Chapter 375
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"Then I got a little curious, so I found a chance to ask you who you liked..." When Qiao Anhao recounted the past, she tried her best to look gossipy. She thought that she could really act relaxed, but she never imagined that when she said that, her heart would still feel like it was being cut by a knife. She secretly took a few deep breaths to control her emotions. Only then did she continue to say the words that had made her cry and wake up from her dreams many times. "No matter who I like, it can't be you."
Qiao Anhao's tone was extremely steady. When she finished speaking, the corners of her lips curved into a smile. Then she lowered her eyes, hiding the hurt and sadness in them. She continued to say casually, "Do you know that your words really hurt? At that time, I was purely gossiping, so I asked, and you actually replied like that. Am I really that bad?"
Lu Jinnian's mind was even more confused. In his memory, he really couldn't remember anything like that. He furrowed his brows tightly, thinking back to five years ago, when they hadn't seen each other for a few months. Later on, they bumped into each other at Xu Jiamu's party. The day before, he had just found out from Xu Jiamu that the person he was going to marry was her, and he had been in extreme despair. The next night, at the party, they didn't speak, but he kept pouring himself alcohol. In the end, he started hallucinating, thinking that she had come to talk to him.
When he woke up, she was no longer there. He faintly felt that such a scene had happened, but after drinking so much, he couldn't remember the exact scene, so he really treated it as a hallucination.
Deep down, Lu Jinnian was a little sure that what Qiao Anhao was saying was the conversation they had five years ago. After a long silence, he asked, "Was it five years ago, at the party that Xu Jiamu organized?"
"Yea," Qiao Anhao replied softly.
"That night, I had just found out that the girl I liked was going to marry someone else, so I wasn't in a good mood. I drank too much, and in the end, I was a little muddle-headed, thinking that I was hallucinating..."
Hallucinating... Qiao Anhao couldn't really explain how she was feeling at that moment. She felt like she couldn't even breathe. Her fingertips gripped the blanket tightly, trying her best to look calm. "So that night, you actually thought that I was the girl you liked? You thought that she asked you again, and that's why you said those words? "
Lu Jinnian forcefully pursed his lips, a layer of sadness creeping onto his face. After a long while, he faintly explained, "I didn't say those words to the girl I liked, I said them to myself."
So that's why... But even if he didn't say those words to her, the person he loved was still not her... The joy in Qiao Anhao's heart was instantly tainted with a layer of sadness, but she still forced a smile and said, "I really thought I was that bad." After pausing for less than a second, Qiao Anhao added, "But the girl you like is really lucky, to be able to make you love her so unwaveringly."
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