Speaking of this, Yuan Shanshan's voice began to choke with sobs. She stubbornly bit her lips, but her tears kept falling like pearls from a broken necklace.
Ding Ning sighed and looked pitifully at Yuan Shanshan, who was weeping like a pear blossom, and finally understood where her inferiority complex came from.
A great and humble mother, who seemed to pick up scraps on the surface, but actually relied on selling her body to support them. Such a strong psychological contrast would probably leave an indelible psychological shadow for anyone.
Perhaps Yuan Shanshan not only felt ashamed because of her mother's uncleanness, but also felt distressed for her father, who was paralyzed in bed.
After all, they rented in the slum with only two rooms of less than ten square meters. It was impossible for her father not to know what her mother was doing.
But for the sake of living and children, the strong-minded man had to pretend to be deaf and dumb and acquiesced his wife to do such a thing. His inner suffering and pain could be imagined.
Ding Ning did not comment on what Yuan Shanshan's mother did. He did not despise her, but he admired her from the bottom of his heart.
It did not mean that he agreed with what she did. It was just that in that case, how could a woman without any skills support a paralyzed man and a pair of young children?
Reality was always cruel. In that kind of situation, Yuan Shanshan's mother made such a choice. It was a kind of helpless love, a kind of humble but great love. She let herself fall into the abyss, but left the hope of life to her husband and children.
Yuan Shanshan only saw her father's helplessness and grievance, but she did not put herself in her mother's shoes to consider her mother's feelings. If she had not been forced, how could she have sold her body shamelessly?
If there was even the slightest way, he thought, as a wife and a mother, an honest and dutiful woman, it was impossible for her to have illicit relations with another man in front of her husband. The shame and suffering in her heart was no less than that of Yuan Shanshan's father.
"What happened later?"
This was the root cause of Yuan Shanshan's illness, but Ding Ning was not sure if there were any other reasons that stimulated her later, making her so self-abased and extreme.
"Later … hahaha …"
Yuan Shanshan was drunk, and she laughed hysterically, but there was no joy in her laughter, only endless self-mockery and resentment.
"Everyone knows, everyone in the slum knows, only I don't. Do you know what they call her behind her back? What did you call me? What did you call my dad? "
Yuan Shanshan laughed crazily, "Whore, she is an old whore, I am a little whore, my father is an old turtle, the turtle of a pimp, the turtle of a green-haired turtle, hahaha."
"Does your brother know about this?"
Ding Ning did not laugh, nor did he think it was funny. Instead, he felt very heavy in his heart.
A family that should have been fragmented was continued because of a woman who sacrificed her body and reputation. Although it was very humble and lowly, it was worthy of respect.
"I don't know. He is the only one in the whole family who doesn't know, even my parents don't know. I know, but I haven't told them, because I'm afraid that my dad can't stand it and will take things too hard."
Yuan Shanshan wiped her tears and said with a complicated expression, "So, even if I am only in a small company now, with a salary of less than 3,000 yuan a month, I still insist on moving out of the slum no matter how hard and tired I am. I don't want to see those people's contemptuous and greedy eyes ever again."
"It's good to change the environment. Living with other people's supercilious eyes and pointing fingers for a long time will have a great impact on you."
Ding Ning sighed and comforted her softly.
His resentment against Yuan Shanshan for betraying Diba with the position of a branch manager also disappeared at this moment.
She was also a poor person. Although she stubbornly let her mother out of the abyss of suffering, she had to bear the heavy burden of supporting the whole family. It was understandable, not to mention that she was a patient.
"You … will you look down on me? Will you think that I am also an unchaste woman like my mother? I … I am not. Really, I am very clean. I am still a virgin. I have never even held a man's hand. Can you believe me? "
Yuan Shanshan felt perturbed and said anxiously, worried about her gains and losses.
"No, of course not. Everyone in this world has their own helplessness. I will not look down on you, nor will I look down on your mother. Don't you think your mother is a great person?"
Ding Ning said earnestly and tempted her, and began his first psychological diagnosis and treatment.
"Great? How can such a noble word be associated with such a shameless woman like her? "
Yuan Shanshan said, gnashing her teeth, and her eyes were full of hatred.
Ding Ning observed her and knew that her heart was full of disgust and hatred for her mother, which was the main cause of her extreme inferiority complex. She thought that it was her mother's shamelessness that made her so ashamed to see others, so that she was criticized behind her back and could not stand up straight.
It made her entire life full of gloom. She didn't even dare to find a serious boyfriend, for fear that the other party would abandon her, play with her, or even humiliate her after knowing her mother's background.
Traditional Chinese medicine paid attention to tracing back to the source. Although she had a mental illness, the pathology was the same. The root of the illness was her mother. If he wanted to cure her illness completely, he had to change her view and prejudice towards her mother.
Of course, the most important thing was that she had to leave Wu City, an environment where people knew her inside out. Otherwise, the gossip of others would forever become the cause of her repeated attacks.
