Chapter 922
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I am willing to spend the entire country to betroth you, I will never forget you in the blue sky and yellow springs. — — Hua Su Ye
In the ten years of Hua 'an, the final thing I did before I died was to be buried with her.
When I was dying, I kept thinking as I lay in bed. Actually after she left, I had only lived for ten months.
However, I felt that every minute and every second of these ten months was unbearable.
It was like the idiom of days passing like years wasn't enough to describe this kind of unbearable feeling.
Thinking of meeting her bit by bit, it was like it had happened yesterday as the scenes flashed in front of my eyes.
It was like the more distant something was, the clearer I remembered it.
When we first met, when I first saw her, she didn't notice me at all.
During the auction in the Drunken Moon House, her eyes were always on the treasures on the stage and she didn't look at anything else.
Without knowing why, when I saw her fight with Du Wan Er, I felt like there was a ray of light that shined into my heart without any warning.
It really was dazzling.
I wasn't interested in the things on the stage, but I wasn't willing to see her lose to someone else.
Facts proved that she was worth it for me to do this for her.
On the turbulent sea, we depended on each other. We even had four little kids and lived in a small wooden house.
Actually she didn't know that that was the time when my heart was the most throbbing in my life.
I wanted to approach her, but I couldn't. If I didn't approach her, my heart couldn't agree.
When I truly confirmed this feeling, it was when I was surrounded by wolves.
She was still that dazzling light that appeared by my side. In the blink of an eye, she pressed down on my eyes and suppressed all the wolves.
I never thought that a person like her would have this kind of strength.
Right, I was completely subdued by her.
After that, we returned to the capital together. Before I even had time to investigate her identity, I saw her in my eastern palace.
At that time, there was another person standing by her side. The dissatisfaction in my heart at that time began to spread inch by inch.
The so called jealousy, the so called flower of jealousy.
I never thought that on my wedding night, I would go find this man who made me jealous.
But when he told me that she was my Crown Princess, I didn't know what to do. At that moment, I was so grateful to him.
I was grateful to him for bringing this dreamlike good news to me, for bringing it to me when I was about to give up the position of Crown Prince.
[Fortunately, there's still time. Fortunately, we're finally married!]
However, she left me so early … for the sake of my country, what a fool …
Actually, I should have died a long time ago …
Ten months ago, when she died in my arms, I should have gone with her.
But I know I can't. I have to assist a capable person to ascend the throne.
I can't let her efforts go to waste. I definitely … can't!
It was only a long time later that I found out how much she had done to help me get rid of my dissidents.
What a … fool!
The reason I worked so hard to stabilize the court was so that she could be safe and happy and have no more worries.
But I … didn't manage to do it.
I turned and looked at her next to the ice coffin.
She was still as beautiful as ever, as beautiful as ever. I didn't seem to have much energy left. I could only close my eyes and mutter in my heart — —
When your life was in danger, I was powerless to do anything. When you left, I was powerless to chase after you. This time, regardless of life or death, we will stick together.
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