Chapter 118
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When he pushed open the bedroom door, it was completely silent. He walked in, and the first thing he saw was Qiao Anhao lying on her side on the bed, fast asleep.
Lu Jinnian's footsteps became lighter, and he silently walked to the side of the bed. With the dim light in the room, he stared at Qiao Anhao's eyes for a while. Then, he reached out to take the phone from her hand and placed it on the bedside table. Then, he lifted the blanket and gently covered half of her exposed back.
Lu Jinnian took the opportunity to sit by the bed. After a while, he reached out and gently caressed her face. His thumb slowly rubbed under her eyelids, as though he was wiping away her tears. Finally, his hand stopped on her head, quietly resting there for a long time without moving.
Ever since five years ago, when he knew that she was someone he couldn't love, he had always been able to remain calm and indifferent in front of her. Even when he would occasionally lose control, he would quickly hide his true emotions, so that she wouldn't be able to tell that the real reason behind his loss of control was love.
In this life, besides his mother, she was the only person he cared about.
His mother had given him life, allowing him to come into this world and experience the coldest and darkest things in this world.
But she had given him a new life, allowing him to see that in this world, there was still a clean and warm existence.
She had never known that she was once his only hope and motivation in his life.
Even now, when he was flying high up in the world, she was still his hope and motivation.
No one knew that in this world, he clearly had a family, but after so many years, he had always been alone.
Even though there were so many people around him now, they didn't know that he was actually lonelier than anyone else.
Ever since he was young, he hadn't desired much, only her. But there were many things that he couldn't have, and one of them was her.
He had once thought of fighting for it, but before he could even start, he lost the right. After that, she started to avoid him.
Even he himself couldn't understand why she had started to avoid him.
Until now, he still clearly remembered that she had completely left his world. It was at a party that Xu Jiamu had organized. At that time, because of her, he had been in a bad state. At that party, he had drunk quite a bit, and in a daze, he felt as though she had come to his side and asked him something. He couldn't remember what it was, and because he was drunk, he couldn't remember what he had said. When he woke up, she was no longer in the room. He had asked Xu Jiamu when she had left, and he had said that she had left a long time ago. He had thought that it was just a hallucination, so he hadn't paid much attention.
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