Soon, a series of treatment plans had been completely presented in his mind. He said with an extremely serious expression, "Shanshan, you can't say that about your mother. She is a very great person."
"She is great? If she was great, she wouldn't have done such a shameless thing without caring about my father's feelings. She is a shameless woman. "
Yuan Shanshan roared hysterically. Fortunately, Ding Ning had already set up a soundproof Bounded Domain. Otherwise, it would definitely alarm the people next door.
"Don't be agitated. Let me finish. Let me ask you, do you think your father knows about this or not?"
Ding Ning comforted her agitated emotions and asked gently.
Yuan Shanshan's expression was very ugly. She looked at him coldly and said, "Are you humiliating me? Do you want to say that my father is an old pimp? "
"Shanshan, I don't mean to humiliate you. Think about it carefully. As your mother's husband, why did your father acquiesce to such a thing happening?"
Ding Ning asked patiently.
"Because she felt that my father couldn't satisfy her. My father had to rely on her to support him, so he could only bear it unwillingly."
Yuan Shanshan's spirit was already on the verge of collapse. She grabbed her hair in pain and cried with a twisted face. It could be seen that she had a deep relationship with her father. More than that, she felt that her father was unworthy.
"Wrong. You are very wrong."
Ding Ning did not comfort her but reprimanded her sternly.
Yuan Shanshan looked at him blankly and was somewhat at a loss.
"They felt wronged because of love. They love this family and they love you and your brother, so they had to compromise. I can say with certainty that before your mother chose this profession, she must have asked for your father's opinion. After getting his approval, she chose this profession."
Ding Ning said with great certainty.
"No, it's impossible. After all, that woman is his wife. He is so stubborn and competitive. How could he tolerate such an insult?"
Yuan Shanshan shook her head repeatedly in disbelief. She was not willing to accept this statement even if she was beaten to death. She would rather believe that the woman was shameless and bullied her father, so she deliberately insulted him in this way.
"Shanshan, think about it rationally. If your mother is really as shameless as you said and deliberately bullied your father, with her conditions, she could have divorced your father at that time and found a rich man to live the life of a rich wife. Is it necessary for her to stay and take care of you and your father?"
Ding Ning patiently enlightened her.
"Maybe my father doesn't agree to divorce?"
This sentence seemed to work. Yuan Shanshan showed a trace of thinking on her face. But the deep-rooted belief formed in the past made her unwilling to accept this statement at all. She still said stubbornly, but her tone had obviously softened a lot.
"In order not to implicate you, your father has tried to die several times. Every time, it was your mother who saved him. If your mother wants to divorce and find a better man, it's fine as long as you don't stop her. Why does she have to do this? "
Ding Ning observed the change of her expression calmly, but what he said hit the nail on the head, making Yuan Shanshan close her eyes in pain and show a trace of entanglement on her face.
Ding Ning could understand her mood. People were born with an instinct to shirk responsibility. In addition, she had a deep relationship with her father, so she subconsciously regarded her mother as the culprit. Over the years, she had been hating her and blamed everything at present on her. She was not willing to admit that what her mother did was actually approved by her father.
Although she had already admitted that this was the truth in her heart, if she wanted to completely subvert her deep-rooted belief before, she certainly could not get over the hurdle in her heart in a short time.
Ding Ning knew that he needed to add fuel to the fire at this time. He stared at Yuan Shanshan, whose face was full of pain, and said seriously, "Your mother is the greatest mother in the world. In order to support you and take care of your father, she sacrificed her reputation and chastity. You only see your father's pain, but who can understand the pain and suffering in her heart?"
"No one forced her to do this. Didn't she think about the consequences?"
Yuan Shanshan choked with tears and said with sobs. Her tone obviously softened a lot.
"Consequences? In her heart, what could be more serious than the consequences of the collapse of this family? What could be more serious than the consequences of you and your brother becoming orphans? Yes, her choice did make you feel ashamed and that you were criticized behind your back. But sometimes, in order to let you live, she could only choose to sacrifice herself. "
Ding Ning said earnestly, "Such a mother doesn't live for herself at all, but for the family. She lives for you and your brother to grow up healthily. Cherish it. You should be proud to have such a mother who loves you and your family at all costs, instead of despising and hating her. Without her sacrifice, would your father still be alive now? Could you and your brother grow up? I'm afraid your family would have collapsed long ago. "
"Don't say it, please, don't say it. I don't want to hear it. I don't want to hear it."
Yuan Shanshan covered her ears, shook her head desperately, and cried hysterically.
Ding Ning was silent. It seemed that it was impossible to make her accept this reality immediately, but he also knew that he could not be too hasty.
At present, the first round of treatment still had some effect. At least, when she mentioned her mother again, there was not only hatred and disgust in her eyes, but also something else.
Thirsty, so thirsty.
At this time, Ding Ning suddenly felt thirsty. He thought that it was because he had said too much. Without thinking much, he reached out to take the teacup and drank it in one gulp.
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