No, I, Yuan Shanshan, am smart and capable, and I can bear hardships and work hard. I am not weaker than others at all. It's just that I have a bad birth because of my bad fate.
But my fate is up to me, not God. I will definitely be the protagonist of my life instead of always existing as a foil to others.
Yuan Shanshan's expression kept changing. After a long time, she smiled and pretended to be indifferent. "Really? What did Diba tell you? Did he tell you about my miserable childhood experiences, or that I haven't lived a satisfactory life these years? "
Ding Ning sighed in his heart. "This woman is beyond cure. It seems that she has been extreme to a certain extent. I'll leave it to fate and do my best. I'll try one last time. I hope you can rein in your horse before it's too late. If you still can't wake up, don't blame me for being ruthless."
Immediately, he pretended to be at a loss. "Childhood experience? Unsatisfactory? No, Diba told me all the interesting things about you and he said that you are his best sister. Was Miss Yuan's childhood very miserable? Tell me about it. "
Yuan Shanshan was stunned. She had always thought that Diba would say bad things about her in front of Ding Ning to slander her image. She did not expect that Diba would say good things about her. This slightly moved her, but she did not feel grateful. Instead, she felt that Diba deliberately did not mention her miserable past, lest Ding Ning approach her out of sympathy.
"I don't want to mention the past again. If you are really interested, let's find a chance to talk alone. I will tell you what you want to know without reservation."
Yuan Shanshan looked at him coquettishly, sending him an ambiguous signal.
A woman took the initiative to talk everything to a man without reservation. Ding Ning knew very well what it meant, but he didn't refuse. He just wanted to take the opportunity to treat Yuan Shanshan and stop her from making more mistakes. He said with a smile, "Of course I am interested. How about we find a place to talk alone now?"
"Really?"
Yuan Shanshan looked at him in surprise and asked. Ding Ning's reaction made her mistakenly think that this almost perfect man was also interested in her.
"Of course!"
Ding Ning answered affirmatively.
Yuan Shanshan pursed her lips and couldn't hide the joy in her heart. She pretended to look at Diba and said awkwardly, "Aren't you afraid that Diba will misunderstand?"
"You are her best friend. How can you misunderstand?"
Ding Ning said indifferently.
However, it made Yuan Shanshan's heart beat wildly as if it was about to jump out. Her face was dyed with a layer of rouge red. She thought to herself, 'Could it be that he has always liked me? That's why he didn't care about Diba's feelings and couldn't wait to have a frank talk with me?'
Yuan Shanshan, who was immersed in her beautiful imagination, peeked at Ding Ning shyly and timidly. Seeing that he was smiling at her, her heart beat more violently. She shyly lowered her head and said in a mosquito-like voice, "I know the room next door is empty. Let's go there and talk."
"Alright, you go first, I'll be right there."
Ding Ning said with a smile. He knew that there was no one in the next room. After all, it was a five-star hotel with high expenses. It was impossible for it to be full every day.
"En, then I'll be waiting for you there. Come quickly."
Yuan Shanshan looked at him affectionately, and all her thoughts were on the joy of getting this man. She had long forgotten Li Mingrui's arrangement in Java.
"Diba, Yuan Shanshan's condition is very serious. I'm going to the next room to treat her. Call me if there's anything."
Ding Ning secretly transmitted his voice to Diba, which made Diba widen his eyes in shock and look at Ding Ning incredulously.
She didn't doubt that Ding Ning and Yuan Shanshan would have an affair, but Ding Ning's voice actually sounded in her mind, while others didn't notice it at all. How could she not be surprised?
Ding Ning winked at her, waved his hand, and walked away. Only his voice sounded in her mind again, "Don't forget that I'm a magician."
Diba smiled with relief and no longer paid attention to it. He continued to take photos with his classmates.
In the bathroom of the next room, Yuan Shanshan's face was ruddy, and her eyes were full of love. Looking at the mirror, she stuck out her proud chest and smiled with satisfaction. She pursed her lips and whispered, "Although it's a little smaller than Xilin's, it's comparable to Diba's. He will definitely like it very much."
She took out the makeup box to touch up her makeup, and a hint of hesitation and fear flashed in her eyes. "I heard that the first time will be very painful. What should I do?"
Ding Ning's elegant appearance when he played the piano flashed in her mind. Yuan Shanshan bit her red lips tightly, and her beautiful eyes were so charming that they could drip water. She touched the things in her bag, and a look of determination appeared on her face. As if to cheer herself up, she said, "No matter what, I have to get him no matter what. It's just pain. I've suffered all kinds of hardships since I was a child. I won't miss such a man no matter what."
Knock, knock, knock!
Just as she was nervously preparing, there was a soft knock on the door.
He's here!
Yuan Shanshan's heart skipped a beat, and she hurriedly went to open the door. But she seemed to think of something and suddenly turned back. She tidied her hair in front of the mirror, and then trotted to open the door.
"You … you're here."
Opening the door and looking at Ding Ning's smiling face, Yuan Shanshan's heart beat like a deer for no reason. She shyly lowered her head and was so nervous that she even stuttered.
It was true that all women had another side that was not known to others.
