Chapter 2969
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I still like you very much. Just like the smoke rising from a lonely city, thousands of soldiers and horses will rush to you. — — Song Nanmo
I once thought about how I would live my life if I didn't know you.
Perhaps it would be very dull, slowly aging in the fleeting years.
Facing a person I couldn't say I liked or loved, I would protect her and live the rest of my life in an ordinary way.
But at a certain moment, the heavens lit up a firework in my ordinary life.
Perhaps it didn't know how important this light was to me, but it changed my life.
In fact, she and I were not fated to be together.
A ray of light, there will always be people who like it, and there will always be people who miss it.
Even if she was just a palace maid, she couldn't stop her radiance.
The most powerful person in the world liked her, to the point of being paranoid.
At that moment, I felt that my self-disciplined self was so small.
My love for her was no less than his, but I could only accept any punishment and endure silence.
I could die, but I couldn't back down.
That was my … … bottom line … …
When I was locked up in the Imperial Clan Court, I thought about many things. My Ah Ma and Ma Niang were a match in terms of social status. I heard that before my Ma Niang married my Ah Ma, she had someone she missed dearly.
Although it was a rumor I heard from my relatives, I always felt that my Ma Niang's eyes were missing something.
It was a long time later when I read my Ma Niang's will that I understood. It turned out that my Ma Niang already had someone in her heart, but because of family reasons, she had to marry Ah Ma.
She always had an obsession in her heart, an obsession that no one could tell her about.
But perhaps my Ma Niang didn't expect that the two children she gave birth to still couldn't escape this fate.
First it was my sister, then it was me.
At first, I didn't know much about my sister's situation, and I only met Chi Heng once.
At that time, I didn't even understand why my sister didn't listen to Ah Ma and insisted on marrying Chi Heng.
If I could enter the palace, wouldn't I be accompanying the Emperor, and enjoy endless glory, wealth, and noble status in the future?
That's right … … That was how ridiculous I was at that time.
Glory, wealth, and noble status, what was the use of that?
If I can be together with the person I like, even if I have to live in seclusion in the mountains, working from sunrise to sunset, I feel that it is a kind of happiness.
Of course, this kind of realization seemed to be a little too late.
I've always regretted that the fate between us was always a little off. If I had a crush on you first, then I wouldn't believe in love at first sight.
When I was in the Imperial Garden, my heart throbbed.
At that time, I didn't understand why it was throbbing. She thought for a moment and decided to say that she was a palace maid from her sister's palace first. Then, she would take advantage of the situation.
I never thought I would be such a person, like a strategist, to calculate these things.
She also often said that I'm self-disciplined and cautious, and that I'm not such a person.
Actually … I care about a lot of things more than she thinks. It's just that she doesn't know it.
The first time I talked to her was about the death of my elder sister's younger brother. In fact, I felt that something was wrong at the beginning, but I couldn't put my finger on it.
She was very smart, not like a palace maid at all, but more like a witch who could see through people's hearts.
There were many times when I didn't even dare to look into her eyes, or get too close to her. I was always afraid that my heart would beat too fast, and she would hear it in the dead of night.
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