my best to get rid of the influence she left in my life. I didn't wear the blue suit, I didn't eat the mushroom dishes, I didn't eat her favorite cakes... I tried my best to get used to your habits and remember your hobbies...
"I really wanted you to walk into my life, but... I realized that I couldn't get used to it, and I couldn't remember it."
When Xu Jiamu said this, he gently pressed down on his chest and smiled helplessly. "Because my place is filled with her, there's no space left for anyone else."
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