Chapter 632
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To him, she was poison. Even though he knew he would lose his life, he couldn't help but want to get close to her.
Just like now, even though she had clearly hurt him to the point where there wasn't an inch of skin left unscathed, a single grievance, a single tear, and a night of sleeping with her was enough to make him want to sink in.
He couldn't help but admit that she was indeed capable. She could always easily pinch his lifeline and shake his heart.
He would never understand why there was a woman like her in this world. She could make him defenseless, and at any time, she could subvert his world with a single careless move.
At that moment, he was very clear-headed. He could clearly see his truest thoughts.
Even if she had once trampled on his dignity so thoroughly, even if she had said that he wasn't worthy of her love, even if she hadn't forgiven him for another man, even if she had been so cruel and merciless to him, step by step destroying everything he had and pushing his limits, he still wouldn't give up on her. He still wanted to be with her.
He understood that he had never been able to do anything to her. That was why, back then, when she had abandoned him, he had gone to a foreign country alone.
Outside the window, the night was warm and the lights were blurry.
Lu Jinnian smoked cigarette after cigarette, not stopping for even a moment. His heart was constantly in a struggle.
He had been hurt too thoroughly, so he had lost the most basic confidence and courage.
At that moment, her actions clearly showed that she wanted to be with him, but he didn't dare to think in that direction.
Because he was extremely afraid of the feeling of falling from the clouds to hell.
He didn't want to experience the process of living a life worse than death over and over again.
No one knew what kind of torture he had gone through when he had given up on loving her, and no one knew how many sleepless nights he had spent convincing himself to give up.
At that thought, Lu Jinnian slightly lowered his eyes, looking at the black watch on his wrist and the cigarette in his hand.
His heart was like dead ashes, dying embers reignited.
Between the two choices, he didn't know which one to choose.
Just like that, Lu Jinnian sat quietly on the balcony for the entire night. Only when the sun rose from the deep sleep of the city did he finally react. He walked over to the wardrobe and changed into a set of clothes. Then, he reached for his wallet and walked out of the hotel room.
After about an hour, he returned with two paper bags in his hands. He placed them on the sofa in the living room before walking to the bedroom. He gently pushed the door open and saw that Qiao Anhao was still asleep.
Her sleeping posture was not good. Most of the blankets were kicked off the bed, revealing a large area of her back and a slender leg.
Lu Jinnian stared at her for a while, then walked up to pull the blanket over her body. He turned the heater in the bedroom slightly higher, and after staring at her for a long while, he turned to leave the bedroom.
Then, he walked to the French window in the living room, put his hands in his pockets, and stared out the window without blinking.
This was probably the best night she had slept in the past four months.
She woke up naturally, and when she opened her eyes, it was already one in the afternoon.
She carelessly scratched her hair, sleepily sitting up. She looked around her surroundings in a daze, and when she came into contact with a man's suit hanging on the side, she suddenly woke up.
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