Looking at the shy and nervous Yuan Shanshan in front of him, who was like a little girl who was ignorant of the world and fell in love, Ding Ning could not help but sigh with emotion in his heart. He had a little more pity for this poor and hateful daughter for no reason.
"Well, I'm here."
After saying a very meaningless sentence, Ding Ning stepped into the room.
He noticed that Yuan Shanshan casually locked the door, but he did not take it seriously. Not to mention the door of the restaurant's box, even an iron wall could not stop him.
"Don't be busy. I'm not thirsty. Tell me about your past. I'm quite interested."
Seeing Yuan Shanshan serve tea and make water as if she were entertaining guests in her own home, Ding Ning could not help but feel a little funny. He imitated the psychiatrists he saw on TV and said very calmly.
"Have a cup of tea, and let's talk slowly."
Yuan Shanshan insisted on pouring the tea, handed him a cup of water, and said with a red face.
"Okay, sit down. I'll be a listener tonight."
Ding Ning could not refuse her kindness, so he took a sip after taking it. Seeing that she kept her head down and pinching the corner of her clothes uneasily with a shy look, he felt a little unnatural and quickly broke the silence.
He had to find the cause of mental illness. Although he had learned about her past from Diba and Celine, some details could not be known unless he was a person involved.
There were many causes of this illness. He had to examine it carefully and find the most critical root cause so that he could prescribe the right medicine.
It would be best if Yuan Shanshan was willing to tell him. If she was not willing to tell him, he would quietly hypnotize her and let her confess the world in her heart.
"I was born in a poor family …"
Yuan Shanshan seemed to have calmed down at this moment. She took a bottle of red wine out of nowhere and opened it. Seeing him shake his head, she poured a glass for herself. Holding the red wine, she crossed her legs and took a sip elegantly, with a look of reminiscence in her eyes.
Since she was willing to tell him, Ding Ning was naturally happy to do so. He put on a posture of listening attentively and listened to her tirelessly.
Yuan Shanshan's story was not complicated, but her life was indeed full of suffering.
Her father was a truck driver. Although it was hard, he could earn a lot of money every year. Even if her mother did not work, it was not a problem for her to support the family. Yuan Shanshan's childhood was carefree.
But the world was changeable. When Yuan Shanshan was seven years old, her father suddenly had a car accident, which made this happy family become troubled.
Although the family had saved some money in previous years, the accident was determined to be caused by his fatigue driving, so he had to bear all the responsibility for the accident. The savings were not enough to pay for his medical expenses.
Even if the insurance company paid a large part of the compensation, her family had to bear part of the expenses because her father was fully responsible for the accident.
In fact, her father would not have been disabled, but because of the cruel world, those relatives and friends who were usually close to him avoided him like the plague, and no one was willing to lend them money.
There was no money for treatment, and Yuan Shanshan's father was strong-willed and did not want to be affected by others. In a fit of anger, he simply ignored it. But no one expected that it would be so serious that the best treatment time was delayed. It was only a fracture, but it evolved into the final disability, and he could only lie in bed.
In this way, her father became disabled because of the car accident. Not only did the backbone of the family fall, but he also became a burden to the whole family. Many times her father wanted to die, but finally, he was found and saved by her mother and her mother in time. They cried and knelt down to beg him, and he promised to live with tears.
At that time, Yuan Shanshan and her brother were still very young, and her mother was an honest housewife without any means to make a living. Their father's disability was tantamount to a disaster for the whole family.
But for the sake of this family, the strong mother burst forth with infinite courage. Regardless of the cynicism of others, she sold the house to treat her father's illness, rented the cheapest house in the slum to live, and even started to pick up garbage for a living. Not only did she shoulder the responsibility of taking care of her husband, but she also worked from dawn to dusk to raise Yuan Shanshan and her brother.
Although this family suffered many disasters, in the heart of Yuan Shanshan, who was young but very precocious at that time, life was beautiful, positive, and full of hope.
Hearing this, Ding Ning also felt very surprised. It seemed that his previous judgment was wrong. Since Yuan Shanshan's mentality was good at that time, it was reasonable to say that she should not be changed by those cold eyes and cynicism.
This made him very curious about the reason that caused Yuan Shanshan to have a serious sense of inferiority.
Yuan Shanshan's beautiful eyes were blurred. She drank half of a bottle of red wine and was a little drunk. It seemed that she had a desire to talk about the secrets that had been kept in her heart for so many years but had nowhere to vent.
She didn't care about the deep friendship. Anyway, in her heart, Ding Ning would be her man sooner or later, and he would know the situation sooner or later, so she didn't intend to hide it from him.
In the end, things changed because of her mother. Her beautiful appearance was inherited from her mother's good genes. In her heart, her mother was also the greatest person in the world. Both she and her brother knew that her mother worked very hard, so they were very sensible and diligent since childhood. They were always among the best in school.
But the reality was always so cruel. When she was ten years old, she thought that her mother's birthday was coming soon, so she used the time after school to secretly pick up drink bottles and wanted to buy a wooden comb for her mother which cost ten yuan as a birthday gift.
Finally, she saved enough money on her mother's birthday and bought the comb that she had been longing for. She also lied to the teacher and went home in advance, intending to surprise her mother.
But she never expected that when she returned home, she found that the door was locked, and there came a sound that made her feel extremely strange at that time from the room.
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