Chapter 635
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"Qiao Qiao, I'm not angry, I'm not angry..." Lu Jinnian's voice was extremely calm. "This time, I just want to treat myself better."
All these years, to love you, I've always thought of you first, then myself.
After so many times, I've forgotten that I feel pain too.
In this world, no one has ever truly cared for me, I just want to feel pain for myself just this once.
I don't want to be so stupid as to pounce on a sliver of hope, only to be met with despair again and again.
"Yesterday in the elevator, everything I said to you wasn't said out of anger, it was all from the bottom of my heart. I really don't want anything to happen between us again." Lu Jinnian paused for a moment, as though he had steeled his heart, he said word by word, "So, Qiao Qiao, go back to Beijing, don't stay here and waste time."
Lu Jinnian's tone was extremely serious, allowing Qiao Anhao to understand that he really wasn't unwilling to forgive her because of what happened in the past, but because he was giving up on her.
This realization made Qiao Anhao panic. "But, Lu Jinnian, you like me... You've liked me for thirteen years..."
Qiao Anhao's words made Lu Jinnian remember the despair he felt when he sent her the text "I've loved you for thirteen years" in the car.
An indescribable bitterness started to spread from the bottom of his heart. After a long while, he said, "Yes, that's right, I've liked you for thirteen years. But Qiao Qiao, do you know? Right now, I'm trying my best to forget you. "
A chill crawled all over Qiao Anhao's body. Her heart felt like it was being viciously gripped, and her body started to tremble from the pain.
What was Lu Jinnian saying?
He was trying his best to forget her?
In the four months that he had been gone, she had always thought that their reunion was the beginning of a happy ending, but she never imagined that it would be the end.
Qiao Anhao looked as though she was completely hurt by Lu Jinnian's words. She stared at him in a daze, not reacting for a long time.
Lu Jinnian looked at her expression, and his heart started to soften again. He lowered his eyes and said faintly, "I'll wait for you downstairs."
He stood up and walked out of the hotel room.
It wasn't until the "kacha" sound came from the door that she snapped back to her senses. She blinked her eyes twice, and her tears fell like pearls from a broken necklace, one after another.
He actually said that he was trying hard to forget her... Qiao Anhao found it hard to even breathe.
Qiao Anhao didn't know how she stood up and walked out of his hotel room. She didn't know how she got down to the taxi he had flagged, and she didn't even know how long she had been in the car. All she could think about was what he had said.
She stared out of the car window, and as she thought about it over and over again, her face lost its color bit by bit. In the end, it became as pale as paper.
Lu Jinnian sat beside her, tilting his head to look at the other window. His expression didn't change much.
When the car reached the airport, Lu Jinnian paid and got out of the car first. He walked around the car and opened the other door. Qiao Anhao got out of the car in a daze like a robot.
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