Chapter 921
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We can only brush shoulders in this life. Even if we aren't fated to meet, I will always miss you. — — Qian Ye An
This was a letter that no one would ever see.
Qingchen ….. How have you been recently?
I … …
Very good … …
My days with Jin Yan were quite good after we got married, she gave birth to a son and daughter for me.
The boy was like me and the girl was like her.
She rarely went back after marrying into the Qian Family with me. Although her old mother was sick, it didn't worsen.
We went back last month during the Mid-Autumn Festival. That concubine seemed to have contracted a serious illness that no medicine could cure.
Her daughter was also infected by her and didn't have much time left.
I know that your days have been good after you entered the palace, he pampered you a lot and took in a new concubine.
When I learned this news, I was shocked.
As the saying goes, emperors have been fickle since ancient times.
But he seemed to have broken this taboo.
When I was in the palace, I often saw you. You always had a smile on your face, but I also saw that your clear eyes gradually became more and more responsible.
You ….. Are you not happy?
Perhaps I was thinking too much. He emptied the entire harem for you and only pampered you.
How could you not be happy?
As for me ….. I was very good. But I always felt that my heart was empty, like something was missing.
When the child was one month old, I drank too much and suddenly remembered.
It seemed like I hadn't drunk with you in a long time … …
I vaguely remember when we were in the Drunken Moon House, drinking and reciting poems, how happy we were.
Actually there was something I never told you. I always knew that you were a girl.
I can even see from your eyes that you have a different emotion towards me. I thought that you also …. "
Cared about me … …
But I never knew that when I came to propose. She said: You don't like me.
Actually ….. I didn't believe it.
But the facts were like this, you didn't choose me. You even decisively wanted to marry the crown prince and become his wife, not giving me a chance at all.
At that time, I was very confused … …
If you like me, we can run away and elope. Whether we live or die, we can bear it together.
But if you didn't like me, it was all in vain.
I've been addicted to alcohol these past few days because it was the anniversary of your death.
I never thought that you would leave me like this … Guys, I thought you wouldn't bear to.
Even if you don't care about me, you won't be willing to leave him. You won't be willing to leave your sister.
But you left just like that. I didn't even get to see you one last time.
When the news came from the palace, your sister fainted on the spot.
As for me … I ran out of the Qian Residence like a madman. I dashed through the streets of the capital and ran all the way to Drunken Moon Pavilion.
I ran very, very fast. I hoped that I could run fast enough to travel back in time and return to the year we first met.
Until I couldn't run anymore and fell to my knees. His hands kept knocking on the snowy ground until fresh blood dripped into the white snow.
Layer by layer, I almost burst into tears at that moment, in this snowy night.
Last night, I had a dream. This dream has been bothering me for a long time. Ever since you left, I've been dreaming about it.
In the dream, you went to the desert and told me to stay by your sister's side. But I couldn't do it. Your sister was still killed by that person.
She was poisoned by a terrifying poison. Her skin kept festering and in the end, she turned into a pool of blood and died.
And I, ended her life with my own hands. I took the same poison as her and married the person who killed her.
Only by doing the deed of husband and wife could I pass the poison to her. If I couldn't protect your sister, I would let the person who killed her die in pain.
This is my promise to you … …
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