"Actually … sometimes, when I think about it, I sympathize with this fellow. He is free and unrestrained by nature, and he is lazy and leisurely. He has no ambition to dominate the world, nor does he have any interest in the Great Dao. He only likes a free and worry-free life."
When mentioning Gu Qingfeng, Cang Yan's tone was rather complicated, as if it was not as simple as sympathy.
"However, fate makes fools of people. From the day he was born, he carried too many complicated karmic destinies. After that, he fell into them step by step. The more he struggled, the deeper he fell. The deeper he fell, the more chaotic the karmic destinies he carried. Until now, no one knows how deep he fell into the original sin, and how chaotic the karmic destinies he carried were."
Cang Yan also looked at the vast and boundless ancient black hole, and also looked at the endless turbulence. A complicated smile flashed across the corners of her mouth, and then she sighed and muttered to herself, "However, other than sympathy, I have more admiration."
"He has experienced so many things along the way, but he has not lost himself, and his mind has not collapsed. Even his state of mind has not been affected much. It is really beyond imagination, and it makes me prostrate myself in admiration."
Cang Yan said self-deprecatingly, "Let's not talk about others. If it were me, I would have lost myself in so many complicated and chaotic karmic destinies …"
Karmic destinies could make people lose themselves.
Since ancient times, Cang Yan had seen too many people who had lost themselves in the pursuit of karmic destinies.
Among them, there was no lack of almighty experts, including herself, who had lost herself in the pursuit of karmic destinies.
The reason was very simple.
Karmic destinies, previous life causes, present life effects.
To pursue karmic destinies, one had to pursue one's past life. Once one pursued one's past life, one would often not be able to distinguish which one was the true self. One did not know whether one's past self or present self belonged to oneself.
Furthermore, karmic destinies had no end, because the present life's effects came from the previous life's causes, and the past life's effects came from the causes planted in the previous life's previous life. There was no end to the cycle. Once one fell into it, they would lose themselves, and the deeper they fell, the more lost they would be.
That was how Cang Yan lost himself back then.
She pursued karma in order to find her true self, or rather, her original self. However, when she pursued the karma of her past life, she discovered that there was a previous life, a previous life, and a previous life. In the end, not only did she not find her true self, but she also failed to find her original self. Instead, she lost herself.
If it weren't for Ancient Nameless guiding her back to herself, Cang Yan would probably still be lost.
It was also when she found her flame of self from being lost that she truly understood the words of Ancient One Nameless.
Karma had no end, just like the sea of bitterness had no other shore.
Losing track of karma was like falling into a sea of bitterness.
In her opinion, she had lost herself in the pursuit of her own karma, while Gu Qingfeng's karma was complicated and chaotic.
If Cang Yan's karma was a chaotic flow, she would only be lost in her own karma no matter how lost she was.
On the other hand, Gu Qingfeng's karma was more like a chaotic whirlpool, containing countless chaotic flows and chaotic karmic destinies. Once he was lost, who knew what kind of chaotic karma he would lose. It was even possible that he would not lose himself, but his additional self. In other words, Gu Qingfeng would no longer be Gu Qingfeng, but another him who had lost himself. His past life and past life would no longer have anything to do with him.
What made Cang Yan extremely impressed was that Gu Qingfeng did not lose himself even though he was burdened with such chaotic karma. No matter how deeply he sank into the original sin, no matter how chaotic the karma he bore was, he was always himself. He had never lost himself.
What Cang Yan admired the most was that not only did he not lose himself, but his state of mind also did not change. In the face of his karma, although he did not accept it, he did not reject it either. He did not reject it and let nature take its course.
But now?
It was still the same. Even if he knew that his karma was chaotic, even if he knew that many existences were watching him, even if he knew that his decision could affect the situation of the world, he was still indifferent and did not care at all. He would take one step at a time.
Although Cang Yan did not want to, he had to admit that this guy's heart was really big. It was so big that it was as if he did not care about anything and was indifferent to everything. It was also so big that it could contain the entire world.
Thinking of this, Cang Yan suddenly asked, "Do you think … this guy has resigned himself to his fate?"
Ancient Nameless did not respond. He just stood there quietly like a speck of dust, like the chaotic flow in this ancient black hole, real and fake, false and real.
Cang Yan continued, "In my impression, this guy used to be an arrogant and unruly person. Could it be that after experiencing so many things, his arrogance has been smoothed out and he has lost his nature and temper? In the face of such complicated and chaotic karma, he knows that he can't do anything, so he chose to resign himself to fate?"
Ancient Wuming shook his head slightly and finally said with certainty, "No! He will not resign himself to fate, nor will he resign himself to fate! Since ancient times, anyone can accept their fate. Anyone can choose to leave their fate to the will of the heavens, including you and me. But he won't. "
Cang Yan asked curiously, "Why?"
"Because he exists to defy the heavens and change his fate. His soul, his blood, and his heart are all like this. His nature is like this. He will not resign himself to fate, nor will he resign himself to fate."
Cang Yan murmured the words of Nameless. After pondering for a moment, he said, "If he doesn't want to resign himself to fate, why is he still so indifferent? Could it be that he really doesn't care about anything and doesn't care about anything? Could it be that his heart is so big that it transcends everything?"
"No."
Ancient Nameless said, "It's not that he does not care, it's not that he does not care. He has someone he cares about …"
After Ancient Nameless finished speaking, Cang Yan fell into deep thought.
She knew that in this world, there were many people who had an inexplicable and complicated karma with Gu Qingfeng. For example, her junior sister Su'Er, Jun Xuanji, Yun Nishang, and so on. They all had karma with Gu Qingfeng that spanned three lifetimes.
There was another important person, and that was Little Jin Er.
Cang Yan was not sure if Gu Qingfeng would care about Su'Er, Jun Xuanji, and Yun Nishang. But she was sure of one thing, and that was that Gu Qingfeng cared a lot about Little Jin Er.
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