Chapter 2972
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You love everyone, Concubine Rou, Empress Dowager, little Ah Ge, him, but you don't love me. — — Feng Yu
That day, it snowed heavily.
I sat in the throne room and watched the dynasty that once belonged to me disappear bit by bit.
If someone asked me: Do you regret it?
My answer would be: I don't regret it.
No one understood me, no one understood me. If I could turn back time, I hoped that I wouldn't meet her.
What I regretted was not that decision, but meeting her.
I was the crown prince since I was young. Although the path to the throne was not smooth, no one could stop me.
Because I was arrogant and often saw through people's hearts, I didn't have many friends. When I was young, the only friend I had was probably Song Nanmo.
I used to think that he and I would be friends for the rest of our lives.
But I didn't expect that we would lose each other forever because of a woman.
Every night, I would ask myself if I loved that person that much.
I was the emperor. What kind of beautiful woman could I not have in this world? Why did I have to be entangled with her?
I could have betrothed her to Song Nanmo and made him more loyal to me. I could also let them have a happy ending.
But … … I couldn't do it … …
I never thought that I would like someone so much. It was as if I had lost my heart. I just wanted to get it.
I didn't care about the emperor and his ministers.
No one knew what I was thinking. They probably thought that I was a dictator, but no one knew that I really liked that person.
Maybe … … I liked her more than Song Nanmo.
In order to take a gamble, I made a bold decision.
She was such a smart person. She would definitely know how to choose.
Gao Saiguo and my princess, I wanted her to choose one. It was so far away. I felt that she wouldn't go.
I bet that she wouldn't go. I didn't even need her to beg me. As long as she told me that she didn't want to go, I wouldn't let her go.
That night, I couldn't sleep. It was the first time I couldn't sleep since the day I ascended the throne.
But she didn't come to beg me. Even if she wore that bright red wedding dress, she wouldn't be willing to beg me.
Why? Why?
She once used her life to save me. When countless black-clothed experts wanted to kill me, she stood in front of me.
I thought … … even if she didn't love me … … she couldn't hate me … …
But she really seemed to hate me … …
However, we do have one thing in common, which is that we are extremely stubborn.
No wonder … No wonder she's my little sister, my half-sister.
No one will understand, even if I can't take her as my concubine. As long as she is by my side, I can always guard her.
Even if I knew that she was my little sister, even if I didn't care about how much heartache I felt, I could still protect her.
But she … still left.
After marrying Gao Saiguo, she was so stubborn that she didn't even turn her head back.
In the year after she left, I couldn't sleep well. The scene of our first meeting would flash before my eyes every quiet night, as if it was a nightmare that I couldn't get rid of.
I've probably been tortured enough!
So when Talu's arrow pierced my heart, I didn't feel any pain. Instead, I felt relieved.
Finally, he didn't have to suffer anymore.
Who said that emperors are heartless? I love you so much that I can't even control myself.
Country, glory and splendor, wealth and status …
Actually, I don't need all of them. She alone is enough.
But I seem to be … unlucky …
Luck …
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